my heart burns when i think about you.
since you've been gone,
sleeping hasn't felt right anymore.
eating hasn't been a priority anymore.
nothing feels the same anymore.
the heartache you've left me with is the only thing filling my wounds.
i want to forget you
but at the same time,
i miss you so much that it hurts.
i wish you had stayed.

my mind is full of memories of you... of us.
anything i do
everything i do
i'm reminded of you.
i'm reminded of what we used to be.
i don't know why i can't forget you.
i don't know why i can't let you go.
i wonder...
do you think of me too?
do you miss me as much as i do you?
or does the absence of me not haunt you at all?

you've left me with a pain,
i carry it everyday.
i only ever wanted one thing from you which was for you to
be there for me.
sometimes i wish i had been better for you...
when really you should've changed for me.
but who can i blame when i'm the one that played this game with you.
i wish i had realized sooner you were going to leave me with so much heartache.
if you hadn't left me, i would've continued to stay.
so thank you.
thank you for hurting me enough to where i had no choice but to leave too.

it's hard to believe anyone can love me with how you've left me.
to be considered once as lovable by you,
then to be drained and pushed away by you too,
made me realize...
was loving me hard?
or were you just too weak to see me for me?

i kid myself that i’m over you.
the truth is that i haven’t been thinking of you,
the truth is that i have moved on and accepted our fate.
but i know now since you’ve left me,
i will not be able to love the same again.
i will not be able to give my heart to anyone
until they prove to me that they’re worthy of holding me.

who can i blame?
i played the game.
but just for now…
i was wondering,
can you hold me down?

learning to love you was my mistake,
it was my mistake to break down my walls for you.
a liar, and a cheat - your legacy.
i won't seek for revenge for what you did
instead i'll replace you with peace.
eventually someone will put you in the position you've put me through.
i used to wish the best for you... but
i wish nothing more now than the worst.
life goes on and i will move on.
i hope you never do.