Oh,  when I come
to the end of life
your name will be
the last word on my lips
for you are life to me
when I wake in the morning
you are the first thought
to pass through my mind
you are the one repeating thought
through the long day
all my thoughts and cares
are on you
I  care when you are unhappy
your sadness
hurts me to my core
you are always a song
sung by my heart
always my heart song
oh, how many thousand of times
would I have taken
you into my arms
and rocked you to sleep at night
kissed your lips
with a passion beyond passion
I see the Milky way
shimmering like diamonds
in the black velvet sky
but oh, they cannot surpass
the beauty of your soul.
The beauty of your face
puts those stars to eternal shame
oh, how I am taken by storm
enslaved by a beauty
greater than my fevered brain
could ever imagine.
Oh, I weep bitter tears
out of the bottom of my soul
out of your sweet memory
all turned bitter
because you are not
by my side.
Oh, river of bitter tears
wrung from a broken heart
and a tortured soul.
Oh, thoughts of you
follow me ever and ever
through my bitter tortured life
at night on my bed
how I toss and turn
the whole night through
and I am tortured
by nightmares of my loss of you.
Oh, scars on my tortured soul
wounds so deep.
Oh, how I long
for this bitter life to end.
Oh, I would cry unto the highest heaven
and weep a river of bitter tears
that would flow to the end
of eternity.
Oh, at the last beat of my heart
and the last breath I take
let the last word on my lips
be your name.
And let my broken
heart strings
and shattered soul
live no more.
for all meaning
vanished long age
when you slipped from my arms
and I become
but a walking dead man
and a rattling  of bones
my whole life through.

Oh, reality is not what it seems
all the world
see's the universe as a dead lifeless stone
Oh, little they do know
that it has a mind, and heart, and soul
Oh, turn from Your cold and mechanical way
open Your heart, and mind, and soul
in its heart abides a love for all things
oh, ****** all Your cares upon
the great mind
and it will bear You up
on rainbow colored wings
for we are its creatures
it gave our souls birth
in the first fires of creation
made of a flaming and congealed love
with a fire in the heart
and a fire in the brain
Oh, made as a great
and bottomless  vessel
all hollowed out by the great mind
to contain its great and unending love
of one creature for another
Oh, deep and holy fire
connects one heart with another
in an unending chain
Oh, as one little creature
is harmed
a holy and deep pain
passes from one to another
in an unending chain
Oh, to deny this is to deny the soul
and You are lost
from the lord of creation
and the precious deep places
of Your heart
Oh, the great mind
calls You back
as lover to lover
"Oh, My love return to My loving arms
Oh, how I long for Your beating heart
Oh, how the depth of Your
mind and heart
are so precious to Me
Oh, how I long to hold You
in My arms and kiss Your precious lips
for I have loved You beyond love
and passion beyond passion
Your precious heart
born in the first fires of creation".
Oh, love is life
and love is the beauty of the soul
for he who love's not
lies all in a grave
of there own creation
walking through life and believing they live
when truth
they are only
a withered bag of bones
Oh, those who never have
ever embraced
neither woman, nor man, nor child
in there loving passionate arms
never lives
and passes through life
as the walking dead.

Oh, You are such a lovely poison
lips so tinder and soft
Oh,  how You hurt Me
and leave scars upon My soul
Oh, hurt too much to bear
Oh, you are the thing most  cherished
If I could melt Your icy heart
I told You I loved You
Oh, You told Me the same
and then took those sweet words away
Oh, how You intoxicate and enslave My soul
Oh, cruel wicked angel
I  am addicted to You like a drug
intoxicated in a haze of passion
Oh, the imprint of Your limbs
Your warm and soft lips
takes Me beyond reason
where angels fear to tread
beyond the farthest star
Oh, cruel wicked lovely angel
Why do You tantalize Me so?
Oh, how Your lovely form enslaves Me
a love just beyond reach
You hurt Me so
Angel ever so lovely
Oh, I grasp at Your heart
with trembling fingers
I long to kiss You with trembling lips
Oh, such poison to My soul
a love so strong
Your haunting and angelic form so near and so far
Oh, how You enslave My poor heart beyond reason
and oh how it shall remain
forever and ever to the end of time
and evermore

Oh, You are a lovely poison
Oh, how You lay scars upon My soul
Your the one who hurts Me most of all
but Oh, how I'm the one who loves You most
Oh, How I fell for You
I fell for You like a child
You were the center of My world
the center of My soul
Oh, painful scars
scars upon My soul
Oh, I the one who loves You  most of all
and You put scars upon My soul
My heart burned like a fire
from the love in My soul
Oh, I loved You with a holy passion
that love in My soul
But Oh, You gave not a care
and put scars upon My soul
Oh, the wounds cut so deep
and put scars upon My soul
Oh, painful scars
scars upon My soul
Oh, I  the one who loves You most of all
and You put scars upon My soul
Oh, I told You I loved You
Oh, the scars upon My soul
I loved You
and You put scars upon My soul

Oh, You showed no mercy
to My soul
Oh, time stopped
and the world stopped
in its spin
Oh, the whole world
died that day
and everything in it
Oh, You are so cruel My love
but I shall always and forever
love You still
Oh, how I am crucified
by a woman's  selfish pride
and I am laid
in a cold and cruel grave
forever and evermore
till time runs its full course
and the world and time is no more
and I and the universe
dissolves like clay
and all that was
is forever no more

Oh, Your ****** frame
is a fulfillment
of a thousand nights
passed in thoughts of feverish fantasies
Oh, from the time
of the setting sun
when the stars come out to play
My thoughts are racked by thoughts of You
Oh, are an ****** dream
as would stain
some innocent and timid cheek
a hue of deep scarlet red
Oh, You give birth to such a deep desire
that I am pulled in
into your heart
Oh, there is no stronger drink
no wine that could grow
and ferment upon the vine
to intoxicate Me so
as Your hot  and fervent flesh
Oh, My heart so  ensnared
from the cast of Your net
Oh, creature on earth
can match Your intoxicating
and lovely haunting and fervent form
Oh, every fiber of My brain
is heated
into a form
into the desire
that says let all the world
do as it may
I am entranced
I abandon all its ways
I would die
a thousand deaths
suffer in a thousand ways
in whatever form
no matter what the way
just to drink from
Your lovely frame
to drink in
such a lovely form
Oh, paradise beyond comparison
such as to drive
any man far beyond madness
far beyond cure
lost! forever lost!
your beauty beyond worlds
beyond all mortal understanding
my paradise in Your lovely eyes
that outshine the sun
the intoxicating imprint
of Your limbs
Oh, all words are vain
and powerless
to tell of Your charms
and My deep love
and longing
where all words
are left far behind
and I am enslaved forever
in your loving arms.

I'm  only half a soul
Oh, I give Myself to You
take My all
My everything
take all that I have
take the heart
that beats out the time
Your love fills my very being
but oh, how my heart is breaking
I told You I loved You
You gave not a care
Oh, how it tears
the very fibers of My soul
Oh, in My dreams of You
I try to hold Your hand
hold it so tight
but You slip from Me
and vanish into
the black and inky night
Oh, how I search for You
in My feverish quest
Oh, you are torn from My grasp
and I feel so lost
like a motherless child
Oh, I cut Myself
on pieces
of My own jagged soul
Oh, the wound so deep
and the pain so sharp
from those pieces
those jagged pieces
You tore from My soul
Oh, I gave You My love
and You treated Me so unkind
Oh, let Me die
and sink to the bottom of the sea
to hide Myself
from the pain and heart ache
you caused Me to bear
far from Your loveless pride