Oh,  the heart
that *****  that holds
a world within it
and so quickly can turn
to heaven or hell
has its own thoughts
its own logic
and its own reason.
Oh, a logic and a reason
that is be a riddle within a riddle
a mystery of the ages!
Oh, your heart
how  its mystery
has over  come me!
And I am bound
and made its servant forever.
Oh, I am turned  and pulled
and bound to you
as though your flesh
and my flesh
were one.
Oh, your heart
its rhythm
I must dance to
my only purpose has become
to have it
and to hold it
in my own two hands!
Oh, I know
Yours I shall ever be
for as long as my soul
shall endure.

Oh, the heart
has a life of its own
and listens not
to the life of the head.
For the heart's fire of passion
can burn and melt the steel fibers of the brain.
Oh, the heart has its own reason
and who on earth
can know of its ways.
Oh, the heart and the head
how struggle is so great
between the two.
Oh, but there tow brothers
make the soul of man.
And only love
can make the soul's two halves one.

Oh, there are flowers
that bloom in the dark wild wood.
Flowers the color of blood
and flowers with the color
of the darkest night
the color of a broken heart
and my tortured soul.
Oh, they grow
where the cold wild wind blows
and sangs its mournful  song
as it weeps
as my heart weeps
for a love that was more than love
a love that haunts me still.
Oh, when I close my eyes
you are there in my dreams still
a fantasy come to life
as I live again
before I awake
to the nightmare of you far away.
Your heart and my heart
torn so far apart.
Oh, a sigh and a heavy heart!
Oh, how you have sunk
so deep within me
as though my soul and heart
were some bottomless sea
to the center of all I am
till you become one with me.
Oh, you have become the soul
and the breath within me
all the life that I am.
Oh, for you I long and search
till these dusty paths
are all worn down
and an eternity has passed
and I find my rest
in the heaven of your arms.

Oh, how could you ever love
a nameless man?
Oh, and how soon
would you ever forget me
A single day
and a single night
and I am gone from your mind.
Oh, my heart is a tragedy
of grief
when I fear
that I no longer live
within your heart.
Oh, does your pride
say to your heart
that it shall ascend
to the throne of heaven
and write your name among the glittering stars
that shine in the black velvet of night.
Oh, how I often times feel
that my life I have lived as a fool
that grabs for straws
and wishes for the impossible
when your love
has seemed like a phantom
slipping through the dark of night.
Oh, and then hope dawn in my heart
when I only catch
of love shining in your heart.
Oh, don't you know
that with the sight from your earthly eyes
you can't know
the path a single life can take
or the value of a soul.
Oh, my love
look into the depths of your heart
and try to measure if you can
the value of your soul.
Oh, do this first
and then you can measure
the value of mine.
Oh, or  peer into  
the days and years to come
and they to see the path
your own life shall take.
Oh, don't you know
God alone can measure the soul
and see the path our live shall take.
Oh, my love be kind
when you seek to measure
my hearts worth
and the love that it holds.
For I know that with its last beating
of my heart
your name shall be on
the last breath from my lips.

Oh,  when I come
to the end of life
your name will be
the last word on my lips
for you are life to me
when I wake in the morning
you are the first thought
to pass through my mind
you are the one repeating thought
through the long day
all my thoughts and cares
are on you
I  care when you are unhappy
your sadness
hurts me to my core
you are always a song
sung by my heart
always my heart song
oh, how many thousand of times
would I have taken
you into my arms
and rocked you to sleep at night
kissed your lips
with a passion beyond passion
I see the Milky way
shimmering like diamonds
in the black velvet sky
but oh, they cannot surpass
the beauty of your soul.
The beauty of your face
puts those stars to eternal shame
oh, how I am taken by storm
enslaved by a beauty
greater than my fevered brain
could ever imagine.
Oh, I weep bitter tears
out of the bottom of my soul
out of your sweet memory
all turned bitter
because you are not
by my side.
Oh, river of bitter tears
wrung from a broken heart
and a tortured soul.
Oh, thoughts of you
follow me ever and ever
through my bitter tortured life
at night on my bed
how I toss and turn
the whole night through
and I am tortured
by nightmares of my loss of you.
Oh, scars on my tortured soul
wounds so deep.
Oh, how I long
for this bitter life to end.
Oh, I would cry unto the highest heaven
and weep a river of bitter tears
that would flow to the end
of eternity.
Oh, at the last beat of my heart
and the last breath I take
let the last word on my lips
be your name.
And let my broken
heart strings
and shattered soul
live no more.
for all meaning
vanished long age
when you slipped from my arms
and I become
but a walking dead man
and a rattling  of bones
my whole life through.

Oh, how I have walked this earth
for many a day
searched and searched
in all the corners of this world
for a lovers heart that only beats for me.
And in all my days
that I have ever walked upon the earth
love was not to be found
and my heart sang its sad song.
Oh, its mournful cry!
Oh, I can hear it now within my breast!
Oh, its was as if love hid its face for me
as though when at last I found her
I would trample her underfoot
and show an icy heart
and a loveless face.
Oh, I felt as though my heart
was a house of death
that was the home
of ever low and vile disease.
Oh, the pain the grew within my heart
as I search and found love in no ones face
and I knew that all hope was lost.
And I mourned as that thought
sunk deep within my soul.
Oh, how my hope was gone
that love would never shine
into my soul.
And I wondered like some hopeless and aimless cloud
with my soul all awash
in its sea of sad thoughts.
When as if a bolt of lightening
as though it were flung
from the highest heaven
from Zeus's very throne!
and tore its way into my lonely mortal coil.
For in the very moment of time
the light of your lovely form
shined into my eyes.
And from that time
you have lived like an immortal goddess
within my heart.
Oh, you are in every breath I take
and with every beat of my heart
it beats for you.
and in all the infinite days
that I walk this earth
making my way through this dark world
my path is forever lit
by the ever shining light of your love.
And all my memories  
of you my dear love
ever flood my soul.
Oh, when I awake in the stillness
of some midnight hour
you are there
as you memory fills mind
and works its way deep into my soul.
And all my love
and all my longing
and all my struggles to make you my one
though what ever the pain
and what ever the cost
seem as only a fleeting moment
in a sea of eternity
when I count the love
that ever flows from your heart
and the length of forever within your arms.

Oh,  all  this life
that  I  have lived
and all  the battles  I have won
and all  the  battles  I have lost
and  I  the things
that I what  suffered
have been
for  the love  I hold
within my heart
when  I  think of you.
Oh,  and  my pains
they  seem as nothing
and all my worries  
are as light as a feather
when I  hold you  in my heart.
For you are a shining  star
that gives your  light
through  my cold dark  night
lighting my way
down  this  lonesome worn path
that I follow
in my search  for you.
Oh,  I willingly trod
that  lonesome way
till  I come to the house of your  heart
and there I shall ever remain
within the warm light of your love.

Oh,  how the universe
was born in so hot a fire
not a single atom
of any  element
could remain.
Oh,  so hot the fire
a spark  from the heart  of God
passion beyond measure
love beyond measure.
A fire he gave
to rain down
from all the starry heaven above
into the heart
of the soul of man.
Oh, burning fiery eye
like the sun burning
in his eternity
in his sky.
Oh, guard the fire!
Oh,  guard  the fire!
burning in the sky.
Let  your passion live like a fire
a  burning eternal flame.
Oh, it is the life of the soul.
Oh, let the love flow
let the love flow
to every living thing
one and all.
Oh,  for the love  is  all!
Oh,  the love is all!!

Oh, all the miles
that lie between us
how I hate them with such a passion!
Oh, what miles I would travel
down dark and ****** paths
just to hold you in my arms.
Oh, the mile I would walk
till my feet were ****** and raw.
Oh, how it seems
that you have lived for ever in my dreams
and I awake intoxicated
and wanting more
of all your love
and all your charms.
Oh, how you are like a Gothic angle
so dark and mysterious and lovely.
Oh, so like an angle
I cannot find the words to tell!
Oh, there is no pain so great
or sea so wide
that shall keep my way from you.

They say that the Universe
is made of dead things
that it has neither heart nor soul
that it doesn't matter if a child starves
that force is the law and rule
the fool has had his say
Oh, the Universe has a mind
and a soul
the stars look down and know
every deed of good
and every deed of evil
Oh, the earth feels the plow
and the air counts
every breath You take
throughout the vast
and distant universe
there lies a luminous
and mystic aura
for love pervades the universe
from end to end
Oh, what a vast vault
of memory it has
Oh, what vast mind of God
born from a vast fire
Oh, the vastness of love
fills God's mind
each joined to each
in an invisible embrace
waiting to be consummated
with love
Oh, grief is the dark side of love
Oh, grieve not the mind of God
Oh, self crucifixion
a life time to pay
grief for grief
Oh, the flesh driven think they know
the mind of God
"thou shall not"
being the rule of the day
Oh, how little they know
the only son shed his blood for grace
not for a haughty self righteous glance
Oh, how the flower loves the sun
and the earth loves the grass
that lives upon it
and My heart beats in rhythm
with Yours
unknown by You
Oh, what a flaming and magic
invisible bridge connects the two
only known by My heart
and a knowing God
Oh, bound together by the invisible
strands of love
that pass from My heart to Yours
like tiny invisible threads

Oh, how when I consider how my life is spent
It seems as though
it is some sad tell
told by some melancoly fool
who never knew the meaning of life
and never knew the way to a happy life.
Oh, all through this sad live that I live
I have ever been searching
and hoping to find its true meaning
like a man without a home
who restly trods this earth
for to know
why he should ever live.
Oh, I know that some great mind
and some great heart
conceived all that ever was
and all that shall ever be.
Oh, if my poor sad and forlorn heart
could ever become one
with that great heart
and that great mind
to know the love of all things.
Oh, to love beyond all mortal words!
Oh, for this I would gladly
let this mortal life
slip away between my fingers
and my heart beat no more.
Oh, how I know
that the one who formed you
and gave life to your lovely frame
breathed into you
a beauty beyond the beauty
of all other created things
and such a warm loving heart
like the one that beats
in his loving chest.
Oh, and all the beauty
upon the green hills of heaven
I can see in your eyes
and in your smile
I know there is a wisdom
beyond time.
Oh, and I know
that I shall never be the same again
for you hold my heart in your hands
and I have not the desire to escape
from the bonds of love
that hold me close.
Oh, for who when they have ever seen
such beauty
that has come from the heavenly realm
that makes all words
dead upon the cold winter ground.
Oh, can ever again be satisfied
with this base and lowly earth.
Oh, how I know
that I shall be held captive
by all the beauty that flows
from your soul
and all the music I hear
that comes from your beating heart.

The life of My soul
dances to the music
of You heart
it dances to a breathless excitement
a quickening rhythm
how your flesh burns Me
not the heat of a harsh flame
but with a burning warmth
heat from Your raging passionate blood
under Your skin
Your sweat
like a sticky perfume
so sweet
I dance to this breathless
excitement
You call out My name
and I Yours
in tender whispers
this dance of love
let it know no ending
let the sun vanish
let it never rise again
let Me never see
the light of day
like an eternal vampire
who forever lives in night
oh, the angels
can have there heaven
I see now
it is but a dull
and worthless thing
how Your sweat
seeps into My pores
an intoxicating potion
I am enslaved
by the taste
of Your sweat
on the tip of My tongue
You have become
My universe
My soul
My very soul
dances to the rhythm
of Your heart
Oh, the music of Your heart
Speaks of mysteries
that  no creature
ever knew
since
creation began
the universe
is but a wavering phantom
and only You
My love are real.

The wind aches for barren abandonment.
A red rose's agony!
A lost soul sorrows to a  sorrowful grave.
Listen!

The Earth calls forth red, red sorrow.
Hark!
Heaven weeps for lonely a Silver Dagger.
Oh, how the dark night shines like the ecstasy of ****** red blood!

Oh, my love
I can never forget you.
Oh, I hope against hope
to gain your love.
Oh, how this world system
in its cruelty is so arrayed against out love.
How it says that our love should never be
that we should never hold each other
in our loving arms
declaring our love for each other
for all immortal time.
Oh, this world can be so cruel
in its promotion of the things of this earth.
Oh, how I long to gaze
into your lovely eyes my dear angel
brush back your lovely angel hair
and caress your soft warm lips.
You are beautiful my love!
Do not turn your heart from me
and say that I am a worthless thing
for I love you so.
How I value your love
so much more
than your own weight in gold!
To you I would give my life
and pour out all the blood
that flows within my veins
upon this thirsty earth
just for your love.
My veins I would open
just for your pleasure.
Oh, how you are a fire in my blood
and a wild passion within me.
A passion that says
" without her love I shall die."
Oh, I shall love you
until the last dying flicker
of this life within me.
And your name shall be
the last word upon my dying lips.
For I cannot live this life without you
my precious angel
then let me die in your arms.

Oh, when
I look into your eyes
And I see the ocean
Of your soul
Words fail me
And I became senseless and dumb.
Oh, you are
A siren burning
In the warm velvet night
As you seem to consume
My very soul
As all that I am
Is absorbed within you
Till I forever lose my soul!
And I am consumed
Within the burning flame
Of love
For you.

The ocean weeps with the moon's abandonment.
Might not the sun quiver in refridgerated rapture?
The desert lingers in the bananas of purple agony.
Cool!

A wet cave bathes in luscious knowledge,
While the night blows bubbles in the laughter of fermented volcanoes.
A wanderer fiddles with the oysters of the wind's water.
And yea!

Oh, you are my savior
the one who keeps me alive
for your love is the only thing
that keeps this cruel and selfish world
form devouring my soul.
Oh, you are my only wellspring of life
an angel sent down from heaven.
Your gentle word and smallest care
is life to me.
Oh, how those word mean so much to me
"I love you."
Far more than the finest silver and gold.
Oh, if I have not the hope of your love
then my life is no more
as though the doors of life have all closed
and I face eternal winter in my soul.
Oh, my lovely angel
shine down on me
with your heart and precious smile.
For your love and smallest care
does bring my soul to life
and let me live as a song
in your heart forever
as you live in mine.

Oh, they say that the opposite of love
is hate
Oh, I know its not so
for who has not hated and loved
a thing at the same time
for the opposite of love to never love
Oh, it is the deadliest poison
a silver bullet aimed at My heart
Oh, what a dark and cold thing
is more deadly than to love
and then to receive only the cold and dark in return
Oh, what a cold and slimy snake
with its unblinking inhuman eyes
would encircle My heart
squeezing ever tighter and tighter
with every thought that You love Me not
of the ice and cold in Your heart
Oh, how You hold the power of life
and of death
over the life of My soul
Oh, how can I live without You?
You who would melt Me in Your lovely eyes
Oh, the heart stops the clock
for want of an answer to
"Do You love Me?"
and with its answer the heart
and the clock ticks on
to pleasure or woe
Oh, My eternity is in Your hands My love
Oh, You are such a lovely and sacred thing to My soul
how one slight touch of Your skin
is sacred
Oh, nexus of the universe
Oh, how brighter and more lovely than all the angels
how Your bright eyes shine with power
to bring to life by shining down Your love
or destroy by taking it away
surly You must be some ancient goddess
born in the fires of creation
Oh, how I worship You oh goddess
Oh, the worlds and galaxies that can be seen in Your eyes
Oh, to look into Your face
is to forever lose My soul
Oh, how I am condemned to a hopeless and blessed love
Oh, I plead for Your love
as though it were a final judgement
Oh, goddess shine down Your love
on this forlorn and desperate creature
My body...My soul...My all
is not My own
Oh, You the most precious gem the universe
shine down on Me in love
and let all not be lose

Oh, I know deep within me
that I am forever a part of your soul.
For I am only an island
that swims in the ocean of your soul
and my heart is forever lost in you.
Oh, how I love you
like the heart of God
for there is no treasure
that is more precious
to all that I am
than you my dear love.
Oh, for my love of you
is like a song
that never ends within my heart
for I know that the angels
and such unlovely things
when I see your lovely face
and your lovely form.
Oh, how can any musician
ever make a love song
to tell of all this passion
that I feel burning
burning deep within.
Oh, I shall never see rest
till I hold you
in my loving arms
for all the eternal
passing of time.
Oh,if ten thousand were to sing
of all their love
and all the holy things
that live within their heart
they could never give voice
to the beauty
that I know you are.
Oh, you my dear love
who forever lives in my heart
you outshine the angels
in all their glory.
Oh, you are the only paradise
that I shall ever desire.
Oh, most lovely creature
born from the heart of God
how you ravish my soul!
Oh, one sight of you
and I am slain!
Oh, if I could but win
the paradise that I see in your eyes!
Oh, that soft lovely arch
that is your brow
how can I man
who has once known
all its loveliness
not fall into madness
once he knows
you will never be his.
And oh, my heart
has but one thought
and one thought only
and that is to be in love with you.
And my heart ever searches for you
and lives in its passion
and seeks to call you
its own.
Oh, how I seek to posses you
till the mountains crumble
into the sea
and all the rives
have emptied into the sea
and are no more.
Oh, creature of beauty
and creature of delight
how I wish to hold you
for one holy sacred night.
Oh, you are higher
in my sight
with you etheal beauty
that all God creation
could ever be
though eternities
shall come and go
no other creature
could ever
be more lovely then you.
Oh, I know
that I shall ever be drawn
to those lovely eyes.
Oh, they are more soft and lovely
than the Butterflies wing.
Oh, you shall forever live in my heart
and all my memories of you
shall remain
till the universe like smoke
vanishes away
and even
in my mind they shall ever remain.

Oh, what is the price of love?
Is it a hear broken and bleeding?
The price of a living soul?
Or a body ****** and ragged that has given all?
Oh, all the universe
in all its depth and glory
shining into eternity
can never buy a loving heart.
Oh, love can be bought
but only at the price of another loving heart
with a love that lives forever
till the burning start grow old
and the stories of there birth
seem like ancient viking lore.

Oh, there is a thorn
a thorn that ****** my heart
and fills me with a sad longing
to hold you in my arms
and tell you how deeply I love you
to let you know all the deep things of my heart.
Oh, how I cried all the night long
when I was so afraid
that you would be forever lost from me.
Oh, how I danced with you in days gone by
as my heart danced to an internal rhythm
of my heart with yours.
Oh, how I cherished the soft touch
of your lovely hand within mine.
Oh, how My thoughts of you fill my days.
Oh, how you have ever captured me
in chains of your soft flesh
and your lovely dark eyes
portals to my enchanted dream.
Oh, how I am forever lost
in this overpowering love
and in those chains I shall remain
as long as days shall last.

As I ponder
the rhyme of time
of what was before
and before the before
forever backward
through infinitie's door
ever and ever after
will the universe
ever be no more?
Or shall forever live
onward and onward
through infinity's door?
Oh, why do things float
within this sea of nothing
with no beginning and no end?
Oh, but I have found
a solid foundation
in the love of your heart
to be nevermore
all my worry
and all my care.

Oh, my lovely Angel
how you are the rock
of my life.
Oh, how the beauty
of your soul
and your lovely form
inflames my deepest longing.
Oh, how my heart calls out to you
as a child for its mother.
Oh, how the longing of my heart
fills the fibers of my soul.
Oh, I can never forget you!
Your lovely image
and your lovely name
I have engraved
upon my heart
and at the very center of my soul.
Oh, if I forget you
let me forget my right arm!
Oh, how the stars
as they hang in the night sky sing of you.
Oh, my lovely Spanish Angel dark and mysterious
how you ever haunt my mind
and I long to embrace you forever
in a love that will never end.
Oh, how your lovely fingers
hold my heart in the palm of your hand
and a music fills my heart
that speaks to me of your lovely face and form
and I will love you
till the sun runs his last course
through the burning blue sky
and time is no more.

Oh, there is a fever in my brain
These thoughts!
These feelings have pierced my soul
and I am held in a longing
stronger than my love of life
Oh, I cling to you
as though it was to life its self.
Day and night thoughts of you
ever pass through my head
and I am forever filled
with the horror of the loss of you.
When the night wind softly blows across my face
I think of your warm sacred touch
as hot salty tears flood my face.
Tears of gladness that I know
the most lovely creature that could ever be.
Oh, how these feelings are too great
for my mortal frame!
When I lay my body down
for the nightly rest and slumber
my thoughts are of you
and when  my eyes flicker open
in the early morning light
my first thought rests upon you.
Oh, you are my life
for without you
my heart would no longer beat
and you are my death
for if you reject me
then a black cloud
shall ever fill my heart!
Oh, you think I am a mad man
and so I am a mad man!
Oh, my love for you has driven me mad!
Oh, your touch is my religion!
Oh, if I were to lost you
it would be as though a thousand demons
carried me away to there infernal region!
Always you are the first and last in my heart.
Oh, God in your heaven above
let the wings of an angel grow from my back
so I can fly and be by your side
for without you all creation would be
but a dull and lifeless thing
and an eternal winter would live
in my lifeless soul.

Oh, some say
that the soul of man
is but made of ashes and bones.
That the feelings of the heart and soul
are of little worth
and must be taken into little account
that your daily bread
and the shelter over your head
is only of account.
Oh, all the world is but such a dead
mechanical thing
when no vision stirs the heart
and no music fills the soul.
Then only rancor and strife would fill the world.
Oh, rage! Rage against those
whose words are only ashes
and the soul of man
is crucified upon a cross
for the world is more then meat and bread
and the love of the heart
is the life of the soul.
Oh, how the devil
and reside within your daily bread
while the soul of man
and the son of man
hangs crucified upon a cross
and the heart sets encased in stone.
Oh, rage! Rang against those
whose god of the coin of the realm
and the world lies in eternal winter
while the arrogant voice
is lifted up and reigns supreme.
Oh, come Gabriel and blow your horn
your long expected call
and this world of ice and snow
be melted into a deep blue sea
by the warm sacred heart
of an all consuming love.

You are in My blood
an angel of desire
oh, phantom of My dreams
you come like a mist in the night
to haunt My dreams
you whisper in My ear
mysteries that no mortal
has ever known
like beads suspended
on threads of pure silk
and scarlet in hue
stained red as wine
stained red with Your passion
a never ending fever
as dark and soft
as the everlasting sacred night
My heart can never let You go
abuse Me and mock Me
call Me a fool
and a fool I shall ever be
You have become
a fire in My blood
a succubus upon My bed
You lay upon My chest
You press upon My soul
You take Me where angels
fear to tread
I give You My body
I give You My soul
oh, I cannot free Myself
from Your passionate embrace
Oh, in My dreams
I walk with You
where the angels
fear to tread
Oh, My angel of desire
You are a burning fire
in My soul
When I awake
all My strength is gone
gone with You
like with a dark
and everlasting succubus
Oh, You feed on My soul
My dark love
and I on Your love
oh, I reject the love
of the light of day
with You I will ride
to worlds of endless love
suspended in a void
of dark passion
Oh, You are My lovely
vampire succubus angel
let this darkness never end
this soft dark and passionate world
forever and ever
My sweet vampire lover.

Oh,  of all the tribes of men
all   the world is divided
Two   kinds of men
those who see
force and a heavy hand
as the thing that rules the world.
Oh, and then there are those
for who love
is the very thing that guides
and rules the world.
Oh, the tribe of cruelty
shall  persists
for as long
as love rules not the hearts of men.
Oh,  for as long as the tribe of love
seek not
the divine right
the law of love
given by a holy God
from the starry heaven above.

Oh, some  times I feel
that my heart will explode.
Oh, my tongue has failed me
to tell of the bright and lovely
creature you are
that you are the very flower of creation
and of my deep love for you.
Oh, more than my heart can endure
without you by my side.
Oh, darkness comes
and my last thoughts before I sleep
are thoughts of you.
You are an angel that haunts my dreams
with your lovely angelic form and sacred soul
till the morning light.
Oh, thoughts of your face
are my first awareness
when my eyes flutter open.
Oh, you are the other
half of my soul
and without you I can never be whole.
Only your heart can light
the surrounding darkness.
The darkness of this cruel and crass world.
Oh, before you
I walked in an eternal dark forest
with no light for my way.
and did stumble along a dark path
I knew not where it would lead.
But oh, the light of my love for you
that shone in my heart
when I first saw your face
has shown me the way.
Oh, all the beauty and hope
of God's creation is within you.
Oh, the creator took all the love within his heart
and made you perfect in form and symmetry
and I am hopelessly entranced by you
and so I shall remain
throughout all the day of eternity.

Oh, I have opened
the wellsprings of my soul to you
all that I am!
Oh, how my life and eternal soul
are forever tied to you.
Oh, my longing for you
has become such a hot burning fever.
Oh, my tears flow hot from my face
and pour from the depths of my soul.
You are my eternal longing.
Oh, to hold you in my arms
and tell you of all my love for you
Unspeakable paradise without end!
Oh, you haunt the deep parts of my soul
with a longing that will never end.
You are a precious jewel enshrined
at the center of my heart.
Oh, you are a love song sung by my heart
in its darkest hour
you brighten my way
through this dark and heavy world.
Oh, to hold you and caress your lips
is my greatest longing
the sole purpose of my life.
Oh, from now to the end of all the days of eternity
you are the one song at the heart of my soul
a song to last to the end of all days.

Oh, this life of mine
would be a mean and lowly thing
without the love that flows
from your heart
like the sun
that shines and chases away the night
and every evil thing
must find its hiding place
and the world is made anew
into a glorious and mystical land
where love and beauty abounds
as every creature cares
for every other in turn
and the world of lowly and material men
has all melted away
and so dawns the first day
of the golden age of love
and I shall hold you
in my loving arms
for millions of years to come.

Oh, I struggle
Oh, how I struggle
to make you my love.
For there is no greater thing
that I have ever known
than this over powering love
that burns within me
both day and night
and I can find no rest
until I can hold you in my arms
and breath in your sweet breath.
Oh, your celestial form
more lovely than the stars
that burn in the depths of space.
Oh, how you have cast your spell over me!
I am caught within your heart
as though I were some sea creature
dredged up from the dark depths of the ocean
and my fate is held captive by your heart.
Oh, shall you love me and grant me my life
or shall you doom me to a loveless fate worse than death!
Oh, you are a fire within my blood
that burns all the fibers of my being without mercy!
Oh, I shall be yours forever
with all my hopes and all my love abiding within you
and in you they shall ever remain.
Though I suffer and die a thousand deaths
to you I shall ever remain true
till time and eternity have run its course.

Oh, my dear love
do you know what you do to me?
Such beauty I once thought
could only live in my dreams.
Oh, your haunting ****** frame
that has the power
to drive any man insane with desire.
Oh, queen of my ****** dreams
within me you create such fantasies
no one shall ever know.
Save one my love
if  only I could hold you
in my loving arms.
Oh, you my love
with eyes the color of the endless blue sky,
How I could become lost
in those endless blue eyes.
And oh how your lovely hair
that hangs on your shoulder
like a flowing stream of gold.
Oh, how you trap me
in those flowing locks of gold.
Oh, how I would give
all the worlds wealth
to posses those locks of gold.

Though You ever hurt Me
I only love You more
love beyond reason
the other half of My soul
Oh, I remember how
we once walked hand in hand
Oh, how You are a stabbing
painful knife in My heart
yet I love You evermore still
Oh, deep inside My heart
My soul cries out in pain
how it bleeds for You
for if without You I belong not
then no place in this world can I call home
Oh, You are life for Me
and without You
only a living and walking death remains
Oh, love for You flows in My veins
without You My veins are but day and hollow
and My life is as day and lifeless
as the bones of a skull
that has lain in a desert a thousand years
only Your love can bring Me back to life
and return My heart to beating
My love for You is pure
as a wine aged centuries old
Oh, I would suffer
a pain wracked body for You My love
impaled upon a stake of pine
as My blood flows down to the ground
and stains  the wood scarlet red
for You I would drain
every drop of blood
from My veins
till they are all hollow
and dusty dry
without You let Me lie
in a small and narrow box so dark
entombed in the icy ground
as its cold chill stills
the blood in My veins
a cold and dark thing
that once had heart and mind
who once had hope of love
and heaven's bright shore
but who now lies forever
in this cold icy ground
a lone icy hell
separated from your love
forever and evermore

Oh, how I have searched
this world over
hoping to find a love so true.
Oh, if love I had never found
then my life would have
then been so hollow
as the inside of a drum
and then my heart would only beat
as some cold mechanical thing
but when I found you my angel.
Oh, how beautiful are the arms
of the one I love more than the life I live
and the breath I take
for in my heart burns a fervent desire
that pursues your love
and seeks to embrace you
in my endless love
through all immortal time.

Oh, I am held captive by you
and I shall always be yours;
all my heart, and all my soul
and all of my being.
Oh, how an eternal flame
burns within my heart
and an eternal passion
and an eternal love
does ever rage in my heart.
Oh, I am connected to you
as though you were my other self
through bonds of eternity
that can never be broken.
and oh, how a great sadness  
envelopes me
when I know you are so far from me.
It descends upon me
like clouds of death
like clouds of pain
from the bottom of hell's eternal pit.
And oh, when I fear
the eternal lose of you
it is as though I had fallen
into a dark eternal pit
blacker than any eternal night
than on earth no man has ever known.
Oh, if that should ever be
than let this blood that flows through my veins
flow like a red river
a river of scarlet upon the ground
that disappears into the thirsty earth,
and let the sun
never shine upon this heart again.
Oh, you are the light, and the breath of my life.
For within you there is all life and blessing
and my soul can live again.
Oh; it is made to life again from the blessings of your love,
from a darkness darker than night.
Oh, how the blessings of your love
is like the soft cool east wind
that revives me after a hot summer's day,
and caresses me in its loving embrace.
Oh, without you
all my being shall be torn into an infinite nothingness,
and the death of my soul shall be complete.
Oh, I love you
like a mother love her only child.
And the tearing of all  my flesh
I would give,
and the breaking of all my bones
I would give
to make you mine.
Oh, let me not live
under the dark shadows
of a world that is not lit
by the light of the love in your heart
so that a cold chill
penetrates into the center of my bones.
Oh, love me forever
for without your forever
I shall die in a loveless never.
And the life that once flowed within me
shall eternally be no more
for I live by your love
and I live by your grace
through all of eternities rising and setting suns.

Oh, I took a walk
through the dark streets of London town
all alone without a care
Oh, it was a dark
and misty night
when I spied a form
lovely in shape
a form
as lovely as could be
like some angelic form
come down to earth
how I was at a loss
to approach You
I could not resist
I placed a hand
on Your soft and lovely shoulder
" Miss You should never be alone"
You turned
I was taken by surprise
a haunting form
and a haunting face
as soft and lovely
as the dark and sacred moonlit night
a fire burned in Your eyes
as bright as a thousand suns
yet as soft as the butterflies wing
a wicked passion
a wicked hunger love
that says, " I want more and more
without measure".
It seemed to fill the whole universe
Oh, mortal woman
or spirit come from the earth below
or the heavens above
somehow I knew
You were not heaven born
Oh, then I knew
heaven I shall never see
they all say
"heaven is  the place of pleasure"
"heaven is the place of delight"
Oh, they lie. they lie.
I  saw hell in Your eyes
Oh, woman or demon
master of My soul
Your soft cool touch
makes Me feel eternally alive
Oh, to what ever heaven or hell
or underworld
or seat of the gods there be
to hold You in My arms
is My only desire
My only reason for being
no creature like You before
ever lived
Oh, goddess of My soul
be You woman or devil
or ghost or some
fiend in the night
You are My only, My all
Oh, I will hold Your
soft dark lovely form
in My heart
forever

Oh, how I love you
more than the life that beats within my heart
all of creation is in you
and my heart forever sings you love songs
my life I live in you.
When I see your lovely face
my desire blooms like a rose.
Oh, in your arms
and my blessings.
My heart forever sings to you.
Oh, I call out to you
through all the day and night
" Oh, come my love
and let me love you.
and let us ride
through this dream land of love
where both are one
and forever the two shall be
till flowers bloom from stones
raindrops fall from the sun
and butterflies swim through the sea."

Oh, my life
all I am and all I ever will be
the blood that flows through my veins
in all its eternal flow
like some scarlet river
and the fibers of my being
as they ever strain
matching their strength
against the fate that rules the world.
Oh, all that I am
I give in my love for you
and this heart and soul
I give till the day I die
for to me you are all.
You are the stars
that shine in the black vault of heaven
and all the body and soul
of mother earth that lives beneath my feet.
And oh, how I love you so
You are like an eternal ghost
that lives within my heart,
and a love song that ever haunts my mind.
And that song I shall ever hear
as it plays till the end of time.
Oh, you are a love song
all full of mystery.
And I ever wonder
do you really love me
or shall I die
as from a knife's icy cold steel
****** into my soul
from the depths of your icy cold heart.
And oh, how I hope for your love
as I rest upon the knife's edge
of your indecision
as it cuts and slashes my flesh
far down into the bone.
Oh, my love for you
shall outlast the life of the sun
till the light that it gives
flickers and fails
and the earth sleeps in eternal night
and yet my love for you shall live on and on
far into that eternal night
till forever shall be no more
but my love shall still remain.

Oh, I could search
forever search this starry universe
through worlds without end.
Oh, I could search forever
till the ending of all days
and never find a love so warm and true.
Oh, so perfect in line and form.
Oh, how I find my life in you
in your heart and soul.
the perfect crown of creation.
Oh, how my love for you knows no end
and I am forever lost in you.
My every thought from my waking
before the early morning dawn
till I lay my weary head on my pillow
is of you!
Oh, how soul suffers a longing
for your soft arms and the caress of your lips.
My soul suffers beyond understanding and bleeds etheric tears
for want of you
the other half of my soul.
Oh, my life I give to you
every fiber of my soul is in your belonging.
Oh, when my mother rocked me so lovingly in my cradle
how little did I know
such an infinite loving and longing
for you awaited me
all of you
your face and form to fill my soul.
Oh, how I am powerless before my love of you!
Oh, how you could tear every fiber of my being
destroy me with a cruel and loveless heart
but I can only plead my love and longing for you
and set sail upon the sea
of your infinite heart and soul
to my utter bliss or woe.

Oh, how I labor to win your love
and when I think
of all the thorns
that have entered by flesh
and all the pain I have suffered
Oh, such pain I have suffered
I cannot count its cost
for it is great beyond all counting.
Oh, you have been a thorn in my heart
but oh how can I ever count the cost
of this hard struggle to win your love
for you are more precious to me
than all the precious things
and all the wealth of this earth.
Oh, my head cannot give its answer
to what the heart feels
for who knows the mysteries of the heart?
Why it loves one and not another
why it denies all logic
and grows such a passion
hotter than the hottest of fires.
Oh, you have taken hold of me
and have grown within me
such an iron passion
that from my heart shall never be torn.
Oh, you have ignited an eternal flame
within my soul
a flame that shall burn within me
far beyond
all the boundaries of infinite time.
Your memory
shall echo down all the halls of eternity
and I shall forever seek your love
and you name shall always remain upon my lips.
Oh, for my heart your memory knows no time.
And I will hold the memory
of the love upon your lips
and of your warm loving arms
and your song
shall ever remain my Siren call
till the end of infinite time.

Oh, when I consider
your lovely face and sweet form
and the touch of your fingers
I am stricken with a sadness
that devours my heart, and mind, and soul.
Oh, am I just a faceless face
among a faceless crowd ?
Oh, do you ever consider
that without you I am like a motherless child?
Oh, your face and lovely form
has forever captured my heart.
And my heart sings a sad song
for the miles you are from me
both in the span of space
and the lack of feeling in your heart.
If I could only tell you
of all the memories that reside in my brain
those I love loved and lost
of the pets I had as a child
and every word I have ever
written or spoken
Oh, would you love me then?
Or would you consider
me but a babbling fool?
Oh, I fear that you consider
me a thing unworthy
as though I were a thing
that crawled through the earth.
Oh, I am in the dread fear
that others will steal
all hope of your love from me.
But oh, how I will love you always
for how could I ever hate you
you are the one thing
that has brought life to my dying soul.
My heart only beats by my love for you
and without you
I would be a poor hopeless thing
only counting the days
till this life is extinguished
from my mortal coil.
Oh, consider me a worthless thing
unworthy of your love
and I will forgive you.
Oh, if I could die for you
like the only son upon a cross
I would consider it
the greatest honor
to die for one as lovely as you
and I would be free
from this world with its cruel fate
and the torture of this deep longing
and hopeless love.
But oh, I shall love you till the grass
no longer grows
and the moon falls from the sky.

Oh, do you think
that when I  say
that my love for you
is deeper than the deepest ocean
and higher than the highest star
that all my words are hollow
and My words fall dead to the ground.
For how can you not love your own soul
and you are the other half of it.
for your heart beats my blood
and my heart beats your blood.
Oh, whatever hurts you
hurts me even more.
and without you my life is gone
and I am but a ghost
without shadow and substance.
Oh, my lovely flower
that grows within the depths of my soul
You are an eternal flame
that burns forever within my heart.
You are all of my world
and you are all of my life.
Oh, how I love you
with all the strength of my soul
and all the power the lies within me.
Oh, when I hold you
time for me is no more
and eternity lives
only within your arms.
And my love for you
shall live within me
till the last day of forever.

Oh, my heart sings a song
of bliss and woe.
A song of love that lives
in the center of my soul.
Oh, sometimes it is song
is a song of woe
like a swan when it sings
before cold death forever closes it eyes.
Oh, and sometimes  it is a song
that floods my soul with such joy
like an angel singing in my heart.
Oh, you can make me weep
an ocean of tears
every time my heart
is filled with fear
that I am nothing in your eyes.
Oh, in your embrace
I know every created thing sings your name
and all the world glows
as though it burned with the fire
of a million rainbows
and the love and glory
of heavens one true God.
Oh, that song I know shall
ever remain in my heart
till the last day of time.

Oh, the pain that I must suffer
when I must endure
all the long night
when the darkness hunts my soul.
Oh, my life can only be saved
by the deep love that lives within you heart.
Oh, don't you know
that love has  a  soul
and love has a name.
Oh, for God is love
and that love made all  that is.
Oh, and don't you know
that only your love
can comfort me
when the cold night winds blow
and the world hunts for my life.
Oh, for without you my love
dark night would engulf the world
and only " thou shall not "
would remain
to spread its deadly poison
till I am no more.
Oh,  forever you shall live
deep within my soul.
And in my heart you will ever be
till all the rivers of the earth
run dry
and all the mountains
by times burden
are worn down
till of then only the sand remains
so that I may never again
suffer this dark night of my soul.
Oh, my love let those words
never ever be
that you love me no more!

You are a deep wound in My heart
Forgive Me!
Oh, How many
thousands of times
I would have taken You
into My arms
and rocked You to sleep
how I would have fed You
from My soul's longing
from the life that dwells in My soul
laid open the blood
the blood flowing in My veins
for you pleasure alone
Oh, sweet suffering
How I value My sweet suffering
Rather than have a love
Oh, so shallow
The blood from My heart's suffering
flows oh so red
your unrequited love
it is a deep wound in My soul
never will eternity be the same
Place a stone over My head
place it oh so high
write there
His body died
for the love of a raven haired demon
because His soul could not
fulfill its eternal longing
Oh, how I treasure
the unrequited love
of a beautiful and unloving
raven haired demon
more than a million
fair haired angels
be they ever
a million times over
as bright and lovely
as all the stars of heaven
and now I rest
in a private hell
that knows no end
oh, how I would rather
have You oh raven haired demon
then all the pleasures of My eternal home
and know no end
of sweet suffering
of My soul for Your soul
Oh My sweet tormenting demon
I will love You
till the sun and stars burn out
and the universe grows cold
and forever more

Oh, only in your arms
am I able to find my rest
as though I were a child
rocked to sleep
by a loving mother.
Oh, in this world
all full of noise and bluster
where I am blown to and fro
like a bird in a storm
and savaged deep in my soul
I find my shelter in your arms.
Oh, then I can forget
the storm that rages around me.
Oh, salvation you give to my heart
and my life I can live again
finding my life
in the love within your arms.
Oh, how the words of love
that fall from your lips
and your warm kisses
fine like some ancient wine
are a healing balm
to my soul
binding up my wounds
and causing all my dark memories
to flee.
Oh, let me live
within your  heart
and you in mine
through all the rolling ages of eternity
till the world fades away
like a garment grown old.
Oh, and then love
for all the forevers  to come.

Oh, this life I live
full of darkness and shadows
and the music of my heart
sings its sad song
for the memory of your love.
And in the life I live
there is a longing
so deep words cannot tell.
Oh, how I move like ghost
through my world of shadows
like a creature of eternal night
as I ever call to you
to come love me still.
Oh, do you remember
when our love was first born.
Of the day I saw the face of an angel,
and my heart was forever captured by you.
And remember the times
we lay in the moonlight
and I listened to your heart
as it played its symphony,
a love song from your heart to mine
as a soft wind caressed us with its love,
and all the world was new,
and I bright path lay before us.
So sing me the songs
that no angel could ever sing.
Oh, how the world love you,
and nature sings you a love song.
and you shall ever haunt my mind,
and my heart shall ever be your prisoner
till time shall weaken and die
and the eternal ages roll.

Oh, let me be the one
to live as a treasure within your heart.
Oh, do you count me
as only one of a vast crowd
as vast as a cloud of locust
that covers the land
all interchangeable
each one for one
and of such little worth
as the dust blowing in the wind.
Oh, is my heart to you
such a prize
that all the fibers of your soul
you would give
just to hear me say
that you mean heaven and earth to me
and my heart and all that I am
shall forever belong to you.
Oh, the pain I would bear
and the blood within my body
I would drain
till my face and my form
would become like veil of white satin
and my flesh as cold
as a snow covered hill.
Oh, just to hold you
in these two loving arms
that ache so in all their longing for you.
Oh my love I have but one prayer to you.
Oh, let us live
for the love of one  another
till all the stars
that are spread through the inky black of space
all burn away
one by one
and time unwinds on its endless way
till all the world is no more.
Oh, and let us ever love each other still.

Oh, to break these bonds
the bonds and limits
set for our lives
as though some demon has said
these are the limits of your life
to make your life a dungeon dark and dank
and so feeding on your oppression
grows stronger and stronger
and agony grows as the days pass
but oh, how we have a spirit
to shine in the darkness
a light from the heart to light the way
a spark from the great heart
of the one who make all
born from a father
singing the world into being
and filled the universe
with light and love
from end to end
who foreordained and foreknew
our victory complete
and treasures of hope forever won

Oh, you are the meaning of all things
and the beginning
and the end of all things.
Oh,  and I find the reason
of why I am
living in your soul.
Oh, I was like a floating
and restless cloud
but no more
does  my soul search
for its meaning.
Oh, I have found you
from this wide waste
of the world.
My  life  once meaningless
like a circle within a circle  without end
has found its it way.
Oh, you are the all world
and if you were not
it is better that I  should never be.
Oh, for you are a treasure
precious beyond price
and beyond measure.
Oh, forever I seek you
angel  for beyond the stars.
Oh, how I long
to light  an eternal flame
of love within your soul
and to burn with you
on and on.