Remember how I picked you up?
Held your hand.
You stumbled into the depths of fear.
I could feel your trembling hand quaking in mine.
Me,I was aware of the sweat of cold breaking out from your beautiful skin.
Didn't feel sorry for you.
Never will.
You are strong as self.
Myself, yourself tangled in a strange dream.
Your panic attack ate you.
As mine eat me.
All consuming.
We are two of an unkind kind.
Frustration I encounter.
Capricorn.
My stubborn loyal man of love.
Gifts to each other.
Given from powers that be.
Whoever they may be.
Don't want to be with you forever.
Just until the twelfth of never.
Never want to live with you.
Now and again to grab your hand.
A few more times to write together.
So we can scratch the moon.
Etch writing for the world see.
Things we can do together.
As one you and me.
Firm believer in poetic justice.
With heavy duty destiny.
Non -conjoined  twins.
Unrelated in real life.
However.
In joint interests we're twins.
That's just you and me!
Copyright  Livvi Kent  26/09/2013.

The wise woman sat on laurels harsh.
Took a little breathing time.
Wanted not to ****** his soul.
To take away his dreams.
Unused to feelings pure.

Wanted to offer nothing unkind.
Not wanting swing through his troubled mind.
Desire not to tease his brain.
Wanted to wrap his body in her tender arms.
While sharing poets glory held tight in his arms.

Olivia Kent 2013

Raven

Raucous cackle of raven.
Outside fast food joint.
Scavenging for scraps.
Discarded from those already been.
Sat on the wall.
Surveying the locale.
Gleaming oily black feathers.
Shining in the morning sun.
Sits there like some aged crone.
Stoic.
Not moving as a soul walks by.
Not even a twinkle in his dark eye.
Unnerved not by traffic's pass.
The bus drives past.
He sits and waits.
And waits some more.
For discarded scraps of those before.
By ladylivvi1

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Tiny blue flowers that spread like wild fire.
Self propagating they truly are.
Trust in me.
When in your wild garden frontage they appear.
Always hold me dear.
No fear.
Vagrant angel.
Fear not to ever tread.
Destroy not the images I left painted in your head.
Whenever those images enters your eyes.
You shall ever remember me.
And ever want me more.
In a subtle heart beat you will remember.
Your sparkling angel.
Filigree wings bonded.
Tied tight until released until you set me free.
By ladylivvi1

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Mushroom!

The bride of darkness was kept in the cellar.
Kept in the dark as a mushroom would flourish.
She found the husband of her dreams.
She thought he would her nourish.

With richness and wealth.
Show love so true.
He came and went.
He left in a hurry.

The lights were out.
There was nobody home.
He went off to fight wild battles in Rome.
Never came back.
Left her stuck in the dark.

By ladylivvi1

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Last Love!

Haunting my heart you came.
Entered my head as a spectre of time.
Dressed in an aura of aubergine.
Invaded my very thoughts.
Build a bridge to span my sighs.
Gently you kiss my memory.
Hopefully not really goodbye.

I'm mesmorised.
Stuck sat in a satin dream.
Shining gloriously.
Bleeding a little.
Portents were given .
I shall not pretend.
Could not heed the omens.

Fell in love, my friend.
Don't know how.
Know not why.
You are different.
Believing that your brain is true.
Uttered words maybe insincerely.
Death will come and ****** me.
Before I love again!
By ladylivvi1

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In a blaze of purple passion.
Was dashed onto the stormy shore.
Today.
I have to work.
Such joy.
My lifetimes safe.
Remaining coy.
For revisit life I shall indeed.
Not lichen on a pavement.
Not to be walked on.
Never squashed underfoot.

I think I'm in bits.
Believe I'm in pieces.
Tumbling love sent via tornado's breath.
Fell in the gutter.
Pre-drowning I splutter.
No vile words can I utter.
You warned me.
So did thee feed me pre-cursor to a demise of dancing.
Dancing in idle-wild in rose garden.
Beat got lost enroute.
Wild child of 50.
Who wants to die alone.
Never to feel a satin touch.
The feel of silk upon your skin.
Stroke the hair of angel.
Teased between gentle fingers.
Maybe the sensation lingers.
Maybe the book of face broke.
Expression missing.
Time to toughen up.
Not be soft and sweet.
Be a mercenary *****.
They say all's fair in love and war.
I wage no wars.
Just won't care.
Will be a wicked witch.
From here on in.
Now I start.
Here I begin!

Livvi Kent 24/09/2013.

Feelings fading fast.
I get the feeling we're done.
Put off visiting.
Do you never want to meet my gaze again?
My sweet I'll let you go.
Little choice I fear.
Truly darling,
I love you.
You have nothing to fear.
Don't want to break  your heart.
To breach your soul.

I thought as two we had it made.
Don't know why you're so afraid.
Not going invade your space.
Feel that if you see my face.
A deluge of flooded feelings.
Left  for now will blow you away again.
Not going to steal the poets drive.
Like you she makes me feel alive.

What we had was something else.
We made love vows under the oak.
Vows that mattered to heart and soul.
The two of us as one.
Mattered to you too.
I'm sure they did.
Without you in my life I'm poor.
I guess it's never again.
I'm not stealing your life away.
I have enough of my own.
I'm in pieces.
I know I shouldn't be.

Wanted you.
I know you really wanted me.
You never really admitted.
Although perfectly we fitted.
Suited and booted two of a kind.
Both stuck in the same state of mind.

I battled to the end.
Now I beat a full retreat.

Livvi Kent 24/09/2013.

Weird Love!

I'm sat here in the rain.
It's not raining.
It's blazing hot.
My heart is dripping sorrow.
Oozing out slowly.
In a minute trickle.
40 beats a minute.
Causes such a pickle.
The heart relaxes.
Beats real slow.
While the head becomes engaged.
Takes a little musing time.
While I try to make him mine.

Tomorrow the sun may shine.
Maybe tell me.
You are mine.
Maybe tell you.
I am yours.
Keep inside my kitty's claws.
No talons here.
I'm soft and gentle.
Together.
You and I are mental.
The sorcerer's apprentice.
Messed up another spell.
Sending mischief very well.
Full of silly nonsense.
It's getting so much hotter.
The atmosphere so close.
Going from writing poetry.
To maybe writing mighty prose!
By ladylivvi1

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Don't f++k  with my heart.
You broke it apart.
Torn it to ribbons of tainted flesh.
Cardiac muscle shoved through the masher.
Knots in white hanky.
Tied them for who.
He never knew.
With sweet tender words written on lace.
In a loyal heart  he will always have space!

Wanted a man of poetry.
To come and ride the world with me.
Metaphorically of course.
Someone who writes to fulfill my desires.
Writes to me fully with love that inspires.

To bless me with words.
Undress me with tongue.
Put both our lives on a love filled page.
To curse and swear and love with rage.
Written on that poets page.

To tell me he loves me whenever he can.
To swear he's not merely mortal man.
Want no Gods.
No devils either.
Just want my poet to be there.

You think you're ideal sweet English man.
Send me a poem because you can!
By ladylivvi1

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Rainbow
Kissed the day with diamonds.
A smile in blessed imagery,painted across the sky.
Rainbow filters morning light
In aura's ecstasy.
Oh my goodness.
So adore her.
Shows me that the world's alive,
Bowing in her honour.
The lady of the skies.
glowing bounty beauty,
tells us we're alive,
what hides in her treasure ***,
all the goodness we have got!
by ladylivvi1

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Her Perfect Form!

She comes in many forms.
In tall classical elegance.
Her beautiful words dance.
Classy impressive she's such a dame.
Wholly suggestive.
Rarely tame.
From demons to monsters and mythical beings.
Historical sagas placed in shortened lines.
Dark at times.
Where she in shadows dwells.

Sometimes kisses tales of wishing wells.
Writes full soap operas.
Dramas created at times.
Comic writes of silly stuff.
Some just like Donald Duck.
Hey.
Who gives a f++k.
It's all in the name of poetry to me.
Fills my heart .
My brain's on fire.
If I didn't admit it then I'd be a liar!
By ladylivvi1

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Space!

Not wanting to live in anyone's pocket.
Conjurer provided promise of better days to come.
In discrete indulgences
No promontories of feeling.
Drowning in the sea.
My sea is full to brim of dreams.
Overflowing fast.
So wanting to get in.
Battering doors down.
Desperate to get in
Laying down and screaming.
Kicking at the dust.
The kerb-stones blow up in my face
Screaming of insincerity.
Hell I'm no disgrace.
I don't want you to go said he.
Me neither I said.
My phony smile in place.
Both knew it had to be.
Wanted him.
He wanted me too.
Far to much to ****** bear.
This bear's grizzly.
Keeps sobbing like a baby girl.
****** silly cow!
When you find one for whom so much you care.
Two of a kind.
For definite.
Unending delight.
Infinite love in darkness of night!
By ladylivvi1

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Drop a penny in the wishing well.
Watch the ripples emanate.
If wishes were kisses I have but a few.
Those that I have.
Will share only with you!

The ripples will magnify.
In our minds eye.
Pour oil on water.
Somewhat troubled.
Watch colours on the shining surface emulsify.
Play silly boy and girlish games.
Episodic I-Spy.

Count the pennies in our ***.
To see how much we haven't got.
Money doesn't matter much.
Missing feeling is true cost.

Ride the rainbow.
Until she vacates.
Vanishes back from spectrum in grace.
At her base is a crock full of gold.
Hidden from lovers.
Two lovers hunting, afore they get old.
She vanishes rapidly.
Back into the mist.






By ladylivvi1

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Pompeii stood proud near Naples.
Close to Herculaneum.
When in August of AD 79.
Volcano magnificent erupted.
Without nonchalance.
A buried city born.
Complete with frescoes of erotica.
Were subject to ancient censorship.

City modern with flowing water.
Trendy port.
Gymnasium.
Modernist by all accounts.
Population 20 000.
Mostly perished in brimstone's evacuation.
From the deepest depths of hell.
Suffocated nearly all.
Asphyxiated on vile fumes.

Eruption cataclysmic.
City buried far underground.
By written description.
'Tis believed that hell on earth unleashed.
The day following magical celebrations.
Worshiping Vulcanalia the Roman God of Fire.
Ironic tragedy procured.

Few survived the tragedy.
Those that did ran free
Anarchy, starvation.
Mainly petty larceny.
Landscape near destroyed.

Pliny the Younger wrote in a letter.
Vivid description of images seen as Pliny the Elder tried to rescue a few.
Felt perhaps had a duty to do.
Was admiral proud of the Roman fleet.
His life taken in forfeit as citizens from the ash world perished.

Pax Romana followed tragedy.
Dealt such a wicked card.
Embalmed in ash citizens lay.
Locked forever on the spot as they ran away!
By ladylivvi1

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Fallen Angel Part 3

Snuffed out the candle she held in her heart.
All feelings obliterated.
The smell of molten wax.
Spent matches magnified.
Love for Lucifer.
Collapsed imploded.

Rescued by the angels.
Determined not set her doom.
From depths of depravity was rescued.
Snatched back from the world of gloom.

Lucifer was angry.
Really rather peeved.
His mind was full on angry.
How dare angels enter his domain.
Their fiery chariots.
Built a strong channel.
How dare they breach the arch .
So free they ran between heaven, hell and mother earth.
Left Lucifer rather insecure.

Brimstone leaked.
Broke free from hell.
Would not let the angels win.
He could never tolerate angels
Venturing in here.
He desired no goodness.
Wished for no joy.
Decided in a rash decision that he would venture into heaven.
To catch his bride.
Maybe the cause of war all round.

Would carry on til wife was found!






By ladylivvi1

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Fallen Angel Part 2

The wedding bells all peeled out.
Pealing altering their sound.
Demonic couple twisted the night away.
Danced with the devil way too long.
Angel brothers distressed.
She had gone so very wrong.

She was not for use as evil's spawn.
In ungodly row.
Merely Satan's pawn.
Sirens screeched.
Lights flashed.
Into hell archangels dashed.
Legions of angels descended.
Chariots a blaze of fire.
Breached the gates of hell.

Grabbed fallen angel by the hand.
Wrapped in protective rug of holiness.
While angels of mercy bathed her head.
Soothed away her blackened pain.
Set her on their path again.


By ladylivvi1

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Fallen Angel Part 1

Lived a life of rich success.
There she stood.
Black wedding dress.
Decked out in jet.
Indiscretion hidden under veil of lace.
Hiding her dark disgrace.
Polished jewels.
Given by him from hell.
Crystalline teardrops.
Shining as dark stars.
Cold as ice.

Fallen angel.
Married Lucifer.
A gift to her from hell.
Suave, sophisticated.
There he stood.
Hair slicked back
A knowing smile of harsh delight.
Captivated angel's heart.

Her wings unzipped.
That's how she fell.
Now lived in devil's den.
Those wings were shredded.
Stuck there for all eternity.
By ladylivvi1

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Rat tat tat...footsteps in the dark.
Trotting down the passageway.
Shakes...Walking away.
Walking back.
Letterbox rattles.
Door handle rattles.
Entire door shakes.
Dashes away.
Comes back again.
Up the alley.
Down the alley.
Hear the handle move.
The lock jams.
Was it locked.
In some flustered turmoil he came and went.
Seemed like a million times in a morning.
Finally satisfied.
He left.
Habitual morning's OCD.
Here he goes again.
By ladylivvi1

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P.T.S.D.

In a panic of mindless execution.
Power mongers poured their scorn on brothers.
Brothers in arms.
Comrades, friends, acquaintances alike.
All brothers in the band.
Field of war a blaze of claret.
Grass no longer green.

Was a killing field.
Seen all for real.
Now a dream.
A nightmare.
A ruinous one.
Crying.
In sweat of chill he awoke.

Seen too much.
Seen too many.
Destruction in a black robe.
Hub-bub banging in his head.
Night until dawn

The racket ran in side his head.
Visions through childlike eyes.
Disturbed by evil images of war.
Friends massacred as martyrs.
Fight for hopeless cause.
It was meant to be the war to end all wars.
They all lost their lives.

His friends.
Nowhere left to turn
Put a gun against his forehead.
How he felt that bullet burn.

She placed solitary rose of red upon the remnants of his head.
Kissed his memory goodbye.
Dropped to her knees.
Started to cry.
No one could tell her why he died.
A true love.
A good life.
Gone in a gunpowder flash.
By ladylivvi1

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God Awful Row!

The night sky.
Illuminated bright, almost daylight at nine.
Restful feel hovers in the air.
Until the moment when Apollo arrived.
Delivered his prophecy.
Peace may reign the Earth again.
A lunatic smiles.
Grinning,
Who are you trying to kid.
Chuckling raucously.
The huntress arrives.
Diana chases Apollo through sky at night.
God and Goddess hitting the heavens.
Having a family spat.
About the state of planet Earth.
Diana being Artemis.
The sister of Apollo.
United they threw the lunatic back to Earth.
To cause chaos once again.
By ladylivvi1

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Harvest Moon

Black silhouettes.
The witches danced under the harvest moon.
Incantations in a foreign tongue.
Exquisite equinoctial beauty.
Harvest moon.
Hanging full in the sky.
Blazing silver.
As if corona guards her.
Autumnal feel.
Nip in the air.
Firmament illuminated glorious.
Lighting up the night sky.
Light ricocheted from mother sun.
Harvest moon.
Huge image hanging in the heavens.
Perhaps a perfect photograph.
Image saved in minds' eye.
Thrown by blessings to the skies.
Suspended on autumnal kiss.
As if a ball of glowing air.
'Tis a beautiful bright night.
Celebration of last summer's end.
By ladylivvi1

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To Battle!

To battle they flew.
Broadswords in hands.
Wings open fully.
Standing ***** in glory.
With broadswords swinging.
As they lash the clouds.

Creating joint forces of thunder and lightning.
Bruising the sky.
Making it ebony rich.
They will ****.
Any who stand in their way.
Will decimate a million images.
Presented to their eyes.

The end of war is near.
Their word is spoken.
It is their final will.
A testimony to the work of angels.

Seraphim and cherubim.
Stand to protect their unholy comrades.
Full camaraderie.
Brothers in arms.
Wings extended in protection.
Guarding world from extinction by idiotic men and their stupidity.


By ladylivvi1

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Soul hidden in dark shroud.
Offered a penny to save it.
Declined.
More than a penny to save a soul.

Chilled in ice pack.
Kept in safe haven.
Is it safe?
Maybe no escape.

Soul heart or true being.
Cloud covers innocence.
Makes view obscured.
Obsolete.

Trapped.
Anchored by scarlet ribbons.
Adorned with jeweled trinkets.
Distressed.
Soul not for sale.
Nor is it for leaving.

It belongs to honest angel with heart of solid gold.
Not created by alchemists.
Made by life itself.
Every struggle.
Beats the always muddle.
Shown by the muse.
lady Livvi1 2013

Hatch closed.
Wall was blessed with multiple colours.
Rainbows on the table top.
Stripes.
Spots.
Hand prints everywhere.
Angelic footprints blessed the rug.
Showed where they'd marched.
Ceiling as if Sisteen Chapel.
Magnificence.
Minus quality of Michealangelo.
No Madonna here.
Could for heinous crimes.
Evidence been found.
They had such fun.
Paw prints of naughty pups obvious.
Oblivious to what they've done.
Only keys left.
Finger dabs of mini perpetrators.
Devil made work for idle impish hands.
Mother's audacity.
She went to water the loo.
She came back feeling blue to a world of painted hurricane.
What did mummy make of this mess.
Two minutes of children with paint pots.
Caused mummy distress!
By ladylivvi1

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Don't want to steal a being.
No desire to steal a soul.
Wishing not corruption.
Wanting world of joy.

Desiring true happiness.
To enter world at last.
Oh to tangle my feet in long grass as we dance.
Checkmate.
Game set and match.

Let the matches ignite hearts sparks.
Between two who match so much.
Seeking not forever.
Forever never comes.
Slow kindling.
Smouldering on a slow low lonely heat.

Hoping for tomorrow.
Tomorrow never ever comes.
Going to die trying.
Maybe die crying.
At least no fabrications.
No ****** stupid lying!
By ladylivvi1

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A Washington Morning.
Another sad one.
A rampage of shooting.
More innocents.
No sense.
Not yet been told why.
One slaughterer slaughtered.
The ****** of crows flew.
Maybe a portent.
Dawn of a black doom.
So harsh.
So sad.
Why the hell did the world turn black.
When lunatic humans hit back in attack!

So sad for you.
By ladylivvi1

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Don't love me.
Cause I help you.
Don't love me.
Cause I'm there.
Don't love me.
Cause you can't.
Unless it's me you want.

Love me.
Cause you want to.
Love me.
Cause you care.
Love me.
Cause we love the same.
And I am always there.

A child stranded in time.
A flash in the pan.
Guess what.
I love you.
Cause I can

By ladylivvi1

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Mmmm **

To squeeze you.
Hold you til you're crushed.
Till I've eaten you.
Beaten you into wild submission.
Split your lips.
Made you cry.
Ripped your heart out.
Trapped in bonds of love and lust.
Melt you with wild passion.
And made you come along and play.
Screaming out.
Exceptional.
Love is power.
Lust is great.
Eternal mate!
Please me.
Please my ever lover!
By ladylivvi1

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A body in full glory stands before him.
Perpendicular in patent black shiny shoes, skirt hugging her truest form!
Her eyes wide and  sultry stare deep into his persona.
Finding, vibrant body heat!
A tigress on a hungry prowl.
She strokes her lips meaningfully with her sandpaper tongue!
She has patterns of her own.
Talons painted scarlet, remnants of her last victim!
She wants to seize and devour him.....
To chew on his his bone is her lust!
She desperately needs to eat....
Her tongue starts to trickle in jest....
Daring him to play!
She entraps him in his world of fantasy,
He is tempted....so tempted,
He needs to be fed, has desires of his own......
No fight in him.
He succumbs to her needs!
She expresses her desires.
Gesturing him to drop before her majestic form.
Holds his head in her hands, stroking his hair gently.
Sudden dire urges on.
The gentleness has left,
His hair was yanked.
She pushes him hard onto the bed.  
Craving feed more as they grapple.
He turned, trousers full of promise succumbing to her, at last!
Copyrright, Lady Livvi  06/03/2013.






He turned, trousers full of promise succumbing to her, at last!
Copywrite, Lady Livvi 06/03/2013.

Frustration.
It's not a child's game.
Frustrated.
She's messed up inside.
Realisation that love is decried.

Swung from the sky on an elastic noose.
A scaffold of porcelain holds it *****.
She's ready to snap.
Her feelings are brittle.
She's ready to crack.
She wants to love him.
He can't love her back.

She swings on springs.
Adorned with legacy of heavy regret.
Dinner of dark chocolate warmed to the core,
Luscious delicious, but making her sore.
Desserts so just, just so not deserved.
Waited nearly a lifetime for one with such passion.

Like an old movie went clean out of fashion.
Once was a need to find a good reason.
The time is not right.
Love's not in season.
She hurt him.
We hurt him.
All womankind.
Fears all things will hurt him again and again.
This frustration bleeds and it's causing such pain!
By ladylivvi1

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Sunday night.
The rains came again.
As cold as in biting slivers.
Drenched.
Garden arid once, drowning in one sweet afternoon.
It's a cold wrapped blanket of chill.

Dog cowers.
She has no desire to water the grass or the flowers.
Sat on the sofa.
Heating's back on.
Bumps of a million geese creep up my arms.

Emptiness is misery.
Coldness is so miserly.
It's cruel to feel this chill inside and out.
Makes me want to scream and shout.
My heart's so cold.
I've been destroyed.

Inside.
Outside.
Everywhere.
Do I care.
Hell, I do.
This cold.
It's eating me.
Making me blue.
I'm sick of it.
I think perhaps you are too!
Sweet friend.
Both so sick of the harshness of cold.
By ladylivvi1

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Blood red plain of killing fields.
Lioness stalks her prey.
Tragic zebra separated from the herd.
As lady lion quiet as bird.
Creeps through concealing long grass.
Undergrowth.
Undercover.
Trying not to rustle.

Lioness has savvy.
Not Zebra mares' saviour today.
No games.
She flies.
Hear the wildebeest scatter.
They know she's there.
The birds, made them aware.

Assails from the side.
One fell swoop and zebra's down.
The other quadrupeds return from their scarper and scatter.
No fear today.
The lioness is fed.
She is not greedy.
Nature beat her quarry.
From the trees emerge her cubs to take their fill.
The laws of the wild instilled!

By ladylivvi1

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Look at love.
All it brings.
Through a double sided mirror.
Browse reflections of what could have been.
A dithyramb of doubt.
Without a choir of untamed angels.
Bowing down in synchronicity.

Image diverted through the soul of the bearer.
Donation from the wearer of mortal pain.
Sword in hands .
Soul is sliced by angels' touch.
A promise of melting from the ***.
Enticed by he who seeks advice.
Given freedom at hissed request.
The hiss is there the snake is not.

No dealings with badness.
Divest of garments.
Which cover the whole soul.
Petrified as driftwood.
Jetsam.
Discarded on the lonely shore.
Incontestable love.
Incurious woman.
Blithe spirit.
In solo party.
Witch waits in the wings.
Blessed in serenity till war is over!
By ladylivvi1

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I am lonely, but only for you.
The winter winds caught me and gave me a blast.
Sweet lover.
Spent summer days of glory laying in your arms.
Summer breeze blew me away.
Angel wings caught me.
Got me wrapped up so tight.
Mourning you and the times we shared.
My mourning tears fell this Saturday night.
More close than close could ever be.
I love you and you miss me.
What scares you so.

The word written in the letter was contemplate.
Means no way am I going to relocate.
Two lonely souls.
Trapped together apart.
Neither waiting for handouts.
Never will.
I battled hard to find you.
Release is not sweet.
My honourable dagger.
Placed before your mighty sword.

Autumn's here now.
It's not Emilie.
It's not four o'clock.
I don't want to be free.
Laid on your bed.
You so tenderly said 'I don't want you to go'
Once more sensibility ruled.
She decreed I had to go
Glory to you, Glory to me...Glory to our Goddess our sweet lady POETRY!
By ladylivvi1

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Profound!

Settling to doze.
Catnap called for.
Hand in hand.
They'd strolled through time.
Short in eternity.

Through darkness into light.
Bright green forest.
Streaming sunlight ,
Splitting sky.
Clear day.
Scent of the forest carried through the atmosphere.

So warm.
It was so very warm.
In a blanket of compassion.
Felt like they were twelve again.
With childlike vigour.
They promenaded.

From the forest floor the scenery changed.
Juxtaposed....so strange.
They could smell the sea.
With renewed crystal clear senses.
They could hear the oceans roar.
Collected seashells while they walked.

Justified dancing on the shore.
To be young again.
Feeling release.
Skimming stones of memory across the rolling tide.
Vivified in minds eye.

A pebble for their children.
One each.
One, two, three.
Wandered into waters edge.
Last drifting breaths to the edge.

Door clicked open.
There they lay.
The happy couple in eternal slumber.
Pill bottle placed neatly by the bed.
For heaven's sake both were dead!
By ladylivvi1

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Would love to have loved you.
Have stayed with you forever.
Laid with you forever.
Played for eternity within your heart.
Ride on time.
While writing time.
Chemistry was willing.

Love blinded.
Wanted to spit venom back.
Eyes scratched by the sands of time.
Captured memorial images of you.
So precious.
Set deep in my mind.
Based on strange magical mystery tours.

In chariots over the stars we flew.
Well maybe.
Far fetched.
I am a wanderer and a dreamer.
Living in illusions
My head stuck in damp clouds.
Drenched remnants of thunder so loud.

She wanted to stay here.
She's not allowed.
Laugh out loud.
Permission denied.

He and she cried.
Love defended.
Always in situ.
At this never moment.
It just doesn't fit you.
By ladylivvi1

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Once was stuck in the land of sorry.
Sorry for nothing.
Good for the world.
Good for self.
Sorry is done.
The wedge removed.

In strength life is lived.
In rhetoric it's bled.
Who are you they say.
Answered strong and firm.
I am the force you can depend on.

In friendships.
I'm honoured.
By one or two.
They are special to me.
Only have few.
Don't like people much.
They are torturous and cruel.
If I could fix the world.
I would.
I can't.
I can only wish.
Kiss and tell

The wounded world wails.
Hiding behind another's veils.
A tragedy in desolation.
Weeping sorrow.
The bodies mount.
Watch the count amass,
It increases by the second.
Mass slaughter.

It's only megalomaniacs having fun.
Who's going to be sorry now?
Any pricking consciences in the powers that be?
Doubt it immensely,
Changing the situation.
Not down to me.
I would if I could!


By ladylivvi1

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The departed mortals.
Newly deceased stand at the crossroads.
Black candles drip wax.
In a dark musty cavern.
Smell of confusion.
Blind panic fills the air.
Was their time naturally right?
Did they pass after an age of ages past?

Were they the executioner's fodder?
Rapists from far continents.
Swinging high from gibbet.
Or did they die?
As casualties.
Gift from war,appallingly.
No pleasantries.
Send casualties not not to hell.
Most manipulated by powers that be.
Suicide maybe took a vengeful grip.
As down the road to hell they slip.
To be the devils morsels.
To tease the hounds of hell.

They listen for the missing bell.
The toll calls entry to heaven.
Infants and innocents.
Always get the ayes.
No time to commit mortal sin.
Queue moves slowly onward.
Ayes to the right.
Nays to the left.
One direction seals eternal fate.
Will it be hell's fires?
Or pearly gates!

By ladylivvi1

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Keys

Sat in front of the keyboard.
End of another long and lonely day.
Not that this piano's grand.
Cannot play a note.
The world is out of tune.

Life's secrets are locked away.
In Pandora's box.
The key, it's rusty.
Jammed in the lock.
A relief it seems.
Be careful not to snap it.

Key winds the clock.
Tick Tock.
Without the key to wind it.
Maybe all life stops.
Need the clock.
Keep the beat of a lonely pulse.

Key is a clue in a mystery.
Query the keys.
Need to seek the answers.
Unlock a feisty mind.
This key winds a spring.
Spring will be sprung.

The heartbeat drum will find the rhythm.
Of the failing grand piano.
For the solo orchestra of one.
One minus another.
Clickety clack.
Back on my keyboard I tap!
By ladylivvi1

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What frightens you so?
Stuck in the recesses of your mind.
A fear so dear it cost a whole being.
The excitement of meeting, a shiver, a quiver,
The arrows all flew away.

Not going to battle for ever.
I beat my retreat on rice paper drum.
So fragile.
So sweet.
My wings are folded.
Now I leave on foot.

Slowly I creep through another barren desert.
My head held high.
I can look you in the eye.
Smile sweetly and say 'hell' it was good for a while.
Without paranoid fear it could last many miles.

This feisty *****.
She's rich.
What we had was never bad.
Weird.
Maybe a tad.
You are cute.
Somewhat mad.
Never bad.

You are indeed beautiful .
Long live you.
Long live I.
Thank you for your treasures,
Glory to the art we share!
By ladylivvi1

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Lost, a world of poetry.
Entrenched, as if in mud stuck fast.
It's me gasping for breath.
Suffocated by squeals of dying emotion.
Struggling to escape from dingy rendezvous.
Silk ribbons bound me tightly.
Escape from dreams delight.
For once the sword of angel dark is mightier than the pen.

My pen is swan so elegant.
The lady as she drifts.
Like driftwood sodden with emotions.
Emotion causes commotion.
Love is such a complex thing.
When with a complex one.
With eyes wide as child of innocence.
I ventured where other angels fear to tread.

I know that he once loved me.
Now my heart is bled.
Imperfections in a perfect image.
Captured in mind's eye!
By ladylivvi1

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Memories of pleasure and leisure.
Of feelings misspent.
Wasted emotions two ways.
Feelings of misinterpretation.
Believed you loved me.
You probably did..in a weird kind of way.
Your way.
I know I did you.
In my own funny kind of way.
Love mixed up with passion for poetry.
Words of love given with honour.
In honour, still with honour.
Believed with my heart that love was true.
Memories of strolling through the sun.
Eating sweet strawberries.
Laid on the river bank.
Enjoying sun's blessings as two.
Thought my match was met.
Still have no feelings of regret.
Painting poetic pictures of two lonely souls.
Always alone my sweet.
Never a nicer angel could I ever meet.
Que sera sera.
This is it what could have been, but could't be.
Sorrow cries more than my eyes.

By ladylivvi1

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To survive there's a nothing to have and a no-one to hold.
A minimal gift,
A construction of solid gold.
To feel desire and be desired again.
When all the world outside is cold.
Inside is close to the same.
Just a vacant space where no-one else matters.
To live alone in a lie.
A selfish existence.
Where silence is shattered by the sound of blunt razor blades screaming.
Causing pain as they struggle to rip out a tender heart.
Still beating in unspeakable sorrow.
As day upon day cries into tomorrow!
By ladylivvi1

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Dreams Whisper!

In the silence of a whisper.
Under bated breath.
Hiding in the undergrowth.
On golden autumn days.
Muttering sentiments in virtual silence.
In the night-time where dreams are rich.
In a penance for pennies.
Where we all whisper in static print.
Written across pages in midst of secret chat.
Eventual whispers.
A main event.
Maybe result of expectation.
All it needs a simple message.
Almost a mental massage.
Relieves the daily stress!
By ladylivvi1

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Don't Cry ! (From Him to Her)

Don't cry said he.
Tears fell as summer rain.
For you.
You are just princess
I adore you greatly.
My sweetly scented lemon lady.
Filled will bubble and sugar spice.

My queen she is.
She is my queen.
The power that flows from my pen.
Into my heart, then out again.
For my queen is elegant.
Flighty and moody.
Vile and violent at times.

I am her king of kings.
From diamond mines.
Where darkest carbon makes it's own designs.
Many facets of her diamonds.
She's is an emotion fueled woman fueled by war.
Loaded with violence.
She is often a *****.
My darling princess you know the score.


By ladylivvi1

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******!

You make me feel empty.
You make me feel full.
Like an old trash can.
I feel like a fool.
A ****** stupid fool.

A fool for love.
Sucker I am,
Not a leech though,
I'll be ******.

I'm stuck upon the rail road track.
Waiting for the next train home.
In desolation's drift.
The snow is building up.
Frozen out in summer time.
****** if I do.

****** if I don't
Dear God I'm truly miffed.
I'm not a million miles away.
In my heart I am.
Told you in the last verse.
I guess I have been ******
By ladylivvi1

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Vicious Beast!

As a wild tiger.
A rare beast you are.
Claws finely honed.
Sandpaper tongue is sharp.

Struts before me in wild nonchalance.
A black mane of curling tresses.
Underneath aggression's over coat.
There lies a tender ***** cat with tears.

Dripping from those tom cat eyes.
Acid drops taste his face.
As they drop to his lips.
Where he can taste them still.

Hides beneath a masquerade of wickedness.
To conceals all his pain.
Like any ***** cat.
He needs a tender touch.
Gives one in return.
A white tiger.
Near pure.
Unsurpassed!
By ladylivvi1

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