Walking into a room
I look around
but lately not a face sinks in
any face but yours.
I look not to find you
but to avoid your stare.
I don't want to be with you
I just want to know where
you are so I'm not too near.
Close enough to see you
so when I take a peek
I can see if your looking
and if you want me.
Not that I want you
you're just something to do.
You're someone to talk to
until I get bored
someone to kiss
when the feeling rushes forward.
I just want you to want me
and then I'd like to decide.
I rearrange my schedule to make sure your not there.
I cling to my friends so when its time to compare.
I seem like I'm better
and more than you deserve,
but the truth is I'm useless
and you're all I think of.
I don't like much about you
except everything I see
all thats missing is your need for me.
So I plan on working on it
to make me real cool
so the next time your looking
I'll be where you are.
Not perfect because that doesn't exist,
but from perfect I'm not far.
I have a long way to go until I'm ready you see,
but just remember that if you need someone
you can always find me.