6 AM,
but I woke up yesterday.
I go to call her,
but she's not awake, anyway.
At this time,
I'm the only one awake.
And I just can't forget her
, for heaven's sake.
6:05
My alarm goes,
but I'm already up.
I drift off,
almost,
but not too much.
I close my eyes,
and see her face.
I pull up the covers,
and feel her embrace.
So I wont
fall asleep,
dream,
or close my eyes.
Not until
my unconscious mind
can realise:
That I'm tired
of being awake
in a life
that gives nothing
and only takes;
and that I'm tired
of not
being able to rest
without being reminded
that the best
thing that happened to me
is gone,
and now I have
no one.
I am lost,
but I think I'll be okay.
6:15 AM
and it's a brand new day.