Oh, You are such a one
as You can only meet in a thousand lifetimes
such a one who gave birth
to an ancient war
upon Troy's legendary shore
or the one of who the bard wrote
that enslaved the heart
of the Montagues'  fairest flower
Oh, You are as close to Me
as the very breath I take
Oh, I can feel Your heart
beating in My chest
two hearts beating as one
to a single rhythm
as each to each by love do entrance
Oh, our lives are as two rivers
as they meet and flow into one
Oh, I throw all care far away
and caution to the four winds
Oh, let the wild savage wind
carry it where it may
though My inner eye were opened
and I could plainly see
in days to come
as I climbed a gallows
as high as an endless sky
to My certain doom
Oh, I could neither turn left nor right
in My hapless life's plight
by the breath of a hair
though it forever stilled My heart
if by that I knew
from Me You would be forever lost
Oh, You are the one
for which My poor heart beats
for without You
it would beat only in vain
as though it were
some soulless mechanical thing
though I were to pass
ten thousand years
in the same mortal coil
I would never find
one who has your face and arms
arms to hold me
so tightly in your soft embrace
that says in unspoken words
Oh, I love You...I love You... I love You!
forever and evermore

We two drink
form the lovers cup
of, the red of Your blood
and the red of mine
joined in love are we two
Oh, our passion turns the soul
to a scarlet hue
Oh, our passion does
stain our flesh as red as wine
Oh, that lovely and loving intoxication
our souls each other do possess
and live together in a world of there own
Oh, material men their money do count
and all the world after it does pursue
Oh, how all the world a fool thus be
for if the world did taste
the scarlet red wine of passion
as though an ardent and living scarlet red river
did run through it
men would know no need
to shed there souls blood
and wither like some dead and dying tree
and bleed themselves dry drop by drop
in eternal conflict and rancor
Oh, how the world has gone blind
and forgotten the very tree of life
Oh, how the young men water the grass
and leaves of the trees with there bodies red wine
all but in vain
all to a mother's aged pain
but We My true love are wiser by far
who know that no rancor do profit
in the long run if life
that love is the beauty of the soul
and out scarlet passion the very life of the soul
oh, ancient and aged men
grown old from the weary counting of coin
and reading the hollow religion
from there ancient dust covered book
" Oh, pleasure is sin
and pain is virtue."
Oh, to so dry your bones
and wither Your soul
for the only son died not
for the writing of an ancient dust covered book
for  the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul as a sacred cup
to hold the sacred scarlet wine of passion
an ardent living and knowing wine
Oh, arise with Me My sweet and precious love
and come away with Me
to a world by ancient and aged men unknown
and drink the wild and sacred nectar of passion
till this foolish world
does melt away like snow
and creation made new
and every creature does see
that the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul to burn like the sun
in an ardent and everlasting passion

Oh, thoughts of You
are ever with Me
I hold You in My beating heart
You are as close to Me
as My very breath
Oh, how can I forget You My love
You give Me the strength to live My life
Oh, You have always been My deepest longing
When I sleep I dream of You
and when I wake I think of You
you are a dream that I long to dream
in all My waking hours
and when I wake I am so sad
to leave that lovely fantasy
Oh, You are a phantom of desire
there is a burning in My soul
that burns so brightly with My thoughts of You
an ardent desire lives in My heart
a love as old as time
and as young as a new born babe
Oh, I wish to plumb the depths of Your soul
why are You such a sparkling gem?
your mysteries are as deep as the sea
what gives Your pretty face its smile
and puts that twinkle in Your eye?
I am amazed
when You say My name
what tiny room in Your brain, in Your soul
held that name and brought it forth?
what makes You hold My hand?
and the love You feel?
Oh, mystery of mysteries
Oh, You are such a work of art!
such as a renaissance artist could never make
what Da Vinci could draw those lips
and what Michelangelo could paint those twinkling eyes
Oh, You are such a thing
as dreams are made of
such a beautiful unearthly dream
and You say, " But why do You love Me?
and not another?"
Oh, heaven and hell
and all the worlds in between
are within You
though I were to live
a hundred thousand years
I would have only begun to learn
what makes You You and not some other
Oh, You are beyond comparison
mystery to end all mysteries
Oh, My lovely dream
My phantom of unending desire
My soul is captured by You
I am drawn to You
as a moth to a flame
Oh, You are are My only and last desire
You My impossible dream
Oh, You are such a vision of delight
as though it were some drug induced haze
Oh, I cannot bear the thought
of Me without You
Oh, for such a bitter pain
as though it were a stone
scrapping against skinless flesh
Oh, such an impossible bitter love
to make Me think such thoughts
Oh, My love reject Me not
and condemn Me to such a bitter pain
kiss Me with a kiss of pure steel
and hold Me in an eternal embrace
and let Me live in Your arms
as the ages roll
and our love outlast eternity

Oh, do the angels cry in the dark?
in a world without love
made by a God with a loveless heart
Oh, I look upon the dark
and sad things of this world
a blind girl
sings a lovely song
a motherless child
cries over her mother's grave
all the starving and lonely people
who shiver in the cold
Oh, My heart is broken in two
and sings a sad song
a song of hopelessness  
for a world made by a God
with a loveless heart
Oh, but with one kiss from You
upon My heavy brow
the world is transformed
hope is born in the world anew
and I know
no angel ever cried in the dark
in a world bereft of a father's love
your love has brought the dead
and withered rose back to life
Your love is a fire
that warms the earth
and makes the flowers grow
Oh, my darling
from Me hide not your love
for then the world
is but a dead and dying thing
that was better left unmade
by a cruel and unloving God
who loves the dark and hates the light
and I am doomed to die
a cold and cruel
and heartless death
as the angels cry in the dark
and the impossible yearning to kiss Your lips
so lovely as the first dawn of creation
is as bitter and cold
as a northern icy wind
and a poison to My soul
and I die unloved and ungrieved
by Your loveless heart
and a creator who loves the dark
and hates the light
and a cold loveless wind
blows across My grave
forever
as the angels cry in the dark

Oh, I lay in an enchanted slumber
visions of phantasy and wonder
visions of You
dance in My head
come from the depths of My soul
You come like a night mist
from the world of shadows
My dark and lovely angel
Oh, You live on the dark side of love
a dark haunting dream world
as dark as velvet
and as soft as silk
from Your heart
from the passion of Your soul
I feel Your fire
a desire from the dark
depths of your soul
Oh, a sweet fragrant mist
fills the air
come from the depths
of your warm and soft
black velvet soul
Oh, My head is filled with ****** fantasies
they fill My soul
and dance before My inner eyes
in My head upon My bed
Oh, creature
Oh, My phantom of desire
You come from the dark and distant shores
of My lonely and desperate soul
succubus mine!
you are a haunting melody
from ages past
like a haunting song
sung beside some ancient Celtic fire
Oh, how I remember You
I have known You through ages past
always a haunting vision
Oh, My soft and lovely haunting vision
Oh, You have always been the life of My soul
Oh, you are a fire that never dies
My love for You will never die
Oh, I breath in Your soft
and fragrant  mystic love
it comes with the first dying of the sun's rays
as I lay My head upon My bed
you are the first twinkling star
of the soft and sacred night
Oh, You are some sweet and sacred Celtic angel
You have lived through ages past
and You will live in My heart forever and evermore
Oh, I search for You
with My waking eyes
and I shall search for You forever and ever
till I come to Your sweet sacred land
past the sun and moon
and the endless stars
on a bridge to forever till I come to the sacred shadows
of the dream land where you reside
and fly with you sacred Celtic angel
endlessly through the starry
sacred night skies.

Oh, you will be the death of Me
I do not care
before I met you love
I  thought only of Me
do I have enough food
do I have enough water
then I found You
on My door step shivering
in the cold
a skinny little thing
My heart went out to You
for who could condemn
such a lovely creature
with such dark and lovely
haunting eyes
such loveliness I had never seen
I took you in
and warmed You by My fire
calmed your fears
and wrapped You in
the finest silk
I was captured on that day
taken by storm
Oh, I had never known
that it was better
to love than be loved
My heart and soul came alive
Oh, You were such a
fragile little thing
and there in was Your strength
Oh, I fell for You like a child
Oh, I shall never be free
form Your soft and gentle  eyes
Oh, You are My drug
that takes Me to such heights
of love's delight
Oh, You have brought My soul to life
You took Me in from
this cruel and heartless world
kissed My brow
and showed Me
what love really means.

Oh, I am undone
how the universe falls apart
You once spoke to Me
So happily
and so lovingly
what ill wind
has changed Your heart
You once swore we would
never part
I weep
as My soul weeps
once My soul was filled with music
a symphony of love
composed just for You
all nature seems to weep
as I set here on this cold bench
in this for that chills Me
to My bones
no more light and gay music
no more Your sweet kiss
or Your sweet breath
oh, let death take Me away
if I cannot reside in Your
warm and lovely arms
then let death hold Me
in his boney hands
and I will ride with him
on a chariot to the underworld
when we met
You were so warm
and so loving
but as time went by
the blood in Your veins grew cold
a dark spirit possessed You
and a dark shadow seemed
to pass in front of Your face
Oh, Your eyes grew dark and cold
in the breath that was so warm
there is now a frosty chill
and I am sick in My soul
You passed from the light
to shadow
there was once not a living thing
You did not love
and now your every word
is I, and I and I
Oh, dig My grave
and dig it deep
Oh, I see that the universe
has no soul
it is only a mechanical thing
a great watch ticking off the time
and nothing more.

Lips of red
with the taste
of cherry wine
eyes that shine
like jewels in the sky
I said a prayer
to dear heaven above
Oh, let the rose
give its soft love to Me
jewels that shine
like diamonds in the sky
shine down on Me
please heaven above
let me taste
your lips so red
goddess of love
shine Your love down on Me
precious rose
shine your love down on Me
lips that taste like wine
a precious intoxication
eyes of love that shine on Me
skin so soft
night of adventure
a night ride
through the soft night air
a soft struggle in the night
like Jacob
all through the night
a struggle to bind
two souls together
I with You
and You with Me
two lives find there meaning
ended now
are old days of decay
I give thanks
for heaven's delight
for our soft struggle
like Jacob in the night
revealed to Me this night
heaven's love
and heaven's delight
Oh, rejoice
for heaven's love
has kissed
and washed away
days of decay
washed all pain away
I rejoice in love's delight
souls that were two
souls that are one
loves through the night
till the night is done

Oh, I am past cure
this love. this passion
haunts My fevered brain
Oh, insanity! insanity!
My love for You
has driven Me mad
My dreams upon My pillow
My daily thoughts
are as a madman's are
Oh, thoughts of Your absence
are as thoughts of death
Oh, You are My very beginning and end
existence? what meaning does it have?
without You in it
Oh, it is impossible to believe
that You are a mortal woman
I have known You ages before
in some other life
You were the lover
who rejected Me
My mother when I was
a sickly child
a dancing girl
upon a table at an inn
and seeing You
My heart was enslaved by You
and I held Your memory My life long
when I was wounded in battle
You were the woman
who nursed Me to health
You have always been mistress
of My heart
Oh, the world would be empty
without You
You inflame My fevered brain
Oh, You are like a love song
that sticks in My mind
repeating its haunting words
over and over till the end of time
You are a theme song played upon My heart
Oh, if that song were ever stilled
I would die of shock
and a great loneliness  
a deadly silence would fill My soul
and I would die and be no more
You are the life and rhythm of My soul
the moon and sun rise
and the stars twinkle
to the sound of My soul
in love with You
Oh, who can follow
My memories of You
back through all the nameless
and forgotten time
to when God conceived all that was
in his great mind
I know not, nor do I care
all that matters
is that I am Yours
and You are mine
Oh, give Me this My love
and I can rest in My bless
for all eternity
rest in unspeakable joy
as the ages roll

Oh, I took a walk
through the dark streets of London town
all alone without a care
Oh, it was a dark
and misty night
when I spied a form
lovely in shape
a form
as lovely as could be
like some angelic form
come down to earth
how I was at a loss
to approach You
I could not resist
I placed a hand
on Your soft and lovely shoulder
" Miss You should never be alone"
You turned
I was taken by surprise
a haunting form
and a haunting face
as soft and lovely
as the dark and sacred moonlit night
a fire burned in Your eyes
as bright as a thousand suns
yet as soft as the butterflies wing
a wicked passion
a wicked hunger love
that says, " I want more and more
without measure".
It seemed to fill the whole universe
Oh, mortal woman
or spirit come from the earth below
or the heavens above
somehow I knew
You were not heaven born
Oh, then I knew
heaven I shall never see
they all say
"heaven is  the place of pleasure"
"heaven is the place of delight"
Oh, they lie. they lie.
I  saw hell in Your eyes
Oh, woman or demon
master of My soul
Your soft cool touch
makes Me feel eternally alive
Oh, to what ever heaven or hell
or underworld
or seat of the gods there be
to hold You in My arms
is My only desire
My only reason for being
no creature like You before
ever lived
Oh, goddess of My soul
be You woman or devil
or ghost or some
fiend in the night
You are My only, My all
Oh, I will hold Your
soft dark lovely form
in My heart
forever

You are in My blood
an angel of desire
oh, phantom of My dreams
you come like a mist in the night
to haunt My dreams
you whisper in My ear
mysteries that no mortal
has ever known
like beads suspended
on threads of pure silk
and scarlet in hue
stained red as wine
stained red with Your passion
a never ending fever
as dark and soft
as the everlasting sacred night
My heart can never let You go
abuse Me and mock Me
call Me a fool
and a fool I shall ever be
You have become
a fire in My blood
a succubus upon My bed
You lay upon My chest
You press upon My soul
You take Me where angels
fear to tread
I give You My body
I give You My soul
oh, I cannot free Myself
from Your passionate embrace
Oh, in My dreams
I walk with You
where the angels
fear to tread
Oh, My angel of desire
You are a burning fire
in My soul
When I awake
all My strength is gone
gone with You
like with a dark
and everlasting succubus
Oh, You feed on My soul
My dark love
and I on Your love
oh, I reject the love
of the light of day
with You I will ride
to worlds of endless love
suspended in a void
of dark passion
Oh, You are My lovely
vampire succubus angel
let this darkness never end
this soft dark and passionate world
forever and ever
My sweet vampire lover.

Oh, do You remember
long ago
down the halls of  memory
when I was a jester
and you were a queen?
Oh, how I put on a happy face
and sang and danced
and juggled
to the tinkling sound of bells
Oh, I could never tell You
of the world You meant to Me
I sang as my heart was breaking
Oh, how I pined My life away
drop by drop
I died unknown and unremembered
by You
in that life so long ago
like a half remembered dream
Oh, do You remember
when I was a reed
and You were a swan
the wind blew
its gentle breath
as I sang to You
and bowed down
to Your lovely form
and then You spread
Your lovely wings and flew away
and left Me so forlorn
as the wind blew
with its cold breath
and I sang a sad song
for a love unborn
in that life so long ago
down the halls of memory
like a half forgotten song
Oh, I remember
when I was a flower
and You a butterfly
and You fluttered by
in Your bright and lovely colors
Oh, you flew with Your lovely wings
among My leaves
and rested your soft
and delicate feet on My petals
as You enslaved Me in a hopeless love
that I knew which was all lost
then You spread Your soft and lovely wings
and flew away
in that life long ago
like a half remembered dream
it haunts Me still
Oh, do You remember
in a life long ago
like a half remembered dream
You were a rose
and I a clod of clay
Oh, you spread Your roots
through me
and with My body joined
I fed you with My very body
and with a love so deep
I know not how to tell
then a lovely lady came
and plucked You away
Oh, a pain so deep
I know not how to tell
in that half remembered dream
so long ago
Oh, if time is a river
and eternity the sea
Oh, whenever will out hearts meet
in a love
that would outlast eternity
Oh, if time were a river
as it flows down to the sea
Oh, give Your love to Me
before the river reaches the sea
and You will be lost from Me
for all eternity

My soul is stained
scarlet red
scarlet red with the passion
of the blood that flows
through heart and brain and bone
You My love inflame every inch of My being
Oh, how I am lost without You
I am filled with a delirious longing
Oh, the words I cannot find
I search and search
and tear the flesh of My brain asunder
I search the deep parts of My soul
My very being
to find words that will not come
though I had the tongues
of ten thousand angels
I could not find
the words I search for
so desperately
Oh, I am desperate for
that haunting word
on the tip of My tongue
that sacred word
that would tell of the depth of My love
that the depths of hell
and the heights of heaven
is neither more deep
nor as great
as My love for You
if You love me not My angel
take a blade sweet love
and still my beating heart
a release from My agony
however You hurt Me
My sweet love
I only love You more
then let Me lie
in the cold and dark
of the earth for evermore
a poor unloved
forgotten
and failed soul
who exist
nevermore

Though Your soul
may be scarlet in hue
though You may have
committed sins without number
I pledge My love to You
with the scarlet
of My blood
let it flow
into a cup
this blood of life
My life
I give to You
Oh, I have searched
for a love such as You
if not You
Oh, where do I find her
through this wide world
I could walk
till the skin left My feet
and blood for them did flow
I could dive to the bottom of the sea
or climb to the top of the sky
search for a million years
and down the halls of forgotten time
and never find such a one as You
I give to You
I seal My poor beating heart
Oh, without You
I am like a motherless child
take this My love
as I pour out this cup
of My blood scarlet in hue
a pledge to the gods
for all immortal time
If you cease to love Me
let the sun no longer shine
and the flesh fall from My bones
and I become the dust for which I came
when I walk upon the silent
sacred forest
I hear a sacred song
only My and Your heart
can hear
let our life be as one
My dear love
Oh, how I long for Your
sacred love
no creature
in all eternity
has ever been so blessed
by a goddess
of such a soft flaming fire
a fire of love
Oh, bright goddess
let Me remain
in Your embrace
let love drip
from Your heart into mine
Oh, life to My soul
Your love is a mystery
Your love is a song
a song of ages past
and ages to come
Oh, I worship You
Oh, goddess
goddess of love
goddess of My soul
To You I pledge
this love to ever be true

I cry
for the tender word
left unspoken
take My heart
as a token
of My deep longing
Oh, the universe
dies before My eyes
without Your embrace
and all of nature
has a color and hue
of death
Oh, My heart
returns to the grave
without Your embrace
from which You raised
it to life
by Your sweet smile
and the love that dripped
from You heart
onto My grave
a poor dead thing
without You My love
My sweet angel
let Me return
to a pile
of dry and dead
and withered  bones
Oh, the world is so cruel
It steals
the thing cherished most
let My blood freeze in My veins
or run as a red river
fate curses Me
cursed before My birth
Oh, that night
that a man child was born
let it not see the sun
forever in night
without Your love
and Your embrace
all the world is dead to Me
I the love of the only son cannot redeem
without Your embrace
death has conquered  the world.
for Me
there can be no glad tidings
every man
and every woman
I see is but
a walking bag of bones
Oh, the butterflies
that flew so gaily
there wings have all turned to grey
at night I dream of Your face
a beautiful dream
how, Oh how do I live without You
the soft wind
as it blows through the trees
reminds Me of Your sweet breath
the loving word
You whispered to Me
how it made the world
so bright and gay
Oh, I pray sweet love
let not
an ill wind
blow its icy breath
through My soul
and My bones
Oh, the grave is a deep place
and it calls to Me
when I am lost
from Your embrace
Oh, let the cold north wind
blow not on our love
the world that seems
so bright and lovely
would be but a skeleton
of its former self
nature weeps
the tears of the trees
are on the leaves
and a cold tear
flows down
flows down the face
of a cold stone angel
nature sings its sad song
a song of nevermore
never again with Me
cast Me not aside
Oh, My sweet love
for My soul's forsaken
on that day
it shall die
and I will remain
in My sad cold
grave forever.

Your love
is a drug
the fire that flows through
My veins
like a drug
opens up
the windows of My soul
Oh, I can see eternity
Oh, the worlds I see
the worlds!
and the stars and the suns
they are moved
by the power of Your love
as soft as a summer rain
as strong as steel
as cool as the evening mist
Your love is real
more real than anything else in the universe
it pours out
its endless and bottomless
treasures
I am filled with a lovely pain
a pain that says
enough! enough!
of Me
Oh, I am worthless
an exposed thing
in the full light
of Your love
beyond My understanding
how can You love
one as unlovely as I?
Oh, I am a deformed thing
exposed to the blinding light
of Your love
You are perfect
of line and symmetry
you are filled with an inner glow
Oh, the light of Your love
glows like the light of a thousand suns
a shimmering radiant galaxy
and I poor half formed creature
of the shadows
I slink through the world
on all fours
how could You have such
love and grace
like God's only son
My innocent loving angel
You tell Me
" Innocent not I
for I give My love freely
to what creature come
to what creature may"
You give of Your love
overflowing
it flows from its bottomless store
oh, how could You love
such an ugly half formed creature
such as I
as the only son
opened his veins for all
You open the endless wellspring
of Your heart and Your soul
You are perfect beyond compare
no creature
ever drew breath
on earth
or in the heaven's above
who had such
grace and love
as You
you are beautiful My love
beyond compare                                                          ­         
the angels are such ugly and unlovely things
in Your compare
Your love was before
the universe was born
and shall remain
when it dies
out of Your heart comes
endless treasures
untold
beyond worlds
beyond compare
and I half formed creature
can only sit and wonder
at a mystery
kept by the ages
and wonder forever
and evermore.

The life of My soul
dances to the music
of You heart
it dances to a breathless excitement
a quickening rhythm
how your flesh burns Me
not the heat of a harsh flame
but with a burning warmth
heat from Your raging passionate blood
under Your skin
Your sweat
like a sticky perfume
so sweet
I dance to this breathless
excitement
You call out My name
and I Yours
in tender whispers
this dance of love
let it know no ending
let the sun vanish
let it never rise again
let Me never see
the light of day
like an eternal vampire
who forever lives in night
oh, the angels
can have there heaven
I see now
it is but a dull
and worthless thing
how Your sweat
seeps into My pores
an intoxicating potion
I am enslaved
by the taste
of Your sweat
on the tip of My tongue
You have become
My universe
My soul
My very soul
dances to the rhythm
of Your heart
Oh, the music of Your heart
Speaks of mysteries
that  no creature
ever knew
since
creation began
the universe
is but a wavering phantom
and only You
My love are real.

I call out Your name
Oh, I call out Your name
that lovely sound
on the tip of My tongue
come to me My sweet love
My heart flies from Me
as Your name echos
through My mind
like a haunting song
so lovely
a million angels
could not sing
could not sing a song so sweet
as that lovely name on the tip
of My tongue
that sweet song
of only one word
I will sing throughout
all eternity
oh, the angels in heaven
would feel unworthy
to bare a name as lovely
Oh, a living fire
is carried on that name
a name
the angels are unworthy to sing
oh, the name the angels
cannot sing
how My heart flies away
flies from  My chest
into God's starry night sky
oh, it searches in vain
How My soul feel's such pain
searching for a name
carried by a creature
so lovely
the angels dare not name
oh, I am lost without You
without You
I could never sing
such a name.

As I lay upon My bed
I am haunted by a feverish dream
Your lovely haunting form
dances before Me
Oh, how I pursue Your shadow
down a dark mystic  and foggy lane
I call  out Your name
Oh, My distress
You are a haunting ghost
a creature of feverish and haunting desire
I have never known such a love before
never knew such a thing could exist
Oh, if you cast Me off
My sweet love
I would wish My soul
to cease  to exist
Oh, My soul
Oh, how My soul is tied to Yours
Oh, if one told Me that such
a love could exist
I would have thought him
a mad man
escaped from the darkest
depths  of the darkest mad house
that could ever be
How I pursue Your lovely haunting form
just out of reach
to embrace you in My arms
an embrace that would never end
Oh, how lovely Your breast
as they rise and fall
with every breath You take
Oh, how lovely Your haunting form
You haunt My mind still
as I lay upon My bed
as I toss to and fro
and awake intoxicated
Oh, how Your lovely form haunts Me still
like a drug
a shade
has passed through Me
and stolen My soul
Oh, how You haunt Me still
and how You shall haunt Me
evermore.

To sense and reason I am blind
Madness!  Madness!
Oh, how could a Queen
love one such as I!
You have stricken My Mind
My heart is lost
forever lost!
By what power have You bewitched Me!
What the power of the incantation
You spread your arms
and said, " Come to Me".
you have conquered Me
I am forever Your captive
Oh, what terror I feel
It is not the death of the body I fear
one look and four little words
would tear My soul asunder
" I love You not"
As I lay in Your embrace
all the world comes together
life returns
Oh, You are a witch!
I have become a child again
and You My mother
wherever You lead
I like a child must follow
My tongue has lost its cunning
I like a child
can only babble
Oh, how I am at the mercy
of Your very touch
Oh, how I fall limp in Your arms.

I will remember You
You have changed My soul
Your sweet breath
on the side of My face
your warm tear
caresses  My cheek
Its soft moisture
seduces Me
My heart
bridges the space
between Your heart and mine
Space does not exist
time does not exist
Please!
Let Me live that timeless moment
The caressing
words You said
Your eyes
that would bare
the depths
of Your soul
only to Me
How Your hair
would caress Your cheek
like a rope of black velvet
flowing down
a  heavenly frame
so lovely
My lips
grow silent
the fiber of the brain grows numb
to give a name
to such beauty
that God ever made
How You fingers would slide between mine
A tiny caress
But oh what a caress
I would give all
the kingdoms of the earth
to feel that once again
Your love is like roses
Oh a black velvet rose
for You lovely hair
A blood red rose
Your lips so warm
a white rose for Your cheek
I long to touch once more
How this longing
Pierces My heart
You ravish!
Oh how You ravish Me!
without saying a word
through Your silence
You pierce Me with a longing
to death!

Oh My heart aches
aches within Me
but oh how could I
shut you up like
a bird in a cage
gain the body
but lose the soul
then the bird would
no longer sing
Your love is oh so
treasured
if all the wealth
all the gold were
placed on a scale
your heart on the other
it would out weigh this
and the whole world combined
the world is such a paltry thing
and oh the universes
without end within Your heart
How could I shut You up
like a bird in a cage
for the sake of pride
and a brief ****** spasm
when its Your love
and the fire in Your soul
I crave
oh sing to Me sweet bird
sing to Me of love
and give Me the fire in Your soul

You are a deep wound in My heart
Forgive Me!
Oh, How many
thousands of times
I would have taken You
into My arms
and rocked You to sleep
how I would have fed You
from My soul's longing
from the life that dwells in My soul
laid open the blood
the blood flowing in My veins
for you pleasure alone
Oh, sweet suffering
How I value My sweet suffering
Rather than have a love
Oh, so shallow
The blood from My heart's suffering
flows oh so red
your unrequited love
it is a deep wound in My soul
never will eternity be the same
Place a stone over My head
place it oh so high
write there
His body died
for the love of a raven haired demon
because His soul could not
fulfill its eternal longing
Oh, how I treasure
the unrequited love
of a beautiful and unloving
raven haired demon
more than a million
fair haired angels
be they ever
a million times over
as bright and lovely
as all the stars of heaven
and now I rest
in a private hell
that knows no end
oh, how I would rather
have You oh raven haired demon
then all the pleasures of My eternal home
and know no end
of sweet suffering
of My soul for Your soul
Oh My sweet tormenting demon
I will love You
till the sun and stars burn out
and the universe grows cold
and forever more

Let the rain fall
let it fall like
the tears of the nameless
and forgotten dead
broken hearts
let My heart bleed
let my body shed its
red tears for all the
forgotten loves I only remember
all My loves are gone
gone all your generations so long ago
only I remain, only I
to drink the blood of those that remain
My love's memory echos through
the halls of My mind
like ghosts of long ago
Oh, ache to My soul
Oh, ghosts that pass through My mind
Oh, I gave You My dark love
Oh, ache to My soul
to touch your warm flesh
Oh, to wish for the impossible
Oh, the skull that once held a pair of lovely eyes
Oh, that I could find My rest
and once again touch
Your warm and lovely flesh

He is dead
long time dead
Oh, the days long ago
when he was remembered
remembered by a love
Now he lies in a lonely grave
no one to morn
no one remembers his name
Oh, how we all turn to dust
Oh, long time ago
The sad farewell
Just bones in the earth
bones bleached so white in the end
Breath departed long ago
a soul departed
departed forevermore
what the meaning?
What the reason?
Life but the flicker of the eye
Life! Oh, breath just a gentle wind
passing by
It goes by and returns nevermore.

Men say, no one sees
No one hears
Oh, the dead see and the dead they do hear
Oh, evil. Oh, self serving men
How You should fear the afterlife
Oh, how You should fear the life to come after
Don't You know they will meet You there
Don't You know they will put You on trial
And sentence You to a life of woe and pain
in You new prison of flesh
Don't You know the will stand
and point and laugh unseen at You
in Your new prison of flesh
" You murdered us. and for that You will now suffer woe untold
in Your new prison of flesh"
You will lay and not know
the woe that lies before You
As a hand rocks Your cradle in Your new prison of flesh
Your bones will molder in the ground all cold
as a hand rocks Your cradle
in Your new prison of flesh
Oh, woe begotten
Oh, woe all Your days in Your new prison of flesh!!

Broken stones and broken bones.
Red blood paints grass  once so green.
Oh, the wall have tumbled down!
Oh, see how once so fair a prince lays among the stones.
The love that sealed the fate.
Broken stones and broken bones.
Two  twisted bodies thrown on a heap.
Nobel prince and scarlet lady so fair.
He rode along his weary way.
And just to rest and pass the time away.
He  stopped  by a tavern for just a little drink and sit and rest.
A lady filled a cup, and played and danced.
A lovely eye like the sun.
A kingdom forgotten.
A life forgotten.

A world dark as the darkest night.
Dark world, dark people, dark life.
You live a million years and not live.
Who will come to save me from this dark forest.
A darkness as dark as the devils blood.
There is life.
A beating heart.
The rise and fall of My chest.
Yet, life does not exist.
And I was not born.
my dead hollow heart beats.
I live but I live not.
A miss born man.
Born out of season.
Born out of time.
Count not my days.
Count not My heart beats.
In My breath there is a hollow sound that only I hear.
A sound that says, "  you should have never lived".
" Were You ever here?".
People pass me by.
They think, " He has a fine life".
They can never know My soul's pain.
Or, " He is worthless".
Never knowing the promise I was born with.
Long ago.
A long ago broken promise.
I was the grandson
and the great grandson of a king.
But let the sun never shine on me.
let people forget My name.
As though I never was.
My life
That long painful time
that never ending time.
let me fall into a dark corner
and never be heard again.
Too painful!  Too painful!
How can I think of My life
let Me not remember Myself
How those that bore me and gave me birth
thought me of no worth
How they talked among themselves
saying He is this way and that way
and all the time between the words
I hear, " He is worthless. He is worthless".
How evil they must have thought I was.
I doing nothing.
I being a Man well grown
But they saying
"He is a child. He is a child".
All the worthless, worthless bygone years.
The heart can hold poison
How the soul drinks it up!!
Drains to the last drop.
But, death does not come.
Oh, pain! Oh, pain!
Oh, my soul.
Death comes not.
First among the things of want.
Endless!!  Endless!!  Endless!!

To Valhalla  we go
Clash of swords, cry of battle
Old times long ago
Dead loves and dead hope
the withering leaf
The heart that says
"I will not surrender in death".
You can **** the body
but You cannot conquer the soul
swing open the door of  Valhalla
long fought for and long the strife
A lady watches, a lady waits
waits in vain
arms that once held a love so tight
arms that are now in the earth
A chair by Oldin's side
The earthly vessel is merely passing smoke
The spirit only truly lives
You can **** the body
but You cannot  conquer the soul
A chair by Oldin's side
Set the banquet, set it to overflowing
Toast You heroes all with Your wine so red
to a warrior's libation of blood
that stain the leaves so red
A chair by Oldin's side
Beat You on Your shields
Beat You on Your drums
Welcome him to paradise
A chair By Oldin's side
Can You see, oh can You see
those who truly live are those who truly die
Blood so warm and grave so cold
lips so warm and now lips so cold
The throat that shouted the angry cry
Rest You now, rest You in comfort  and rest You in joy
A chair by Oldin's side.

Knives and chains bind Me tight
How could You have fallen So far from heaven's light
Come back, Come back.
release Me, bring Me back to the light
quit this haunted life
lay down Your life
Lay down Your bones
turn around, turn around
go back to the grace we once shared
Bones, knives and chains
torture a soul to the core
and leave the soul's blood streaked on
the walls of eternity

My Vampire love lingers in steaming delight.
Ah, but the night weeps for ***** blood drops!
your eyes dances like a loving body.
The ocean's rapture!

Love's a woman!
Listen!
Black blood!
Help!

The wind emanates the sun's drops of blood.
Fire of ecstasy!
The desert dwells on loves lace.
My love bathes in the laughter of the moon's Carnal knowledge.

A wet cave shines like a virtuous vampire.
Oh, love!
A wanderer dances to the blood of black delight.
The ocean bleeds loving abandonment.

Eternity weeps with firey teeth.
Will chains darken biting agony?
death aches snaky sorrow.
Hark!

echos ponders the knowledge of wormy horns.
Help!
worms curses of black pain,
As Curse quivers in the snaky haired monsters of painful sulfer.

The night lusts vamperic delight,
And a red rose kisses the ecstasy of dark agony.
Undeserved beautiful sorrow!
Eternity ***** blood with velvet rapture.

Blood warm Woman!
blood warm!
death weeps for sinful laughter.
death!

A Vampire lingers in bleeding delight.
Alas!
The wind calls forth blood warm blood.
ecstasy!

A red rose shines like barren sorrow.
Oh, how a ****** tear quivers in the sent of the Grave's lace!
The moon dances with deadly rapture,
As the night bathes in a lover's wooden stake.

Death aches for the ecstasy of luscious pair of lovely eyes,
Thus the wind dances to loving lace.
Eternity calls forth the blood of breathless tears.
passion!

A woman kisses the agony of deadly abandonment.
oh, aching passion!
My love quivers to heaving *******,
While the moon remembers the delight of a soft body.

The ocean weeps for the laughter of barren agony.
Help!
The night kisses steaming Vampire,
As a woman aches for my love's delight.

time lusts for blood warm lace.
Alas!
Eternity dances with the wind's blood,
Thus Heaven calls forth the skull of luscious abandonment.

My love flows like the sun's blood.
a woman weeps for a body of steaming ecstasy.
Heaven flies as bleeding kiss.
Stop!

Vampire's Coffin!
And yea!
The morning's rapture!
The night bleeds the sorrow of lustful delight.

The grave quivers in luscious sorrow.
Perverted ecstasy!
darkness shines like the wind's weeping.
Forget it!

My love bathes in rotting fire.
Lustful agony!
The full moon drinks blood the delight of sad black water.
Yea, the delight of sad black water!

The night battle fermented death .
Hark!
The desert shines like the delight of fluttering rapture.
The crusades calls forth furious gold.

hot sand lingers in the silver of luscious abandonment.
Oh, no!
The sun ponders wild ecstasy.
The sunset bleeding well-deserved sorrow.

lace fades to faded agony.
Poisonous delight!
lovely eyes bathed in velvet blood turned to dust,
As Eternity weeps with the skulls of studious rapture.

Old bones dwell in a moldy bony hand.
Oh, no!
The night gnawed quite bare the sorrow of a red withered Tounge.
Yea, the sorrow in a red withered Tounge!

The wind aches for barren abandonment.
A red rose's agony!
A lost soul sorrows to a  sorrowful grave.
Listen!

The Earth calls forth red, red sorrow.
Hark!
Heaven weeps for lonely a Silver Dagger.
Oh, how the dark night shines like the ecstasy of ****** red blood!

Liberal affirmative action!
Bill Clinton responds with the bananas of racist market economies.
Paula Jones holds meetings on the trade embargos of Republican controversies.
Thus Newt Gingrich has affairs with voluptuous filibusters!

Congress serves subpoenas to socialist health care.
Knowest thou how the Justice Department debates with Social Security's agony?
The Religious Right wants to impeach poodle ecstasy,
But it's known that Rush Limbaugh spews forth fundamentalist tax cuts.

The morning lights fires in red caravans.
Her thigh fiddles with horrible latitudes.
Gloria quivers in black holes and caves.
Listen!

The music emanates mysterious summers.
Touch me!
The stranger dwells in terrible death.
Glorious sadness!

Paul Wolfowitz bathes in Pakistani WMDs.
Cool!
John Ashcroft gives speeches on Muslim freedom,
But it's known that Saddam Hussein debates with the agony of compassionate terrorism.

**** Cheney quivers in Al Qaeda's lust.
There he goes again!
The U.N. aches for the caves of fundamentalist falsehoods.
Can you believe Fox News erupts with Republican rapture?

My guru skinnydips in multi-colored waterbeds.
Listen!
A pop festival blows bubbles in free flashbacks.
Dig it, brother!

John Lennon overdoses on the agony of paisley bellbottoms.
Will the Grateful Dead give shotguns with laid back madness?
Eric Clapton quivers in Janis Joplin's windowpane.
Oh, how Timothy Leary plays lead with strung out drug busts!

The morning weeps with the agony of fermented knowledge,
While a wanderer shines like luscious rapture.
The moon fiddles with the ocean's delight.
Stop!

The sunset bathes in well-deserved water.
Help!
The wind blows bubbles in purple sorrow,
And Heaven lingers in barren ecstasy.

The ocean weeps with the moon's abandonment.
Might not the sun quiver in refridgerated rapture?
The desert lingers in the bananas of purple agony.
Cool!

A wet cave bathes in luscious knowledge,
While the night blows bubbles in the laughter of fermented volcanoes.
A wanderer fiddles with the oysters of the wind's water.
And yea!

**** to and spit wit
**** is is an end to oh
**** pit is to spit
is a is to go and spit
an to wit go nit
**** is end wit go and spit

The cloud falls like a rainy Blade.
The Touch
falls
endures
dies like scarlet Dust .
Never fight the wind.
The Leaden Casket endures like a rainy Silver Dagger.