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Doors slamming And people yelling Are two sounds that I Prefer not to hear Dark water And boats Make me feel Afraid Fire works Pop Pop Pop I ******* hate fireworks They're stupid And loud And bring up bad memories And on fourth of july I hear those fire works Coming from every direction I sink deeper into myself But out of my body Away from everyone and myself Forget forget forget Then I feel selfish for wanting to forget None of my friends understand what these things do to me I'm sorry for not going to the beach at night Or wanting to sneak into abandoned buildings I'm sorry for crying when we went off-roading in your jeep I'm sorry all I want to do is sit in my bed And watch movies to distract myself from the disturbing thoughts in my head
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 2:47 PM UTC
Fourth of July
Doors slamming And people yelling Are two sounds that I Prefer not to hear Dark water And boats Make me feel Afraid Fire works Pop Pop Pop I ******* hate fireworks They're stupid And loud And bring up bad memories And on fourth of july I hear those fire works Coming from every direction I sink deeper into myself But out of my body Away from everyone and myself Forget forget forget Then I feel selfish for wanting to forget None of my friends understand what these things do to me I'm sorry for not going to the beach at night Or wanting to sneak into abandoned buildings I'm sorry for crying when we went off-roading in your jeep I'm sorry all I want to do is sit in my bed And watch movies to distract myself from the disturbing thoughts in my head
#fear#sad#depression#death#anxiety#summer#boats#july
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 2:47 PM UTC
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