Her curly hair, sarcastic smile, happy eyes show no hint of sadness
Don't let that fool you
She cuts
she doesn't understand she's perfect
Just like the girl that is always laughing, and smiling
She seems so bright
She is self conscious
The two tall girls who are popular and beautiful one says she's fat the other not beautiful
But they are all gorgeous
Their only flaws are that they think they have flaws
They are perfect
They all cut
But they just don't see that I am jealous
I wish I was any of them
They are so flawless
Yet they don't see it
They should see my envy

They're better?
Yes
I know I shouldn't care
But I do
I started this ****
And now they succeed
While I am alone
I am alone
I always have been
I always will be
So whatever
I'm done with this ****

I'm not enough for you?
Well I try my hardest
I starve
I cry
And yet you always want more
Do you want my soul as well?
My mind?
My happiness?
My heart?
Well take my soul
I don't need it
My mind?
Ha I've already lost it
My happiness
I've had none since I met you
My heart…
It's already yours but u threw it away
Insults
Threats
Well who cares anymore
You pushed me into this depression
You laughed at my pain
Well this is over
I refuse your torture
There is one thing You will never get …
Love
Never

I am not who I say I am
My name
My face
All a illusion
Am I even real?
I'm sorry for my lies
To someone close
Someone close to who I used to love
So afraid you think I am a fake
Maybe
Can I really say if I am true
It's impossible to say
I'm sorry for my lies
I can't tell you the truth
But I am done
Forgive
My
Lies