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8.2k · Jan 2012
Finnish Wedding Blessing
P E Kaplan Jan 2012
Eat plenty of oatmeal,
take a sauna every season,
roll in the snow, naked,
laugh, until you cry,
cry until you laugh,
leave notes for no reason,
take long, lazy walks,
enjoy Mother Earth,
hold hands,
kiss before parting,
listen carefully,
understand as best you can,
pray, pray, pray
3.2k · Sep 2012
vicarious trauma
P E Kaplan Sep 2012
Sounds hard,
and difficult
for you.

Can you set limits,
with your family?

it would be
right to do so.

Same here.
I wonder, does this
help you?

And for you,
my sadness stays,
until you feel heard.
P E Kaplan Apr 2014
At the age of nine, my brother Denny whispered to me ,
“Ya know, Frankenstein lives in the attic.”
“He’s right behind the small door in your bedroom closet.”
"Nah-ah," I told him and besides, "The door is locked."
“Think Frankenstein cares about locked doors?" he smirked.

Throughout our childhood, my brother leaped out from
behind doors and around corners,
and somehow in scaring me, his fear diminished.  
I wondered at times if he loved me, then I thought,
'If he didn't loved me, he wouldn't try to scare me to death.'

On it went, until, without warning, our beloved mother was dead.
Tightened into ourselves, alcohol soothed our grief.
With our mother's life over, our anger for our father grew, a deeply troubled and volatile war veteran, violently abusive of us all,
my brother and I knew our lives were over in some unspoken way.

Over the years, we developed an awkward, surface connection,
with less contact, it was just easier.  Many years later, when our father died, we buried him.  Still the distance between us grew, so many things left unsaid. Forty years of separate lives, both of us alcoholic, we learned to hide resentment and grief deep inside.

On an August day, ten years after our father's death, my brother surrendered his last breath.  His liver worn out, unable to cleanse his blood. His suffering  and his anger ended.  With my brother gone, alone, I finally understood the meaning of family, and the absolute knowing we all did the best we could

From a Circle of One, I loved them with all my heart.
2.2k · Feb 2014
The Day After Tomorrow
P E Kaplan Feb 2014
They will meet again,
the sensitive, weary, nervous,
daughter and her mother the same.

They will meet again,
to talk, to listen, to sidestep the usual
misperception, misinterpretation, miscommunication.

They will meet again,
and acknowledge their identical desire to be understood
forgiven, accepted without judgement.

They will meet again,
their tender, hearts, needing a gentle reminder;
knowing they must never, ever, give up on Love.
2.2k · Apr 2014
Getting To The Good Part
P E Kaplan Apr 2014
First I spied the neck, sagging innocently enough,
one might even say blissfully, reflected in the glass laptop.
The phrase "whodunit" came out of nowhere,
and a low, silky, voice whispered,
"Aw, don't stop before the good part."

The villain left a few clues; the wispy hair strands;
some scattered age spots, skin tags, a few moles,
listless, crinkly, skin pale, lightly pimpled,
and a weird, wrinkly crevasse teased,
"Aw, don't stop before the good part."

Totally hooked, curiosity piqued; southward I spotted
where a once perky treasure "chest" was hidden,
two solemn, half-empty grain sacks, laying sideways,
basically lifeless they lazily muttered,
"Aw, don't stop before the good part."

The final chapter, the mystery solved,
no crime, no villain, nothing stolen, just flesh alchemy.
Where once a taut, flat, plateau of supple skin, resided
now a lumpy, bumpy, flabby belly, murmured sweetly,
"Boston Creme Pie and a cup of tea would hit the spot."
1.7k · Dec 2011
Cat and Mouse
P E Kaplan Dec 2011
When she was young,
she was told,
you rush ahead,
without thinking,
about the consequences.

Now, as her energy waned,
she peeked ahead cautiously,
like a mouse,
out its' hole,
the cat,
1.3k · Sep 2011
One Man's Treasure
P E Kaplan Sep 2011
Yard sales are the worst stress experiences, too much wasted adrenaline,
Ramped up, apprehensive, this could be a rip off, risky either way.

Yeh, yard sales ****: your stuff out there for the world,
to touch, examine, your whole life exposed to strangers.

Sure as the sunrise, along comes some **** fool,
Your dead mother's favorite trivet held high,

Hey buddy, will ya take a dime for this?
1.2k · Nov 2011
P E Kaplan Nov 2011
He called to straighten me out,
to announce he was hurt,
and explain how I could
avoid the problem in the future.

Just let him know if plans change

He repeated his ultimatum
louder and with more emphasis,
I ceased listening,
began to formulate.

My viewpoint, my innocence

I knew he would,
wind himself down,
so I feigned empathy,
pretended he won.

Now, my turn to comment

A tiny cabin on a
distant windblown island,
barren, safe, alone,
cut off from life.

He ceased listening.
P E Kaplan Oct 2012
To do it better,
To get it together,
Too little energy,
To pull it off.
795 · Aug 2011
Addiction, my Lovely
P E Kaplan Aug 2011
The jig was up, a growing sense of dread, a daily disconnect, a brief moment of clarity.  

A sense of urgency, a hesitation, a fear, a lie, about my plan to die happy.

An absolute madness, an unanswerable question, how to survive without my only true friend.

A buffer to dull feelings, a wall against emotion, my righteousness of isolation.

Still, a dull awareness, a painful realization, a brutal knowing, an obvious choice to live or die.
793 · Aug 2011
The Old Custodian
P E Kaplan Aug 2011
They knew him well and knew he cared,
Attention and sweets, he would share.

"Thunder and Lightning" a girl and a boy,
One brought sadness, the other brought joy.

He is gone now, went down to rest,
He did his job, he passed the test.

Treat all the same, no matter what,
Love all the same, no matter what.
789 · Jan 2014
The Shelf
P E Kaplan Jan 2014
No solution, just a complex formula,
of unequal parts, an unending, unspoken dialogue, of
what they said, she said, he said, I said, then around again,
over, and over, and over, and over,
like a worn-down needle, stuck in a worn-out groove.

It was like this in our family, we kept things in, like forgiveness, compassion, trust, we placed them on a dusty shelf;
our hurts, our disappointments, our pain, especially our pain,
never to be discussed, understood, or pardoned,
these feelings on the shelf more aware of desired healing than we.

Then suddenly it would be over, the sacred relief, the last breath
weary from misunderstanding and stubborn righteousness,
no gentleness, no love of self, no comfortable arms to rest in,
just a deep, painful sadness, a silent shiver, a giving up and then in,
and still the shelf remained, heavy, cluttered, ready for next generation.
715 · Oct 2012
Fear Itself
P E Kaplan Oct 2012
Fear whispers, nothing really matters,
An incessant drone just barely audible,
Like a cat licking, licking,
Irritating, yet calming in some weird way.

Inside a humming round the clock,
What matters is not yours, never will be,
A puzzle piece kicked,
Under the stove, gone from the light of day.

And faith like a bridge rotted, ready to give,
With the next footfall,
Waits for proof from a God,
Who is busy and sickened,
With more important things than
Your doubt about His existence, and His total Love for you.

— The End —