I know I always do it;
I shove people away.
I bury myself alone to protect them
because I do not want them to hurt
by revealing my own pain.
It has come to the point
where I am so concerned, so fearful,
at the prospect of being a burden
that I am blind to a crucial fact;
the most painful thing
I have ever endured
was my best friend
pushing me aside
and
shoving me away,
because she thought
she weighed me down.
And now I am realizing
solitary silence and defensive deceit
cause more agony to a friend
than any volcanic mountain range
of searing, fiery truths
could ever reap.
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
I know I always do it;
I shove people away.
I bury myself alone to protect them
because I do not want them to hurt
by revealing my own pain.
It has come to the point
where I am so concerned, so fearful,
at the prospect of being a burden
that I am blind to a crucial fact;
the most painful thing
I have ever endured
was my best friend
pushing me aside
and
shoving me away,
because she thought
she weighed me down.
And now I am realizing
solitary silence and defensive deceit
cause more agony to a friend
than any volcanic mountain range
of searing, fiery truths
could ever reap.
