Oh, as I lay upon My bed
in the midnight hour
thoughts of You pass through My head
Oh, a phantom of you dances before Me
you are so near and yet so far
those words I'd wish I'd said
a desperate fever takes hold of Me
Oh, how to make you mine?
Oh, how to let You know
that you mean the world to Me?
I toss and turn the whole night through
time passes oh so slowly
the clock ticks at a snail's pace
tomorrow! tomorrow!
Oh, what do I do? what do I say?
I struggle with words in My head
what if the wrong words do not come?
and I lose You forever?
unbearable this timeless agony
Oh, better to just come and say My mind
then if from You I'm parted
life and rime and reason
have lost there meaning
better to die than face that lifeless life
Oh, My sweet tormenter
You have made Me lose all reason
Oh, how you have crucified My heart!
suspended between heaven and earth
in a timeless agony
I stumble over words with stammering lips
Oh, I will pursue You forever
if a fool I am
than a fool I shall ever be
Oh,how all life and limb
are as nothing to Me
for who can bear this timeless agony
and the torture of the snail's pace clock
for You are life to Me
and so Myself and heart revealing
I place all online
like the men who bled and died
upon thermopyae's sands
Oh, how You hold My life
and soul in Your hands

Oh, I am a harp
and Your fingers run along
the strings of my heart
oh, how you can play
a symphony of love upon My heart
you are the musician
that plays upon the strings of My heart
Oh, You can take Me where no one else can
to lands and worlds unimagined
Oh, to places were centaurs reside
and mermaids sweetly sing
down a soft enchanted and romantic path
You take me through fields of fire
how I feel the fervent heat
of your passion
through a night flight
over a deep blue enchanted sea
Oh, I see heaven and hell in your embrace
and all the worlds in between
oh, let us leave this low and mean world behind
and sail away through the distant starry skies
to live in a world so sublime
in a world where mermaids sing
and love forever builds towers of hope
of a life in Your forever embrace
and of your love never lost
but always found
and I can lay with You
under stars that shine down
a sacred mystic light
in a land where love is always found
and never lost

Oh, You are such a one
as You can only meet in a thousand lifetimes
such a one who gave birth
to an ancient war
upon Troy's legendary shore
or the one of who the bard wrote
that enslaved the heart
of the Montagues'  fairest flower
Oh, You are as close to Me
as the very breath I take
Oh, I can feel Your heart
beating in My chest
two hearts beating as one
to a single rhythm
as each to each by love do entrance
Oh, our lives are as two rivers
as they meet and flow into one
Oh, I throw all care far away
and caution to the four winds
Oh, let the wild savage wind
carry it where it may
though My inner eye were opened
and I could plainly see
in days to come
as I climbed a gallows
as high as an endless sky
to My certain doom
Oh, I could neither turn left nor right
in My hapless life's plight
by the breath of a hair
though it forever stilled My heart
if by that I knew
from Me You would be forever lost
Oh, You are the one
for which My poor heart beats
for without You
it would beat only in vain
as though it were
some soulless mechanical thing
though I were to pass
ten thousand years
in the same mortal coil
I would never find
one who has your face and arms
arms to hold me
so tightly in your soft embrace
that says in unspoken words
Oh, I love You...I love You... I love You!
forever and evermore

We two drink
form the lovers cup
of, the red of Your blood
and the red of mine
joined in love are we two
Oh, our passion turns the soul
to a scarlet hue
Oh, our passion does
stain our flesh as red as wine
Oh, that lovely and loving intoxication
our souls each other do possess
and live together in a world of there own
Oh, material men their money do count
and all the world after it does pursue
Oh, how all the world a fool thus be
for if the world did taste
the scarlet red wine of passion
as though an ardent and living scarlet red river
did run through it
men would know no need
to shed there souls blood
and wither like some dead and dying tree
and bleed themselves dry drop by drop
in eternal conflict and rancor
Oh, how the world has gone blind
and forgotten the very tree of life
Oh, how the young men water the grass
and leaves of the trees with there bodies red wine
all but in vain
all to a mother's aged pain
but We My true love are wiser by far
who know that no rancor do profit
in the long run if life
that love is the beauty of the soul
and out scarlet passion the very life of the soul
oh, ancient and aged men
grown old from the weary counting of coin
and reading the hollow religion
from there ancient dust covered book
" Oh, pleasure is sin
and pain is virtue."
Oh, to so dry your bones
and wither Your soul
for the only son died not
for the writing of an ancient dust covered book
for  the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul as a sacred cup
to hold the sacred scarlet wine of passion
an ardent living and knowing wine
Oh, arise with Me My sweet and precious love
and come away with Me
to a world by ancient and aged men unknown
and drink the wild and sacred nectar of passion
till this foolish world
does melt away like snow
and creation made new
and every creature does see
that the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul to burn like the sun
in an ardent and everlasting passion

Oh, thoughts of You
are ever with Me
I hold You in My beating heart
You are as close to Me
as My very breath
Oh, how can I forget You My love
You give Me the strength to live My life
Oh, You have always been My deepest longing
When I sleep I dream of You
and when I wake I think of You
you are a dream that I long to dream
in all My waking hours
and when I wake I am so sad
to leave that lovely fantasy
Oh, You are a phantom of desire
there is a burning in My soul
that burns so brightly with My thoughts of You
an ardent desire lives in My heart
a love as old as time
and as young as a new born babe
Oh, I wish to plumb the depths of Your soul
why are You such a sparkling gem?
your mysteries are as deep as the sea
what gives Your pretty face its smile
and puts that twinkle in Your eye?
I am amazed
when You say My name
what tiny room in Your brain, in Your soul
held that name and brought it forth?
what makes You hold My hand?
and the love You feel?
Oh, mystery of mysteries
Oh, You are such a work of art!
such as a renaissance artist could never make
what Da Vinci could draw those lips
and what Michelangelo could paint those twinkling eyes
Oh, You are such a thing
as dreams are made of
such a beautiful unearthly dream
and You say, " But why do You love Me?
and not another?"
Oh, heaven and hell
and all the worlds in between
are within You
though I were to live
a hundred thousand years
I would have only begun to learn
what makes You You and not some other
Oh, You are beyond comparison
mystery to end all mysteries
Oh, My lovely dream
My phantom of unending desire
My soul is captured by You
I am drawn to You
as a moth to a flame
Oh, You are are My only and last desire
You My impossible dream
Oh, You are such a vision of delight
as though it were some drug induced haze
Oh, I cannot bear the thought
of Me without You
Oh, for such a bitter pain
as though it were a stone
scrapping against skinless flesh
Oh, such an impossible bitter love
to make Me think such thoughts
Oh, My love reject Me not
and condemn Me to such a bitter pain
kiss Me with a kiss of pure steel
and hold Me in an eternal embrace
and let Me live in Your arms
as the ages roll
and our love outlast eternity

Oh, do the angels cry in the dark?
in a world without love
made by a God with a loveless heart
Oh, I look upon the dark
and sad things of this world
a blind girl
sings a lovely song
a motherless child
cries over her mother's grave
all the starving and lonely people
who shiver in the cold
Oh, My heart is broken in two
and sings a sad song
a song of hopelessness  
for a world made by a God
with a loveless heart
Oh, but with one kiss from You
upon My heavy brow
the world is transformed
hope is born in the world anew
and I know
no angel ever cried in the dark
in a world bereft of a father's love
your love has brought the dead
and withered rose back to life
Your love is a fire
that warms the earth
and makes the flowers grow
Oh, my darling
from Me hide not your love
for then the world
is but a dead and dying thing
that was better left unmade
by a cruel and unloving God
who loves the dark and hates the light
and I am doomed to die
a cold and cruel
and heartless death
as the angels cry in the dark
and the impossible yearning to kiss Your lips
so lovely as the first dawn of creation
is as bitter and cold
as a northern icy wind
and a poison to My soul
and I die unloved and ungrieved
by Your loveless heart
and a creator who loves the dark
and hates the light
and a cold loveless wind
blows across My grave
forever
as the angels cry in the dark

Oh, I lay in an enchanted slumber
visions of phantasy and wonder
visions of You
dance in My head
come from the depths of My soul
You come like a night mist
from the world of shadows
My dark and lovely angel
Oh, You live on the dark side of love
a dark haunting dream world
as dark as velvet
and as soft as silk
from Your heart
from the passion of Your soul
I feel Your fire
a desire from the dark
depths of your soul
Oh, a sweet fragrant mist
fills the air
come from the depths
of your warm and soft
black velvet soul
Oh, My head is filled with ****** fantasies
they fill My soul
and dance before My inner eyes
in My head upon My bed
Oh, creature
Oh, My phantom of desire
You come from the dark and distant shores
of My lonely and desperate soul
succubus mine!
you are a haunting melody
from ages past
like a haunting song
sung beside some ancient Celtic fire
Oh, how I remember You
I have known You through ages past
always a haunting vision
Oh, My soft and lovely haunting vision
Oh, You have always been the life of My soul
Oh, you are a fire that never dies
My love for You will never die
Oh, I breath in Your soft
and fragrant  mystic love
it comes with the first dying of the sun's rays
as I lay My head upon My bed
you are the first twinkling star
of the soft and sacred night
Oh, You are some sweet and sacred Celtic angel
You have lived through ages past
and You will live in My heart forever and evermore
Oh, I search for You
with My waking eyes
and I shall search for You forever and ever
till I come to Your sweet sacred land
past the sun and moon
and the endless stars
on a bridge to forever till I come to the sacred shadows
of the dream land where you reside
and fly with you sacred Celtic angel
endlessly through the starry
sacred night skies.