in first grade
i had my first crush
on a boy
who told me
that i was annoying
and to leave him alone
in second grade
i pretended to be a witch
and my friends
cast spells
and rode invisible brooms
in third grade
i lost a spelling bee
because i misspelled
the word cotton
in fourth grade
i started my first diet
because my sister
made fun of my baby fat
in fifth grade
i had to get an appendectomy
and when i came back
people remembered me
only because i was gone
in sixth grade
I started skipping lunch
to go to the library
and sit in the bathroom
and cry
until class started
in seventh grade
i pulled apart a shaving razor
and sliced the inside of my wrist
and hid the small line
with a bracelet
made of denim
in eighth grade
i cut all my hair off
with safety scissors
and i learned
that no one will date me
and that my lips will never be kissed
in the ninth grade
i smoked
and wrote
and stopped talking
because no one wanted
to know that i existed
and i don't
think i will make it
to tenth grade
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 7:35 PM UTC
in first grade
i had my first crush
on a boy
who told me
that i was annoying
and to leave him alone
in second grade
i pretended to be a witch
and my friends
cast spells
and rode invisible brooms
in third grade
i lost a spelling bee
because i misspelled
the word cotton
in fourth grade
i started my first diet
because my sister
made fun of my baby fat
in fifth grade
i had to get an appendectomy
and when i came back
people remembered me
only because i was gone
in sixth grade
I started skipping lunch
to go to the library
and sit in the bathroom
and cry
until class started
in seventh grade
i pulled apart a shaving razor
and sliced the inside of my wrist
and hid the small line
with a bracelet
made of denim
in eighth grade
i cut all my hair off
with safety scissors
and i learned
that no one will date me
and that my lips will never be kissed
in the ninth grade
i smoked
and wrote
and stopped talking
because no one wanted
to know that i existed
and i don't
think i will make it
to tenth grade
my school experiences
