In suffocation
I gasp for light
I've been far too long
In the dead of night
All that I've longed for
Choked from my sight

Shadows  dance
Shallow breath
Alone I fear
The dreaded death

Who knows not
This stormy
Insecure
Gut knot

We lie
To the devils
To our lovers
To ourselves
Knowing not
What the gut knot
   Is even about...



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