she was
just a
caterpillar which
happened to
be jealous
of butterflies.

she was hooked
on drugs
and i was dealing
with depression
i became her new addiction
and my *** was her fix
she always confided in me but the four walls knew her better
and one day i went hibernating
she cut herself and befriended
a noose which she used to degrade herself because the anchor was absent in her life

like my smile, our love was temporary.

i can tell
by the bags
under your eyes
that you cry
yourself to sleep
when it comes
dawn you hide
and cut your
wrists, so the
sun doesn’t kiss
you and make you
conscious
let’s make
love and shut
the world out
and embrace this
new feeling that
we ignite in each
other’s bodies

let your walls
worship me
and bow down
when I come down
on them and scream
my name with
every stroke

it's your eyes
that always
have me
losing focus
cause of the vision
they display

I dream of
you
every night
and how I'm gonna
make you whipped
cause of
loves notes
I'm forever
writing with this
pen full of
love and affection

be with
me
and let my
pen undress
and evoke
the god
in you

my heart is fragile
my smile is broken
my soul is tortued
my eyes have turned blind
my fingers got burned cause of cupid

my wounds are open
my throat is dogged up
the pain is flowing
my insides are burning
(let’s just keep going)

my mind is fidgeted
my thoughts are caged
my bloodstreams are bursting
introspective is weakened
unanchored sailing takes place.