Though suffering shadows
my memory never shallows
my husband past memory follows
As his body swallows
through the earth, his house gallows
And forever as a widow

I could run away with fear
but you, oh you, I hold so dear
so call me stupid one more time
and I'll act as if everything is fine.
I should have given up by now
but I won't let it go, no how
now, knock on my heart once again
and I'll be sure, so sure, to let you in!

I hate you.
I love you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I love you.
You hate me.
You love me.
You hate me.
You hate me.
You love me.
You hate me, babe.

I could walk away from you
and be okay, I won't be blue
because you put me through such ****
& you'll be lucky if you don't get hit
time goes by, but time won't fly
the spark that set the flame won't die
The fire tantalizes me
& then I get hit with the third degree

I hate you.
I love you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I love you.
You hate me.
You love me.
You hate me.
You hate me.
You love me.
I love you, babe.

the haunting beauty in your weeping face
is almost too much to bear.
there is pain in your voice when you say her name,
it breaks my heart to hear.
i bite my tongue as you lay in my arms
holding back my pleading words..
"forget about her, shes not worth your tears,
consider this a lesson learned.
please baby, just give me a chance,
let me try and make you see..
she was never good enough to be your girl,
because she wasnt me.
let me be your one and only,
and ill show you what love is.
open your eyes, see whats in front of you
please boy, just let me in.."
i wish everyday i had the courage to speak,
and tell you how much i care.
to be the girl who calls you mine,
and be the one who's always there.
but the tears in your eyes tell me its no use,
your soul is hers to break.
its you who sobs like a broken man,
yet its my heart thats at stake.
she is nothing but poison to your beautiful mind,
your very own personal demon.
but you love her, shes won, you cry her name in my arms..
and so, i bite my tongue