And he presses up against me,
and I can feel my heart bouncing in my throat,
he's snakes his hands around me,
making it
difficult,
to breathe,
to think,
to process information,
to comprehend the words,
that flow,
I follow the dance of his,
tongue,
and I am sluggish,
I am inebriated,
in desire, left in the wake....
....... wake
to the sound of my alarm,
and I curse,
the cruel,
ways my,
mind,
plays,
tricks,
on the me,
I am unguarded,
in sleep,
a wake,
I am strong,
and I can ignore,
the "lonelies",
he say's anxiety,
is misplaced trust,
but I'm trusting,
others have forsaken what was to be the goal,
but I'm still waiting,
I'm here.
waiting,
like a landmark,
against a tsunami,
I'm here waiting,
God had seven days to create all we,
know, can't wait to see what,
he has in store,
20 years and more,
I'm waiting for the hands that shaped me,
to place me.
and I'm still here,
I'm waiting.