Oh, how you are
the very music and beating heart
of my soul.
Oh, if you are
ever taken from me
then my life would be of no worth.
A thing of pain and hurt!
A thing to be taken
and thrown far away.
Oh, your name and face
keep repeating through my mind
like an endless spiral.
Oh, you are life!
And you are love!
and the warmth of your heart
warms my wayward soul.
Oh, your name and face
forever are engraved upon my mind and heart.
Nature seems to sing of you
a love song floating on the wind
through every tree and flower
that blooms in the field.
They only seem to bloom for you.
Oh, my heart and mind are torn asunder
from a great sadness that you may never be mine.
Oh, you are the very flower of creation.
The loveliest creature that nature and God
has ever had the mind and imagination to make.
Oh, my mind and heart
is racked with the thought of you
and I am scourged in my soul.
A pain and longing that touches
the very deep center of my soul.
Oh, forgive me for wanting your love
if you do not want me
if you think me a thing repulsive
like the worms that crawl
through the grave of a dead man.
Oh, I have such a deep longing
with every beat of my heart.
A longing that will not let you go.
Oh, I can never turn my heart from you
though all the powers of heaven and hell
beat there fury against me.
Oh, if I ever lose you my precious love
you the very crown of creation
then I am lost forever.

Oh, if I cannot see you.
If I think for a moment
that I have not your heart
I am stricken to my death.
Oh, the grave would be such
a kind and merciful place
without your heart beating for me.
Oh, my life, and heart and soul
are not my own.
Maybe I am a foolish and silly man.
It no longer matters.
Oh, I am yours forever
for either bliss or woe.
You cast me under your spell
and caught me in your net.
Oh, how you could ever hurt me
with a pain sharper then the sharpest sword.
Oh, how sharper than a serpents tooth
would be my life without your love.
I can only throw myself upon your mercy
and be like a beggar man
with my bowl for alms before me
for even the smallest sign of your love.
Oh, I am hopelessly chained to your heart.
You are the most lovely creature
who ever took breath.
Oh, I fear you!
That you would take the hope
of your love from me.
And Oh, how I long for you
as some dying man longs
for a drink of water.
Oh, how the touch of your skin
is sacred to me.
Oh, you are the entire world to me!
You are the rising and setting of my sun.
Oh, I have never had the tongue
to tell of the lovely creature you are.
Through out all the days of time and eternity
no creature has ever lived as lovely as you.
Oh, without you let my body
return to the dust from which it came.
Without you life would only be
bitter taste and a bitter sight.
Oh, you are like some rare exotic creature
come from a far off exotic and romantic land.
Oh, I fall down before you
and place all my selfish pride at your feet.
Oh, I will kiss your feet
and wash them with my tears.

Oh, no creature
like you has ever lived.
You are haunting in form and line.
you intoxicate my mind and very soul.
Oh, how I have fallen for you like a child!
You walk by and my heart stops and sinks
I curse myself for this hopeless hope!
Oh, my heart is hopelessly chained to you.
Oh, how nature calls out your name.
The frees and flowers sing of your beauty.
My heart burns in a hot flame
a flame of endless longing.
My soul lives or dies
with the answer to the question
"Do you love me?"
Oh, how I long to hear those words
those words I so dream of, "I love you."
Oh, the song of every bird in every tree
reminds me of your lovely voice.
Oh, how I am captured by you
and tortured by the want of your love.
Oh, the pain that racks my heart and soul!
Oh, how I long to run my fingers through your midnight hair
and feel your fingertips like raindrops upon my face.
Oh, how the touch of your hand
would return life to my dying soul.
Oh, how my love for you is an endless song
sung by my heart
through all the days of time and eternity.
Oh, I live in fear that you will never love me
that I will never hear those so longed for words
that tell me you love so.
Oh, how my heart is lost in you
in your perfect face and form
and your heart and soul so like an angel!
Oh, I die a little every day
without you beside me
and my blood will flow
like a slow poison within me
and I will die a slow painful death
if you are never by my side.
Oh, my love for you knows no end
my heart sing of its longing for you forever.

Oh, my dear love.
Hate me not.
I feel an everlasting passion for you.
Oh, my passion is ever so strong!
And I weary you with my words.
Oh, how I speak from my heart.
Words as though from a mad man!
For my universe would die without you.
Forgive me my sweet love!
For you are the fairest flower
of this lowly and cruel earth.
And without you I am but a wavering phantom.
My fears run wild of lose of hope of your love.
And I am desperate to show
what a love and passion
beats within this poor heart.
For you are the one reason
for which my poor heart beats.
Oh, forgive me!
Please forgive me my one and only love!

Oh, how I love you!
I am sorry.
Please tell me if I love you too much.
Oh, I love you
with a love more than every fiber
of my heart and brain can hold.
Oh, if only my heart could climb this endless wall.
to hold you in my arms
and soak in your lovely and musical form
and hear you say over and over again
I love you...Oh, I love you till the end of time.
Oh, then my soul with angelic wings
would soar through the infinite starry skies.
Oh, your form is a thing so lovely.
Oh, so much more than mere words can tell.
A sweet etheric honey seeps from your soul
more haunting and lovely then the music of all the heavenly orbs.
seeps from your soft and lovely form
and infuses my whole being
and I am held captive to your
lovely soul  and lovely form till the end of time.
Oh, how your form and beauty surpasses
the power of my poor tongue to tell.
Oh, I will pursue for you till all my strength is gone
and I am left a shattered hollow shell.
Oh, the thought of you is a relentless
and endless force that drives me on.
Oh, my love of you surpasses my understanding
you are like a haunting and unending song played
on the shores of heaven.
Oh, you are in my blood!
And on, you circulate through me
and infuse every fiber of my being.

Oh, you are always on my mind.
Oh, how the thought of you bears on
my mind and soul.
Oh, how the thought that I shall
never win your love
is a heavy burden.
Oh, if you were only in my arms.
I would take you in an unending embrace.
Oh, if I could open the deepest depths of my heart
to show all that it contained.
If I could show you that my love
is higher that the highest star
and deeper that the deepest ocean.
Oh, my sadness is without limit
with the thought that you will slip between my fingers.
Oh, how to hold you in my arms and caress your lips
would be a source of unending joy to me.
You are a never ending love song
a song no mortal has ever heard since the world began.
Oh, the stars and moon
sing down a song of your charms.
Oh, how I shed my tears of longing
of an endless longing and desire
it seems all creation speaks your name.
You name blown upon the wind
as the trees whisper to me in a sad and lonely sigh.
Oh, as the moon shines down
upon that celestial sphere I can only see
an image of your precious heart.
A heart I so wish to possess.
Oh, if I could only capture that precious beating heart.
A lovely wild thing.
Creature that haunts the wild wood never to be tamed.
Oh, how like some cat
that slips its way like some elusive ghost
through a dark moonless night.
Oh, I would give this heart that beats so forlornly
and ever fiber of my brain and soul you my own.

Oh, how can I let you know?
Oh, how can  I tell you
of my love for you?
You are the one abiding
dream in my heart.
Oh, I wish! Oh, how I wish!
I could give my body
to be all twisted and torn for you.
Let me be scourged with a scourge
that reaches to the bones
and leaves the flesh all tattered and torn
and my blood collect around me
in puddles of scarlet red
and runs down dungeon walls.
Oh, I wish it were!
Oh, how I wish it were so!
Then you would know
how deep is my love for you.
Oh, let me be impaled
upon a stake of pine
as my body struggles in pain
and my blood run down the pole
to stain the wood and ground deep scarlet red.
Oh, it is too late! It is too late now!
I am past every cure.
Oh, I see your face and ask myself why.
Why can't I find the word or do the deed
that would show my love?
A love as deep as the ocean.
Oh, what could I give you to show that love?
Oh, if one could tear out my beating heart to give to you
so that you would know the depths of my love.
Oh, your charms and lovely face fill all my waking moments.
Oh, if I could give myself up
as a ransom for you.
My life. My soul and beating heart.
Then I hope you would know.
Oh, I weep when I think of you.
How you are gone from my arms
and the miles hold us apart.
I know you think I am a madman.
I know you think I am a fool.
I forgive you! Oh, I forgive you!
For who could think otherwise.
Oh, I do not care!
For I have left all my selfish pride far behind.
Oh, without you let my heart no longer beat.
For I would be but a hopeless dead soul
who would be better to have never been born.

Oh, you have become
the life of my beating heart.
In your arms there lies
an unending paradise.
Oh, please wrap me
in your warm and lovely arms
and take me to that sacred land.
Oh, your arms are the gates
to a sweet mystic paradise.
Oh, how I wish to give you my passion
that leads through fields of unending delight.
Oh, let me give you my release.
Oh, how the worries of life are so with you.
Oh, let me give you my release
Oh, let me hold you my love
and give you my love and my peace.
oh, let us lie in one another's arms
and our love and peace reign forevermore.
Oh, you are like a lush garden
a garden of such unearthly delight
Oh, your voice is more lovely than a dove.
and your loving arms arms like
some strange and mystic world
only known in legends of olde
legends before the fall.
Oh, your ******* are like
two mystic and sacred mountains
upon which are built
castles of light shimmering in the air.
Oh, your thighs are like two pillars
made from the finest silk.
Oh, guardians to the fair land
a mystic land where
the golden sun always shines
the eternal holy of holies
where the angels sing in timeless  ecstasy.
Oh, let my give you your release
and lead you into our land of love and peace.

Oh, at night I sit and weep
because you are not by my side.
Oh, as my tears roll down my face
they remind me of your tiny fingertips
and my longing for your fingers upon my face
and to feel your warm embrace.
Oh, your face like a lovely vision
floats before my eyes
in my dreams of you.
Oh, to hold you in my arms
I would give my life and soul.
Oh, your heart is beyond price.
Oh, so much more than all the things of this world.
Oh, I will wait through all the days to come
for I cannot live the thought
of you not by my side.
Oh, I give this heart to you
for without you it is but a poor worthless thing.
Oh, for your sake I would give this body to be all twisted and torn!
Oh, if I had wings to fly to your side!
Oh, when other lovers leave you
all cold and forgotten
my love for you will remain.
Oh, I weep in my desire
to touch your precious and lovely face
and wrap you in my loving arms
to never let you go.
Oh, you have brought me to life
before you I was but a lonely half dead thing
that stumbled through life without hope.
Oh, without you to a lonely grave I shall return.
Oh,  with you an eternal and everlasting
music fills my soul.
A love song my heart forever sings to you.
Oh, my eternal and abiding love!
For without you I am nothing
not even dust.

Oh, How I am helpless!
So helpless in my quest
to win your love.
For what can I give you
to gladden your heart
and show the love
that burns within me?
Oh, I cannot give you
and gems that sparkle and wealth untold.
Oh, I can only bare my heart and soul
to show what a fire burns within
and the treasure in every fiber of my brain.
Oh, I can speak to you of poetry and love
and of a music that speaks
from the depths of my soul.
Oh, how nature sings to me
of your sweet form and lovely face
as the rain drops fall among the trees
pledging there love to the leaves.
Oh, how you are like a soft summer rain.
When I walk through the silent and sacred forest
and feel the rain drops upon my face.
Oh, how it brings back memories
of your fingertips as they touched my face.
Oh, I am haunted by the imprint of your limbs
and how we danced to a soft and silent music.
Oh, I hold you in my memory
in a chamber in the secret depths of my soul.
And oh, how it has become my flesh
and one with every fiber of my brain.
Oh, how the memory of your face
is a treasure sacred to the my soul.
And I hold you in a chamber most sacred
at the center of my soul.
Oh, I have loved you
down through the endless days
of eternal memory past.
And I shall love you
through all the endless days to come
to when this world
is but a dim memory.

Oh, you are so special.
So special to my soul!
No creature ever graced this earth
that had your form and grace.
Oh, you are my lovely secret.
and how I hope beyond my heart
in my chest beating
that I am your secret and abiding love.
Oh, when I walk through
the wild and sacred woods
and gaze upon the moon
as bright orb to light the midnight sky
that flies among the soft night clouds
and shines down its lovely serene light
it reminds me of your face
as its beauty out shines
the flowers upon the green hillside.
And the trees as they whisper
with there soft voice
a lovely sound
that reminds me of your name, Selena.
Goddess of that sacred orb
shining down its golden light
to light the lover's way
along the path of heaven's bright shore.
For fairies and spirits of this soft and sacred night
as they dance and play
and pledge there love
to our holy mother earth.
Oh, I search upon my way
for your lovely form.
To hold your elusive
and haunting velvet form
in my arms so tight
and breath your intoxicating breath
a thing of delight
beyond this holy sacred earth.
Oh, you fill the earth
with a sound of silent music
only the heart can feel.
Oh, the earth and all nature
is so in love with you
and your lovely soul
and I most of all
as I long for your keeping
and your loving embracing.
Oh, I would ever morn your passing.
Oh, a deadly sorrow
outlasting all time
in its swift passing.
And my flesh shall turn to dust
as my soul flies away
to search for you
through the everlasting heavenly skies.
Oh, how my heart sings
an infinite and everlasting song
and searches without rest
in my eternal quest.

Oh, the loveliest of
all the daughters of beauty.
Oh, how your sweet voice
does ever and ever enchant me
and hold me forever captive
and enchained
in chains of passion like a holy fire.
Oh, I reject my foolish pride
and lay all that I am
at your feet.
Oh, if you reject me
on that day I shall die.
Oh, I adore you.
I adore you!
Oh, how I adore you!
Oh, my poor helpless heart
as helpless as a new born babe
and as gentle as a dove.
Oh, your voice is like music
like the sound of dancing waters
upon a sacred river
as it falls through
space and time.
Oh, your touch!
as soft and gentle
as the early morning mist.
Oh, how I find my life in you
as though your very heart
beats the blood
that flows through my veins.
Oh, without you
my memories would be
but pain and sorrow
even though they were ever so happy
for I would see your face
but as a haunting phantom
that would say, "Oh, how you loved her.
And now she is gone from you evermore!"
and I could only sit and weep
and die in an unearthly pain
as hot and relentless
as the everlasting fires of hell.
Oh, you are an everlasting song in my heart.
Oh, I walk through the valley of bones
and tell the spirits of olde
of such a fair angel
that ever came to earth.
Oh, I fear your holy heart
so bright and lovely
like a last judgement!
for where your love is not
there is only dry death
and upon that which your heart resides
lives forever and evermore.
Oh, how I stumble!
Over every word.
and my fingers grow numb.
Oh, how can I find the words
that only reside in the mind of God
to tell you of this endless love.
Oh, a thing
no mortal heart can hold
and I am left along
with this deep longing
that no mortal tongue can tell
and can only plead
that you will look down
upon this poor sad creature
and have mercy for the love
and desperate longing
forever in my heart.

Oh, my heart beats
to a different song.
Oh, how the world has gone insane
and oh, how the world dearly loves
the soulless mechanical thing.
A cold coin taken from dead eyes
and its Godless edits
it does follow.
No place for love
in that cold mechanical world.
Oh, the world! How its lovers
run to and fro
in there search
for a cold Godless treasure.
Oh, how they burn up the light of day
and make there life
and there years the walking of the dead.
But oh, silver and gold
cannot buy back
a love that had grown cold
nor turn time
to when we held a love
in our arms so tight.
that now in a cold grave does lie.
Oh, I reject the cold light of day
and its love of treasure
made by as hand cold as clay.
Oh, how I love
the warm dark velvet sacred night
when the world's lovers come out
to love and play.
And notes from a melody
float on the wind.
A song that has played
for all eternity
sung from the heart
of all that is and ever was.
Oh, how my heart
longs to beat in sync with your heart
beat foe beat
and prove the daylight world
to be a liar and a fool.
Oh, my love of you
is a fire that burns within me
a holy soft and fierce flame.
Oh, how I wish to find
the words that live
at the bottom of eternity
and reside in the very heart of God
to tell of my deep longing
and unearthly love of you.
Oh, how my life
and oh, how my soul is not my own.
Oh, words cannot express
my love of the soft beat
of your heart
or the lovely and passionate
heart of your soft warm flesh.
Oh, to pleasure or pain
I am bound.
Oh, how your fingers hold the key
to a love so soft and so wonderful
or an endless world of woe and pain.
Oh, my heart  sings
an everlasting symphony of love for you
Oh, for such a lovely haunting creature.
Oh, the world is so blind
to never see God's holy treasure.
A song of the first creation
and a song to out last
all the days of eternity.
This feeling of love and passion
a mystery of mysteries
impossible to be spoken.
Oh, an everlasting flame
in my heart and soul
Oh, how it burns for you
and I am forever bound to you
in chains and shackles
forged from a soft
and passionate fire.

Oh, you are a love song
written in flesh.
Oh, how I am entranced by you!
Oh, you are a living angel
come down to earth
from on high.
Oh, I am slain
in my heart and soul
by such beauty and grace.
Oh, how I find my very existence in you
that fills my heart to overflowing
Oh, your lovely locks
of flowing midnight hair.
Those eyes that capture my soul.
Oh, such a thing of beauty and grace
That fills my heart to overflowing.
Oh, how I find my very existence in you!
Oh, how you are so wonderful beyond words.
Oh, how your foot steps become holy ground!
Oh, I will follow you for eternity!
You hold me tight
and ravage my poor heart and soul!
Oh, a love song made flesh.
I see this earth is such a dismal place.
Oh, its impossible to believe you are a mortal woman!
Oh, for all the numberless years and eternity past
no creature has ever lived
to stir such waves of liquid passion and love
in my heart.
Oh, how wave after wave of your beauty and grace
beats and crashes upon my hearts sad and lonely shore.
Oh, unearthly angel
phantom beyond worlds!
How could any song be sung or word written
that could give voice
to your beauty and grace?
Oh, how my heart and soul
is forever lost
to your silent unearthly song.
A song beyond words.
Song of the sirens.
Oh, I know the haunting song
the sirens sang to Ulysses
as they rowed him from the shore.
Oh, haunting song made flesh!
Oh, the fire in that song
holds ever fiber in my brain and heart
in a passionate embrace.
Oh, the music of your unearthly flesh
holds me in bands of steel!
Oh, to be with you forever
and listen to your unearthly music
I would forget the world and all in it.
Oh, the rose is a withered and dead thing
in your compare.
Oh, life in your arms!
Oh, life and love eternal!
Let me lose myself
in your flowing locks of midnight hair.
Oh, let your arms embrace me
and lead me into the land of eternity.
Oh, love me upon a bed of stone!
It would be far more pleasure to my soul
than the softest bed that resides in a kings holy chamber!
Oh, devour me with your lovely and unearthly body.
Devour me!
Oh, devour me!
Devour me, heart, and body, and soul!
Oh, the music of your body
the music of your flesh
no earthly genius could write!
Oh, how the birds sing such a poor hollow song.
Oh, how you are the drug.
The drug that fires my brain and soul
in such an unearthly intoxicating haze.
Oh, sing to me with your body and soul!
Oh, my passion for you
when you are gone from me
has destroyed me!
Oh, how my passion and longing for you
fills my soul and burst it asunder
and I am left a poor worthless thing without you.

Oh, you ever haunt my dreams
I pursue your lovely form
all through the dark
and sacred hours of the night
Oh, how I am intoxicated
by the imprint of your limbs
Oh, I go walking in my dreams
a holy sanctuary
and when I awake
my mind is filled
with an intoxicating haze
that lives in my mind
the whole day through
Oh, lovely intoxicating ghost
phantom of my deepest longing
Oh, if I have not the meaning of life
in you and the sweet imprint of your limbs
than it escapes me like dust through my fingers
Oh, I have become a child
Oh, how I love you like a child
my poor heart believes you always
grasps at your heart
Oh, how my life would slip away
if I ever lost the love that lives in your heart
and oh, how I live to be loved
Oh, by you my eternal phantom
of everlasting desire.
You fill my universe
and my passion draws me
to your side.
Oh, you are a sacred
and silent song in my heart.
Oh, my world and very soul
lives to the music of your beating heart.
Oh, let me live out all the days of eternity
in your heart.
Oh, I cannot stand
thoughts of life without you
as though I were engulfed
in the heart of a fierce flame.
Oh, agony beyond measure.
Oh, if you forget me
my sweet lovely and sacred love
let the earth, and the stars pass away
and only eternal blackness in its place
ever remain
and let every thought and memory
I hold of myself no longer remain
and the beats of my heart
and the words that jingle in my mind
be torn from its grasp and be forever no more
and pass away as a night mist
a phantom no more.
Oh, this existence and these feelings
how do I bear them without you
for you are the universe and very existence to me.
Oh, how my heart dwells on you the day long.
Oh, how your every song and word
is a sacred scripture to me.
Oh, how I live to hold you in my arms
the only purpose and end to this life.
Oh, how you are a lovely angel beyond
my deepest imagination.
Oh, how do I reach the words
that lie at the bottom
of the endless depths of my heart
that would tell you
of my endless love for you.
Oh, worlds without number
and the endless starry sky
and my poor beating heart and soul
I would forsake
just to be by your side.
Oh, one hour in your arms
would be but eternity.
Oh, how time would stop its swift flight
and of bliss I would know no end.
Oh, I float upon a lake of tears.
Oh, tears of sorrow at your loss
and tears of gladness and love
just to know that I live in your heart
though the place be ever so small
I know my feet have touched
heaven's bright and sacred shore
and joy I have
without ending and evermore.

Oh, please love me
upon a bed of forever
let time stop in its swift flight.
Oh, I have fallen
fallen so far
fallen for a summer's day
fallen forever and evermore
Oh, from a span that would reach from the father star
to the pit of hell below
Oh, God in heaven how far
and deeply I have fallen in love with you.
My every longing
and every care
and every will of life
is tied to you
and your precious beating heart.
Oh, I to bliss or woe do go
in my thoughts of you
of your lovely form
and your lovely soul.
Oh, you hold the key
to my heart and soul.
Oh, you decide
whither I go to bliss or woe
to live in the light of heaven's bright shore
or suffer such pain and torment
in the pit below.
Oh, they say that hell resides
in the earth below
But oh, how I know
it resides where your love is not.
Oh, you are a waking living dream
a living song of love
become flesh in such a lovely
heavenly form.
Oh, how can I ever forget you
You are written in words
of heavenly light and gold
at the center of my soul.
Oh, you are the reason
the morning dew
kisses the wild rose
and the sun yet shines
its mercy to the world below
on a cold winter's day.
And my heart will sing forever
of your beauty and your lovely soul
through all the unending days
of eternity
forever and evermore.

Oh, its too late
to turn back now!
Oh, my heart is given
and my heart is sealed.
Oh, my love pledged to you
in my soul's blood.
Oh, how my concern
for your love
has torn every fiber
of my brain,
racked and tortured my soul
within a chamber of unknowing.
Do you love me, yes?
Do you love me, no?
You at the center of my soul
you become my deepest desire.
Oh, how I have been chained
and sealed forever to your soul.
Oh, I care. How I care!
Are you happy? Are you sad?
Oh, how the flick of your single eyelash
is like an earthquake in my soul.
Oh, if only I could hold you
in my arms always
and forever keep you
from the sadness of this cruel world below
forever and evermore.
Oh, bright angel with rainbow colored wings
How this world in its darkness
deserves you not.
But oh, you like the only son
as though a woman born
are filled with such grace and love
to bring such hope and life
to this dark world below.
And fire such love in my soul.

Oh, I am helpless!
Oh, how ever I try
I cannot live without you.
Oh, my soul is forever
bound to yours.
however you treat me
love me, or hate me
my heart is forever bound by threads of steel
to your beating heart.
Oh, you are a phantom
come from heaven's bright shore.
And I a poor deformed fool
unworthy to see
the light of day.
Oh, how I can never
sing a song so sweet
and with such passion
to give voice
to my love for you.
Oh, if you
were gone from me
I would die
a slow and painful death.
bleed out tears,
the very blood of my soul.
Oh, how do I
climb the mountain
of your heart's longing?
Oh, how can I hold
a mirror to my heart
and my soul
and sing a song of my heart's longing.
Oh, you are such an angel
of light and grace.
Oh, the moon was never so lovely
it is only made of clay.
Nor the stars so lovely
for they are only a harsh flame.
Oh, a living spirit burns within you
and I an scorched by the fire of your soul.
Forever bound in an eternal love
for bliss or woe.
Oh, how my heart trembles
as my soul trembles
and I am helpless, and exposed before you.
Oh, my longing is as deep and hot
as the eternal fires.
When I sleep I dream of you.
And when I wake I think of you.
And I am undone
by thoughts of me without you.
Oh, how a single word
form your lips
breaths life into my soul.
And oh, how my heart
leaps and rejoices
from your smallest care.

Oh, you my captor!
you hold my heart
in the palm of your hand,
and I am helpless.
Oh, how you haunt
my every waking moment.
And I have only
my foolish heart to blame.
Oh, how through the night
in the dark hours
when I am all alone
with my poor suffering heart.
Oh, I cry! Oh, how I cry
as a child
who has lost his precious mother.
Oh, you are such an aching in my soul.
Oh, how I am like motherless child.
A poor wandering child
searching through a dark wood,
searching for your love
never knowing which way to turn.
Oh, how desperately I try
to find the secret door
to your heart.
Oh, there is a wall
that reaches to the sky
and with every turn I see
through tear blinded eyes
a cruel and heartless wall
floating before me.
Oh, I reach out
with foolish and desperate arms
to embrace your beating heart.
To claim its eternal love
in my trembling fingers.
And oh, I only grasp
the cold and cruel air.
Oh, you haunt me
like an eternal ghost.
A flaming phantom
of the love and passion
that without there is only
a deep hole in my soul.
Half a soul, and half a heart
that cannot beat without
your precious love.
Oh , how my limitless my foolishness.
And oh, how I fear you wrath.
Oh, not a cold cell,
or the death of the body.
It is only made of clay.
Or cruel strips
laid across my back.
but a cruel icy heart
pitiless in the cold
that flows from its depths.
Oh, how many?! Oh, how many
times I would have
held you in my arms
and rocked you to sleep at night?
Oh, how many times
I would shed tears
of love and gladness
to lay and listen
to your precious beating heart.
And I am forever lost
lost for all eternity.
For you are farther from me
than the endless sky.
Oh, greater than the span
between heaven and hell.
And I can only plead your love
through tear stained eyes,
and your mercy
upon this eternal and tragic fool.

Oh, the dying of love
is a sad thing.
Oh, sadder by far than
the fading of
the soul from the body.
Oh, the dying of the light.
The light that shined
its holy spark of life
and hope through all the world.
Oh, the death of the heart beat
of a soul.
Oh, the death of love
is the death of the soul.
A soul that is ever after
but a ghost and wavering phantom.
Oh, to turn a heart as black as night
a sad longing unfulfilled.
Oh, the one who is forever cruel.
Vampire of the soul.
The heart that has become
its own grave.
The worms that crawl
in the black of night
in the dead
and rotting heart.
Oh, the cruel lover
that feeds on the soul.
***** the life
from a warm loving heart
till it is
but a dried and swiveled thing
unrecognizable
as a once living thing
beating thing.
Oh, cruel grave
how you are now
my only friend.
Hide me and keep me
in your cold boney arms
and let me
no more see the light of day.
Let my flesh rot,
and I become the dead thing
that I am.

Oh, the flesh is the soul's creation
an outward shining
brought forth from
the depths of the heart.
just as God's inner muse
brought forth all that is.
Oh, I embrace
your soft bodies form
feel your soft breath
on my cheek,
and your warm loving arms
embrace me
as though I were safe
within your passionate beating heart.
Oh, how I wish
to live within that heart forever.
Of the passion of your warm lips
there can be no greater healing balm.
Oh, the sun never shone
on a rose so lovely
as your soul's beauty
written in an outward form
that puts the very roses to shame.
Oh, the soft warm music
of your body
only we can hear
has captured my heart,
holds my soul
by invisible cords.
Oh, I am made alive
by the silent music
of the soft passion  of your flesh
given its lovely form
by your soul,
and the lovely heart within.
Oh, let me live within that heart,
and make my home in your soul
to feel your lovely music
for time without end.

Oh, how I am undone
by your false and lying heart.
I pledged you my love
for all eternity.
bound every fiber in my heart
in my soul
to a pledge of eternal love
till the sun would burn its self
to a cinder, and the stars
would burn and flicker out
one by one.
But oh, you gave me not a care
and answered me with
the cold and dark in your heart.
Oh, the chill I feel
from the wind
that blows across
the ice
and the cold and dark
that lives in your heart.
So cold to put the eternal fires
into eternal cold, and eternal dark.
Oh, let the sun not rise
upon my poor and tortured heart.
Oh, all the world is dead
and died long ago
and worms crawl
in my rotting, and dead heart
sent to its eternal death
by the cold and dark that lives
in your heart,
and I in my grave
shall remain
to hide my soul
from the cold and dark
that forever in your icy heart.

Oh, there is a source
of evil in the world
that appears  as an angel of light
that preachers sing
from the pulpit
"Oh, the fervent heart
and passionate embrace
is but devil made."
oh how it seeks
and squeezes the mind
into a smaller and smaller box.
but the one who made
the body, and the heart, and the soul
meant the body and soul to live forever
in an ardent and passionate embrace.
For where freedom resides
love truly lives
and passion resides
in truly loving and beating heart.
Oh, how they seek to poison
and lay all the world in there power
hard yoke,  and hard sayings
and all the world
and all the minds in all the world
and laid waste
reason chained and led captive.
But oh, where ardent love
and ardent passion die
from such a vile poison
the sun has set
for the last time
and all the remains
is the cold and the dark.
Oh, let not the sun set
on your passionate heart
and pledge your love
beating heart to beating heart.
and let passion reign
as an endlessly rising sun
on an endlessly blazing path
across an endless blue sky.

Oh, I remember
when I first looked upon you.
You were like no one
Oh, I could have ever seen.
The wild heart in your eyes
Oh, took my very heart with those eyes
and melted that poor
helpless creature.
Oh, you had such a rare
unbridaled  passion.
Oh, how you opened you heart
took me into your arms
and kissed me with a passion
that seemed to never end.
Oh, dance of love
wild night of passion.
And oh, my sorrow when you went
in the full light of day.
I awoke and you were
not by my side.
Oh, I searched ever and ever
just a gaze into those lovely wild eyes
from street to street
and town to town
with heave heart
and bleeding soul
and at night I searched
for you in my dreams
and found you
and kissed you
with a passion beyond all passion
never willing to let you go.
Then one day I heard a piper piping.
Oh, the sound seemed to dance in the air
as though doves
with rainbow colored wings fluttered by.
Oh, a great troop of pipers piping
and singers singing.
Music to fill the heights of heaven
as though heaven were emptied
and all the angels come to earth
just to sing those lovely songs
and then your lovely wild eyes.
Oh, they carried you as they walked by.
You saw me and stopped on your way.
Oh, you said, " Young man I know you
far your fame reaches far and wide.
Oh, they say your sweet voice
puts the angels to shame.
Oh, come with me and ride
and you will never know
fear ,nor  hunger, nor want.
And I can hear a sound
sweeter than the angels when they sing."
Oh, how your wild eyes  drew me in
and drew me on.
Oh, I sung the songs
that made the angels cry.
Oh, how I poured out my soul
drained to the final drop.
blood and life
out of the depths of my soul
and oh, how your sweet arms embraced me
with a passion and love
that would put all the world's lovers to shame.
Oh, such a passionate struggle
that would blush the most jaded cheek.
Oh, how I thought that paradise of love
it would never end.
Oh, those angry words
the jealousy for the songs I sung.
The songs that would put the angels to shame.
And oh, such a stormy desperate night
as a man lost his life.
Oh, those who saw me
swore me to that very place and time.
"Oh, tell us where you were
in that dark stormy night
that would make the world seem to end."
Oh, I opened not my mouth
and said not a word
though to would mean
my beating heart would be forever stilled
and my life would be no more
foe I had been in your arms
my dear sweet love.
Oh, you are my very life
my reason for being
on this dark forsaken earth.
Oh, how your beauty
and the passion of your love
puts the angels to shame.
Oh, how could I let them
know your shame
to love such as I
a poor worthless thing.
Oh, my sadness
Oh, my despair
how you put
such flowers on my grave.
Oh, you visit me
in the midnight hour
as the night winds blow.
You call my name
and from your heart
Oh, such tears that flow.
Oh, the knife you stab in my soul.
Why do you hurt me so?
Don't you know
my love for you
no tongue can tell.

Oh, ravage me!
Let me become
the object of your desire.
My body, my very soul
a source of pleasure.
Oh, let me be a soft phantom in the night.
Oh, come ravage me
Oh my precious lady
take your pleasure
to your hearts content and delight
devour me with your body
I will not struggle
pierce me with your fevered soul
to my very core
fill me with your passionate longing.
My give myself up
my all, and my everything
my life, my very being
is no longer my own
hold me in your arms
with an embrace
to last for all time
and place me as a precious gem
in your heart
as though it were a gilded cage
and I will sing forever
for joy that you wanted me
more than all the things
in this crass world
that only glitter for a season
and then like the wind
are gone

I care my love
whether  your happy  or not
for you are the most precious jewel
to ever fall to earth
a precious jewel from heave above
a beautiful star come down to earth.
Oh, earth is such a dark
and dull place
in the sight of your light and grace
come to light this dark world
and every creature
is exposed to such love and grace.
A shining light come from heaven's shore
where love shines evermore
and even the flowers sweetly sing
of the deep love that shines
from your heart
and such a death
to every evil and hard thing.
Of you the angels sweetly sing,
and I bless your lovely heart
and your lovely name
Oh, of  whom the angels
sweetly sing.

Oh, my love
how you make me so sad for this longing
for you knows no end.
Oh, I surrender to you
this poor sad and beating heart.
Oh, I abandon the wide world
for one tiny touch of your skin.
Oh, to hold you in a passionate embrace.
Oh, how your life means more to me
than my life.
How my heart is full of longing.
Swilling evermore
bursting with tears.
Oh, how my heart and poor soul
sing a sad song
when you are far away.
please come and mercy find
and let my heart
bleed its sad longing
for a love so impossible.
A form so lovely
like the flowers
that grow in the fields of heaven.
Oh, my heart sorrows,
sorrows beyond words.
Oh, lovely creature
lovely as God's only son
Oh, I willingly give
my life, my soul
from my hearts deep longing.
My heart bleeds a sad longing.
Oh, you are a haunting love song
and oh, such an impossible song
to haunt my poor beating heart.
My soul is so far away from heaven's shore
when you are gone so far from me.
Oh, without you my soul dies
never to be reborn.
Oh, let me come and taste
heaven in your arms
let me touch that bright shore.
My haunting and lovely angel
Oh, I will wait for you
all the days of eternity.
Oh, how they would seem
but a single hour.
Oh, my love for you
fills my bottomless heart.
And oh, how my love for you no angels tongue can tell.
My heart beats its sad longing.
Oh, I cay a lake of tears
for the sad longing
for you in my heart.
Oh, I shall love you
till eternities end.

Oh,  when I come
to the end of life
your name will be
the last word on my lips
for you are life to me
when I wake in the morning
you are the first thought
to pass through my mind
you are the one repeating thought
through the long day
all my thoughts and cares
are on you
I  care when you are unhappy
your sadness
hurts me to my core
you are always a song
sung by my heart
always my heart song
oh, how many thousand of times
would I have taken
you into my arms
and rocked you to sleep at night
kissed your lips
with a passion beyond passion
I see the Milky way
shimmering like diamonds
in the black velvet sky
but oh, they cannot surpass
the beauty of your soul.
The beauty of your face
puts those stars to eternal shame
oh, how I am taken by storm
enslaved by a beauty
greater than my fevered brain
could ever imagine.
Oh, I weep bitter tears
out of the bottom of my soul
out of your sweet memory
all turned bitter
because you are not
by my side.
Oh, river of bitter tears
wrung from a broken heart
and a tortured soul.
Oh, thoughts of you
follow me ever and ever
through my bitter tortured life
at night on my bed
how I toss and turn
the whole night through
and I am tortured
by nightmares of my loss of you.
Oh, scars on my tortured soul
wounds so deep.
Oh, how I long
for this bitter life to end.
Oh, I would cry unto the highest heaven
and weep a river of bitter tears
that would flow to the end
of eternity.
Oh, at the last beat of my heart
and the last breath I take
let the last word on my lips
be your name.
And let my broken
heart strings
and shattered soul
live no more.
for all meaning
vanished long age
when you slipped from my arms
and I become
but a walking dead man
and a rattling  of bones
my whole life through.

Oh, reality is not what it seems
all the world
see's the universe as a dead lifeless stone
Oh, little they do know
that it has a mind, and heart, and soul
Oh, turn from Your cold and mechanical way
open Your heart, and mind, and soul
in its heart abides a love for all things
oh, ****** all Your cares upon
the great mind
and it will bear You up
on rainbow colored wings
for we are its creatures
it gave our souls birth
in the first fires of creation
made of a flaming and congealed love
with a fire in the heart
and a fire in the brain
Oh, made as a great
and bottomless  vessel
all hollowed out by the great mind
to contain its great and unending love
of one creature for another
Oh, deep and holy fire
connects one heart with another
in an unending chain
Oh, as one little creature
is harmed
a holy and deep pain
passes from one to another
in an unending chain
Oh, to deny this is to deny the soul
and You are lost
from the lord of creation
and the precious deep places
of Your heart
Oh, the great mind
calls You back
as lover to lover
"Oh, My love return to My loving arms
Oh, how I long for Your beating heart
Oh, how the depth of Your
mind and heart
are so precious to Me
Oh, how I long to hold You
in My arms and kiss Your precious lips
for I have loved You beyond love
and passion beyond passion
Your precious heart
born in the first fires of creation".
Oh, love is life
and love is the beauty of the soul
for he who love's not
lies all in a grave
of there own creation
walking through life and believing they live
when truth
they are only
a withered bag of bones
Oh, those who never have
ever embraced
neither woman, nor man, nor child
in there loving passionate arms
never lives
and passes through life
as the walking dead.

Oh, You are such a lovely poison
lips so tinder and soft
Oh,  how You hurt Me
and leave scars upon My soul
Oh, hurt too much to bear
Oh, you are the thing most  cherished
If I could melt Your icy heart
I told You I loved You
Oh, You told Me the same
and then took those sweet words away
Oh, how You intoxicate and enslave My soul
Oh, cruel wicked angel
I  am addicted to You like a drug
intoxicated in a haze of passion
Oh, the imprint of Your limbs
Your warm and soft lips
takes Me beyond reason
where angels fear to tread
beyond the farthest star
Oh, cruel wicked lovely angel
Why do You tantalize Me so?
Oh, how Your lovely form enslaves Me
a love just beyond reach
You hurt Me so
Angel ever so lovely
Oh, I grasp at Your heart
with trembling fingers
I long to kiss You with trembling lips
Oh, such poison to My soul
a love so strong
Your haunting and angelic form so near and so far
Oh, how You enslave My poor heart beyond reason
and oh how it shall remain
forever and ever to the end of time
and evermore

Oh, You are a lovely poison
Oh, how You lay scars upon My soul
Your the one who hurts Me most of all
but Oh, how I'm the one who loves You most
Oh, How I fell for You
I fell for You like a child
You were the center of My world
the center of My soul
Oh, painful scars
scars upon My soul
Oh, I the one who loves You  most of all
and You put scars upon My soul
My heart burned like a fire
from the love in My soul
Oh, I loved You with a holy passion
that love in My soul
But Oh, You gave not a care
and put scars upon My soul
Oh, the wounds cut so deep
and put scars upon My soul
Oh, painful scars
scars upon My soul
Oh, I  the one who loves You most of all
and You put scars upon My soul
Oh, I told You I loved You
Oh, the scars upon My soul
I loved You
and You put scars upon My soul

Oh, You showed no mercy
to My soul
Oh, time stopped
and the world stopped
in its spin
Oh, the whole world
died that day
and everything in it
Oh, You are so cruel My love
but I shall always and forever
love You still
Oh, how I am crucified
by a woman's  selfish pride
and I am laid
in a cold and cruel grave
forever and evermore
till time runs its full course
and the world and time is no more
and I and the universe
dissolves like clay
and all that was
is forever no more

Oh, Your ****** frame
is a fulfillment
of a thousand nights
passed in thoughts of feverish fantasies
Oh, from the time
of the setting sun
when the stars come out to play
My thoughts are racked by thoughts of You
Oh, are an ****** dream
as would stain
some innocent and timid cheek
a hue of deep scarlet red
Oh, You give birth to such a deep desire
that I am pulled in
into your heart
Oh, there is no stronger drink
no wine that could grow
and ferment upon the vine
to intoxicate Me so
as Your hot  and fervent flesh
Oh, My heart so  ensnared
from the cast of Your net
Oh, creature on earth
can match Your intoxicating
and lovely haunting and fervent form
Oh, every fiber of My brain
is heated
into a form
into the desire
that says let all the world
do as it may
I am entranced
I abandon all its ways
I would die
a thousand deaths
suffer in a thousand ways
in whatever form
no matter what the way
just to drink from
Your lovely frame
to drink in
such a lovely form
Oh, paradise beyond comparison
such as to drive
any man far beyond madness
far beyond cure
lost! forever lost!
your beauty beyond worlds
beyond all mortal understanding
my paradise in Your lovely eyes
that outshine the sun
the intoxicating imprint
of Your limbs
Oh, all words are vain
and powerless
to tell of Your charms
and My deep love
and longing
where all words
are left far behind
and I am enslaved forever
in your loving arms.

I'm  only half a soul
Oh, I give Myself to You
take My all
My everything
take all that I have
take the heart
that beats out the time
Your love fills my very being
but oh, how my heart is breaking
I told You I loved You
You gave not a care
Oh, how it tears
the very fibers of My soul
Oh, in My dreams of You
I try to hold Your hand
hold it so tight
but You slip from Me
and vanish into
the black and inky night
Oh, how I search for You
in My feverish quest
Oh, you are torn from My grasp
and I feel so lost
like a motherless child
Oh, I cut Myself
on pieces
of My own jagged soul
Oh, the wound so deep
and the pain so sharp
from those pieces
those jagged pieces
You tore from My soul
Oh, I gave You My love
and You treated Me so unkind
Oh, let Me die
and sink to the bottom of the sea
to hide Myself
from the pain and heart ache
you caused Me to bear
far from Your loveless pride

Oh, I love You
yet forever and ever
My heart floats upon a sea of sorrow
Oh, let this crass and ignorant world
go its crass and ignorant way
with its running to and fro
never knowing a feeling of love
or any true emotion
this hopeless world in all its strife
searches in vain for an answer
How it knows not
that no answer lies in war, or money, nor fame
How it searches in vain
neither does it know nor suspect
that all its answers lie in a warm embrace
of a passionate love
of one heart holding in its self
the love of another
a bottomless burning passion
that says, " I surrender all".
Oh, how I am a worthless hopeless thing
without You
a mere sea of pain and ache
whose bottom knows no end
Oh, for without You
I know all hope is lost
and better it was
I had never been born
than see the day
I loose You
to be blinded by a sea of pain and tears
Oh, how could I then live.
Oh, I have loved You
and yet love You more still
I open My heart
I hold My arms forth
hoping for Your embrace
and You turn Your heart from Me
and I am helpless
My heart sinks with longing
You have been an elusive and exotic creature
I ask Myself everyday
Why? Oh, why Me?
Why am I always
so unworthy in Your eyes
Oh, how My soul floats upon  a sea of sorrow
Why do I remain
a source of shame in Your eyes
Oh, why am I counted
as nothing in Your eyes
A lowly worm
who crawls through the dust of the earth
but Oh,  though I am counted by You
as a thing not to be looked upon
a creature of loathing
never to be looked upon
or brought into memory
My heart in its sadness says
" I forgive all".
Oh, how far into eternity
must the days pass
and how many universes must come and go
each being born and dying in its time
before Your  cold heart can come to say
" I love You".
When all of time had run its course
Oh, how I wait the melting of Your cold heart
Oh, how I am frozen
in this block of stone
this loveless hell
This bed of stone that I lie upon
But Oh, how I shall wait
as eternity rolls
as the sun burns its self to a cinder
and the stars burn and flicker out
one by one
for without You all eternity
is but a dead thing.

I have loved
My heart has always
gone out to You
I have stood at the foot of Your bed
and watched You sleep
and always I have loved You
You have never known Me
nor cared
but You have always been
the center of My world
I see You as You walk by
and My heart sinks
for I love You.
I die a little every day
When I awake in the morning
and You are not by My side.
you are life to Me
for I cannot live without You
and You will be My death
because it is killing Me inside
that You neither know Me
nor care
please bury Me
in the darkness
at the midnight hour
far from the light of day
and write upon My tombstone
" Here lies a sad and lonely man
who had a love as deep as the sea
who shall lie here evermore
unloved and unwanted
in this cold and lonely grave".

I had never known
such a thing were possible
as I lay upon My bed
as strange and exotic things
swam through My head
as a love such as this
Oh, how I love You
My soul quakes within Me
Oh, how I am bound to you
Oh, My soul longs for You
with a deep aching longing
how My very mouth is at a loss  for words
to tell of My deep longing and love for  You
You inspire Me. A supernova of love for You
greater than the light of a million suns
Oh,  how lovely are Your flowing locks of raven hair
Your voice is as soft as the summer rain
Oh, fairest of ten thousand
You  are lovely beyond words
more than My imagination
in its wildest dreams has ever dreamed
in the heights of fancy
or in ***** intoxicated ramblings
Oh, I would tear  My self asunder
fiber by fiber
if for you I had to gain
my body and soul
is wracked by fever
an at once sweet and fervent burning fever
My heart feels its space to You as no space
My heart occupies the same space as Yours
Oh, My blood is Your blood
My heart beating in sinc
beat for beat with Yours
a chained slave to Your heart
Oh, I would die without You
My source of life cut off
as the rose dies
when the rain is no more
when clouds of heaven
shut there doors
without You
no laughter
and without You no beauty
in this world
only a sad farewell

Though You ever hurt Me
I only love You more
love beyond reason
the other half of My soul
Oh, I remember how
we once walked hand in hand
Oh, how You are a stabbing
painful knife in My heart
yet I love You evermore still
Oh, deep inside My heart
My soul cries out in pain
how it bleeds for You
for if without You I belong not
then no place in this world can I call home
Oh, You are life for Me
and without You
only a living and walking death remains
Oh, love for You flows in My veins
without You My veins are but day and hollow
and My life is as day and lifeless
as the bones of a skull
that has lain in a desert a thousand years
only Your love can bring Me back to life
and return My heart to beating
My love for You is pure
as a wine aged centuries old
Oh, I would suffer
a pain wracked body for You My love
impaled upon a stake of pine
as My blood flows down to the ground
and stains  the wood scarlet red
for You I would drain
every drop of blood
from My veins
till they are all hollow
and dusty dry
without You let Me lie
in a small and narrow box so dark
entombed in the icy ground
as its cold chill stills
the blood in My veins
a cold and dark thing
that once had heart and mind
who once had hope of love
and heaven's bright shore
but who now lies forever
in this cold icy ground
a lone icy hell
separated from your love
forever and evermore

Oh, how I yearn
for Your electric touch
Your soothing touch
that says, " all is well with the world."
Oh, when I look into Your soft eyes
it seems that My heart will explode
for Your touch
I would wait a million years
or travel to the far ends of the universe
Oh, I would walk through the fiery pit
just to gaze into Your eyes
those soft deep black eyes
Oh, how they contain mysteries
beyond understanding
Oh, how My heart is tied to Yours
Your heart the very hub of the universe
without You the world would be a loveless place
Oh, of love You are the source and the keeper
how You are the very source of life
without You I would be but a dead lifeless thing
more machine than man
only going through the meaningless motions of life
eat this! drink that!
and to what end?
with Your every kiss, and every touch
You bring me to life
a new birth every time I look into Your eyes
and with every touch my heart is inflamed
Oh, how You hold me in the palm of Your hand
You my love. The meaning of all.
Oh,  You are the reason I live
for without You
the light would fade from My eyes
and My heart would be only a dull mechanical thing

Is the universe unbegotten?
can one say that some great mind
did not calculate the width
and breathed of the universe
of the stars that circle through the sky
of  Orion as he makes his way
on his nightly hunts
of worlds too many
for the mind to comprehend
of nightmare worlds
where manlike scorpions  battle to death
to worlds populated  with cities
made from shimmering light
more lovely than any man
has ever imagined
of galaxies that blow themselves apart
of planets where dinosaurs yet roam
who made the colors of the world
put the blue in the sky
and the fire in the sun?
Oh, the elements have a secret language
I have often in a half awake haze
heard them chattering back and forth
as I lay with My head upon My pillow
Oh, who can decipher their tiny beeps  and buzzes
each but a cell in a great brain
one who says gravity is thus and thus
and no greater
one who sees without eyes
the evil man
and thinks, "I know Your ways!".
who sees a secret loving act and remembers
one who space and time cannot contain
but who contains space and time within himself
who made the worlds out of sheer joy
and sang the heavens into being
one of whom our joy is his joy
and our sorrow his sorrow
for whom ever beat of a heart matters
every tear counted
and to who our every thought
is as an earthquake
all are connected in him
all are one
our pain every man's pain
and in our love every man shares

Oh, love is the food of the soul
and music its drink
Oh, if I could sing a song
I would sing of You
of how the life of My soul
dances to the beat of your heart
that there is nothing you do not love
Oh, My loneliness is a desert
Oh, such a forlorn desert
without your love
I would be without hope without You
oh, what pain
so many miles You are gone from Me
every mile a stab of pain to the heart
Oh, but how I can feel your heart beating still
Oh, how to My soul and Your soul
mile do not exist
at night I walk with You in My dreams
Oh, I see your face in My dreams
and then I wake without You
but My soul is still with You
you and Me hand in hand
our hearts connected
like invisible threads
running from My heart to Yours
Oh, for where love is miles are not

Oh, I once had a love
that I loved beyond love
Oh, My heart did sing
for the love of such a one
Oh, such a love of which the angels sing
to love such a love
there were no bounds
My heart could not reach
but Oh! ever Eden has its Serpent.
Once upon a walk
just to feel the cool air upon her brow
she strayed into the wild dark woods
and fell amongst a troop of hellish fiends
Oh, sons of darkness all
with cruel and wicked ways
with a heart darker than the blackest night
Oh, with a dark and evil laugh
and glowing red eyes
she was pressed so sore
and come to grief
amongst those hellish fiends
"Oh, I pray You".
I  beseeched those hellish fiends
" let My sweet love walk free
in the fresh and cool night air
with a fresh soft breeze
to caress her brow"
Oh, no cried those hellish fiends
like for like You must give
let blood for blood be Your pay
so I gave Myself over to those hellish fiends
Oh, so My sweet love could walk among the cool night air
she who I loved with a love more than love
Oh, a life so precious
as a jewel in God's crown
Oh, how those hellish fiends
took My flesh to tear
with joint pulled and torn from joint
My flesh they burnt
Oh, pain beyond pain
to much to bare
Oh, how through and through My body
they ****** spears and polls
then upon My head
they placed a crown of thorns
and from every thorn
a drop of poison did fall
a poison so vile
the flesh it did rot
Oh, they hung Me between heaven and earth
stretched upon a painful eternity
Oh, in My pain and despair
I gazed upon the heavens
upon Orion as he slowly made his way
across the night sky
and the Pleiades as they sparkled
like diamonds in the night sky
as tears of pain and woe
from My eyes did flow
Oh, My thoughts fell upon You
My sweet love
My all
Oh, happy thoughts of You
made My tears cease to flow
as I hung stretched out upon a painful eternity
happiness I found a last
to know in the cool free night air
You remain
and I realized
that there's no cure for love

Oh, My phantom of desire
like a dream
come down to earth
if only Your wild heart
and mine beat as one
music for the ages
as an endless symphony of desire
Oh, heavenly desire
My very heart's hope
to hold You in an endless dance
as our limbs entwine and entwine
as our hearts pour out
endless silent music
an unknown silent language
only our two hearts can speak
as heart calls out to heart
Oh, let Me linger in your kiss
a thousand years
and yea linger still
oh, love more then love
let us live we two
in our private universe
in passions embrace
as we slowly turn
and roll and spin
a slow motion dance
as lips embrace
in an endless silent song
Oh, our passion is a slow fire
hot enough to melt
the strongest steel
Oh, let us dance
this passionate embrace
to outlast all the days
of eternity

If I were to live
a thousand years
learn the name
of every bird and rock
and tree
learn the cypher
to every unknown thing
Oh, how dark
would that unknown country
still be to Me
Oh, mystery of mysteries
Oh, what the cypher?
What the key?
how Your heart beats
out a rhythm
all unknown
Oh, Your face
mystery all unread
Oh, is there a love
that lives for Me
in Your mysterious soul
Oh, darkest of continents
heart of all darkness
all untrod and unread
mysterious wild creature
beating in the dark
Oh, do You hold in your unknown embrace
a cup of mercy
to be poured out for Me?
or a cup
of loveless numbing poison?
Oh, how I wish
You would come hither
and end this foolish madness
Oh, how long I have hoped
to lay My head
upon Your breast
to listen to Your beating heart
unravel the mystery
sealed by God
at the moment
of the universes fiery creation
Oh, the ocean is so shallow
compared to Your heart
Oh, heart
how I fear You!
fear Your mystery
revealed
make it swift
Oh, please make it swift!
if it is My door to despair!
Oh, though My love be hopeless
or though our love be the door
to eternal delight
it shall forever shine in the darkness
to lift You up if you ever fall
as the sun shines in the darkness
to give its to the world below
though You love Me
yes or no
you shall always remain
the reason
that I live and hope and pray

Oh, how bitter it is
the grief when two souls
as by invisible threads
is torn apart by death's bony fingers
Oh, the tear is never clean
it always carries away
part of the soul with
happy moments turned upside down
Oh, but how painful by far
when one loves
and is never loved in return
Oh, the sleepless nights
and trembling heart
Oh, bitter cup
that holds a wine turned so bitter
the icy chill that blows
through the heart and soul
as though bitten by the head
of a cold blooded viper
with its inhuman unblinking stare
a cold poison flowing in the veins
the soul that wishes
its eternal death
Oh, insurmountable wall
Oh, the cold grief
as though
you are a worthless thing
all covered with filth
nay, a thing of worthless filth
Oh, what a hopeless prayer
"Return My love to Me."
the pit of the loveless ******
Oh, sharper than the sharpest sword
Oh, the counting of days
and the impatient longing
to sleep the eternal sleep
to cover the soul
with a dark eternal blanket
eternal oblivion forevermore
to melt the ice in Your soul

They say that the Universe
is made of dead things
that it has neither heart nor soul
that it doesn't matter if a child starves
that force is the law and rule
the fool has had his say
Oh, the Universe has a mind
and a soul
the stars look down and know
every deed of good
and every deed of evil
Oh, the earth feels the plow
and the air counts
every breath You take
throughout the vast
and distant universe
there lies a luminous
and mystic aura
for love pervades the universe
from end to end
Oh, what a vast vault
of memory it has
Oh, what vast mind of God
born from a vast fire
Oh, the vastness of love
fills God's mind
each joined to each
in an invisible embrace
waiting to be consummated
with love
Oh, grief is the dark side of love
Oh, grieve not the mind of God
Oh, self crucifixion
a life time to pay
grief for grief
Oh, the flesh driven think they know
the mind of God
"thou shall not"
being the rule of the day
Oh, how little they know
the only son shed his blood for grace
not for a haughty self righteous glance
Oh, how the flower loves the sun
and the earth loves the grass
that lives upon it
and My heart beats in rhythm
with Yours
unknown by You
Oh, what a flaming and magic
invisible bridge connects the two
only known by My heart
and a knowing God
Oh, bound together by the invisible
strands of love
that pass from My heart to Yours
like tiny invisible threads

you broke the chains
that bound My heart
Oh, I once could not love
the world treated Me so unkind
for I once thought
it was each man for his own
each man an island in the sea
and let Your starving neighbor be
then Your love shone upon My brow
I then saw that each poor helpless creature
was part of Myself
and how to see such poor ones suffer
that rends My heart in two
for there was not a thing
You did not love
Oh, to see the universe
through Your eyes
is to look through the windows of love
Oh, You were an angel
sent from heaven
like the pure light of  the only son
Oh, an angel sent from heaven
Oh, sweet scented rose
he who made You
made not a mortal woman
but a thing higher than the things
of this world
a soul heaven sent
how Your flesh intoxicates as a wine
as a well aged wine
in the full of its time
Oh, your honey sweetness
earthly men cannot imagine
but only think half born thoughts
oh, woman who is more than a woman
I know You come from a realm above
this poor earthbound world
Oh, when I look into Your eyes
I see what the only son would be
if a women he were born
Oh, Your frame was so fair
your touch so soft
You were bound for this earth
not to remain
Oh, what a sad day
when the angels from heaven
flew down to take Your hand
and whisper in Your ear
"On this sad base earth
thou cannot remain
for this dark base earth
would only be pain to thee"
Then Your soul mounting up
on rainbow colored wings
took its leave of this dull and base earth
and to a brighter realm You flew away
Oh, so lovely and delicate
You were never meant for this earth
like some angelic thing
blown off course to the earth below
but oh I am sadder than any
mortal can ever know
for once such beauty tasted
nothing on earth can satisfy
such a longing
for a rose so fair
and so kind
like a young rose
first burst forth
the first dew covered rose of spring
Oh, I know now
I can never die too soon
for I know
what awaits Me
in the world beyond

Oh, they say that the opposite of love
is hate
Oh, I know its not so
for who has not hated and loved
a thing at the same time
for the opposite of love to never love
Oh, it is the deadliest poison
a silver bullet aimed at My heart
Oh, what a dark and cold thing
is more deadly than to love
and then to receive only the cold and dark in return
Oh, what a cold and slimy snake
with its unblinking inhuman eyes
would encircle My heart
squeezing ever tighter and tighter
with every thought that You love Me not
of the ice and cold in Your heart
Oh, how You hold the power of life
and of death
over the life of My soul
Oh, how can I live without You?
You who would melt Me in Your lovely eyes
Oh, the heart stops the clock
for want of an answer to
"Do You love Me?"
and with its answer the heart
and the clock ticks on
to pleasure or woe
Oh, My eternity is in Your hands My love
Oh, You are such a lovely and sacred thing to My soul
how one slight touch of Your skin
is sacred
Oh, nexus of the universe
Oh, how brighter and more lovely than all the angels
how Your bright eyes shine with power
to bring to life by shining down Your love
or destroy by taking it away
surly You must be some ancient goddess
born in the fires of creation
Oh, how I worship You oh goddess
Oh, the worlds and galaxies that can be seen in Your eyes
Oh, to look into Your face
is to forever lose My soul
Oh, how I am condemned to a hopeless and blessed love
Oh, I plead for Your love
as though it were a final judgement
Oh, goddess shine down Your love
on this forlorn and desperate creature
My body...My soul...My all
is not My own
Oh, You the most precious gem the universe
shine down on Me in love
and let all not be lose

Oh, as I lay upon My bed
in the midnight hour
thoughts of You pass through My head
Oh, a phantom of you dances before Me
you are so near and yet so far
those words I'd wish I'd said
a desperate fever takes hold of Me
Oh, how to make you mine?
Oh, how to let You know
that you mean the world to Me?
I toss and turn the whole night through
time passes oh so slowly
the clock ticks at a snail's pace
tomorrow! tomorrow!
Oh, what do I do? what do I say?
I struggle with words in My head
what if the wrong words do not come?
and I lose You forever?
unbearable this timeless agony
Oh, better to just come and say My mind
then if from You I'm parted
life and rime and reason
have lost there meaning
better to die than face that lifeless life
Oh, My sweet tormenter
You have made Me lose all reason
Oh, how you have crucified My heart!
suspended between heaven and earth
in a timeless agony
I stumble over words with stammering lips
Oh, I will pursue You forever
if a fool I am
than a fool I shall ever be
Oh,how all life and limb
are as nothing to Me
for who can bear this timeless agony
and the torture of the snail's pace clock
for You are life to Me
and so Myself and heart revealing
I place all online
like the men who bled and died
upon thermopyae's sands
Oh, how You hold My life
and soul in Your hands

Oh, I am a harp
and Your fingers run along
the strings of my heart
oh, how you can play
a symphony of love upon My heart
you are the musician
that plays upon the strings of My heart
Oh, You can take Me where no one else can
to lands and worlds unimagined
Oh, to places were centaurs reside
and mermaids sweetly sing
down a soft enchanted and romantic path
You take me through fields of fire
how I feel the fervent heat
of your passion
through a night flight
over a deep blue enchanted sea
Oh, I see heaven and hell in your embrace
and all the worlds in between
oh, let us leave this low and mean world behind
and sail away through the distant starry skies
to live in a world so sublime
in a world where mermaids sing
and love forever builds towers of hope
of a life in Your forever embrace
and of your love never lost
but always found
and I can lay with You
under stars that shine down
a sacred mystic light
in a land where love is always found
and never lost