Oh, I once had a love
that I loved beyond love
Oh, My heart did sing
for the love of such a one
Oh, such a love of which the angels sing
to love such a love
there were no bounds
My heart could not reach
but Oh! ever Eden has its Serpent.
Once upon a walk
just to feel the cool air upon her brow
she strayed into the wild dark woods
and fell amongst a troop of hellish fiends
Oh, sons of darkness all
with cruel and wicked ways
with a heart darker than the blackest night
Oh, with a dark and evil laugh
and glowing red eyes
she was pressed so sore
and come to grief
amongst those hellish fiends
"Oh, I pray You".
I  beseeched those hellish fiends
" let My sweet love walk free
in the fresh and cool night air
with a fresh soft breeze
to caress her brow"
Oh, no cried those hellish fiends
like for like You must give
let blood for blood be Your pay
so I gave Myself over to those hellish fiends
Oh, so My sweet love could walk among the cool night air
she who I loved with a love more than love
Oh, a life so precious
as a jewel in God's crown
Oh, how those hellish fiends
took My flesh to tear
with joint pulled and torn from joint
My flesh they burnt
Oh, pain beyond pain
to much to bare
Oh, how through and through My body
they ****** spears and polls
then upon My head
they placed a crown of thorns
and from every thorn
a drop of poison did fall
a poison so vile
the flesh it did rot
Oh, they hung Me between heaven and earth
stretched upon a painful eternity
Oh, in My pain and despair
I gazed upon the heavens
upon Orion as he slowly made his way
across the night sky
and the Pleiades as they sparkled
like diamonds in the night sky
as tears of pain and woe
from My eyes did flow
Oh, My thoughts fell upon You
My sweet love
My all
Oh, happy thoughts of You
made My tears cease to flow
as I hung stretched out upon a painful eternity
happiness I found a last
to know in the cool free night air
You remain
and I realized
that there's no cure for love

Oh, My phantom of desire
like a dream
come down to earth
if only Your wild heart
and mine beat as one
music for the ages
as an endless symphony of desire
Oh, heavenly desire
My very heart's hope
to hold You in an endless dance
as our limbs entwine and entwine
as our hearts pour out
endless silent music
an unknown silent language
only our two hearts can speak
as heart calls out to heart
Oh, let Me linger in your kiss
a thousand years
and yea linger still
oh, love more then love
let us live we two
in our private universe
in passions embrace
as we slowly turn
and roll and spin
a slow motion dance
as lips embrace
in an endless silent song
Oh, our passion is a slow fire
hot enough to melt
the strongest steel
Oh, let us dance
this passionate embrace
to outlast all the days
of eternity

If I were to live
a thousand years
learn the name
of every bird and rock
and tree
learn the cypher
to every unknown thing
Oh, how dark
would that unknown country
still be to Me
Oh, mystery of mysteries
Oh, what the cypher?
What the key?
how Your heart beats
out a rhythm
all unknown
Oh, Your face
mystery all unread
Oh, is there a love
that lives for Me
in Your mysterious soul
Oh, darkest of continents
heart of all darkness
all untrod and unread
mysterious wild creature
beating in the dark
Oh, do You hold in your unknown embrace
a cup of mercy
to be poured out for Me?
or a cup
of loveless numbing poison?
Oh, how I wish
You would come hither
and end this foolish madness
Oh, how long I have hoped
to lay My head
upon Your breast
to listen to Your beating heart
unravel the mystery
sealed by God
at the moment
of the universes fiery creation
Oh, the ocean is so shallow
compared to Your heart
Oh, heart
how I fear You!
fear Your mystery
revealed
make it swift
Oh, please make it swift!
if it is My door to despair!
Oh, though My love be hopeless
or though our love be the door
to eternal delight
it shall forever shine in the darkness
to lift You up if you ever fall
as the sun shines in the darkness
to give its to the world below
though You love Me
yes or no
you shall always remain
the reason
that I live and hope and pray

Oh, how bitter it is
the grief when two souls
as by invisible threads
is torn apart by death's bony fingers
Oh, the tear is never clean
it always carries away
part of the soul with
happy moments turned upside down
Oh, but how painful by far
when one loves
and is never loved in return
Oh, the sleepless nights
and trembling heart
Oh, bitter cup
that holds a wine turned so bitter
the icy chill that blows
through the heart and soul
as though bitten by the head
of a cold blooded viper
with its inhuman unblinking stare
a cold poison flowing in the veins
the soul that wishes
its eternal death
Oh, insurmountable wall
Oh, the cold grief
as though
you are a worthless thing
all covered with filth
nay, a thing of worthless filth
Oh, what a hopeless prayer
"Return My love to Me."
the pit of the loveless ******
Oh, sharper than the sharpest sword
Oh, the counting of days
and the impatient longing
to sleep the eternal sleep
to cover the soul
with a dark eternal blanket
eternal oblivion forevermore
to melt the ice in Your soul

They say that the Universe
is made of dead things
that it has neither heart nor soul
that it doesn't matter if a child starves
that force is the law and rule
the fool has had his say
Oh, the Universe has a mind
and a soul
the stars look down and know
every deed of good
and every deed of evil
Oh, the earth feels the plow
and the air counts
every breath You take
throughout the vast
and distant universe
there lies a luminous
and mystic aura
for love pervades the universe
from end to end
Oh, what a vast vault
of memory it has
Oh, what vast mind of God
born from a vast fire
Oh, the vastness of love
fills God's mind
each joined to each
in an invisible embrace
waiting to be consummated
with love
Oh, grief is the dark side of love
Oh, grieve not the mind of God
Oh, self crucifixion
a life time to pay
grief for grief
Oh, the flesh driven think they know
the mind of God
"thou shall not"
being the rule of the day
Oh, how little they know
the only son shed his blood for grace
not for a haughty self righteous glance
Oh, how the flower loves the sun
and the earth loves the grass
that lives upon it
and My heart beats in rhythm
with Yours
unknown by You
Oh, what a flaming and magic
invisible bridge connects the two
only known by My heart
and a knowing God
Oh, bound together by the invisible
strands of love
that pass from My heart to Yours
like tiny invisible threads

you broke the chains
that bound My heart
Oh, I once could not love
the world treated Me so unkind
for I once thought
it was each man for his own
each man an island in the sea
and let Your starving neighbor be
then Your love shone upon My brow
I then saw that each poor helpless creature
was part of Myself
and how to see such poor ones suffer
that rends My heart in two
for there was not a thing
You did not love
Oh, to see the universe
through Your eyes
is to look through the windows of love
Oh, You were an angel
sent from heaven
like the pure light of  the only son
Oh, an angel sent from heaven
Oh, sweet scented rose
he who made You
made not a mortal woman
but a thing higher than the things
of this world
a soul heaven sent
how Your flesh intoxicates as a wine
as a well aged wine
in the full of its time
Oh, your honey sweetness
earthly men cannot imagine
but only think half born thoughts
oh, woman who is more than a woman
I know You come from a realm above
this poor earthbound world
Oh, when I look into Your eyes
I see what the only son would be
if a women he were born
Oh, Your frame was so fair
your touch so soft
You were bound for this earth
not to remain
Oh, what a sad day
when the angels from heaven
flew down to take Your hand
and whisper in Your ear
"On this sad base earth
thou cannot remain
for this dark base earth
would only be pain to thee"
Then Your soul mounting up
on rainbow colored wings
took its leave of this dull and base earth
and to a brighter realm You flew away
Oh, so lovely and delicate
You were never meant for this earth
like some angelic thing
blown off course to the earth below
but oh I am sadder than any
mortal can ever know
for once such beauty tasted
nothing on earth can satisfy
such a longing
for a rose so fair
and so kind
like a young rose
first burst forth
the first dew covered rose of spring
Oh, I know now
I can never die too soon
for I know
what awaits Me
in the world beyond

Oh, they say that the opposite of love
is hate
Oh, I know its not so
for who has not hated and loved
a thing at the same time
for the opposite of love to never love
Oh, it is the deadliest poison
a silver bullet aimed at My heart
Oh, what a dark and cold thing
is more deadly than to love
and then to receive only the cold and dark in return
Oh, what a cold and slimy snake
with its unblinking inhuman eyes
would encircle My heart
squeezing ever tighter and tighter
with every thought that You love Me not
of the ice and cold in Your heart
Oh, how You hold the power of life
and of death
over the life of My soul
Oh, how can I live without You?
You who would melt Me in Your lovely eyes
Oh, the heart stops the clock
for want of an answer to
"Do You love Me?"
and with its answer the heart
and the clock ticks on
to pleasure or woe
Oh, My eternity is in Your hands My love
Oh, You are such a lovely and sacred thing to My soul
how one slight touch of Your skin
is sacred
Oh, nexus of the universe
Oh, how brighter and more lovely than all the angels
how Your bright eyes shine with power
to bring to life by shining down Your love
or destroy by taking it away
surly You must be some ancient goddess
born in the fires of creation
Oh, how I worship You oh goddess
Oh, the worlds and galaxies that can be seen in Your eyes
Oh, to look into Your face
is to forever lose My soul
Oh, how I am condemned to a hopeless and blessed love
Oh, I plead for Your love
as though it were a final judgement
Oh, goddess shine down Your love
on this forlorn and desperate creature
My body...My soul...My all
is not My own
Oh, You the most precious gem the universe
shine down on Me in love
and let all not be lose