if loving you means hurting like this,
then i hope i never learn to love you again.
you stole my vision of love,
but worst of all - you stole my vulnerability, my heart, and the love i had to offer.
so much of my time wasted, so much of my energy drained.
i should've known we were going to be a story unfinished.
i'm stuck with someone else now,
and the unusual thing is now i'm just like you: unable to love them.
while you remain the person i struggle to forget,
i've become the person who used to hurt me.
the first person i loved