Too much sleep

Too many R.E.M cycles

Too many dreams

Of course your face had to show up at least once.

How can you disappoint me in so many ways?

Why am I not good enough to celebrate Valentine's?

Fine if I'm not

But why am I not good enough for surprise dinners?

Surprise flowers?

Surprise anything?

Why don't you seem to go out of your way to make me happy but I have to sacrifice to make you happy?

Tell me

I hate you right now

And you tell me you love me

Tell me I'm your whole world

And all I can think is

That's because I gave you mine

I've given you everything.

Centuries can pass

Stars can die

And still

I can't help but be reminded

Of the way I once loved you.

My body wants you

But my mind is angry

Angry with your carelessness

Angry with your childish ways

I love you

But I hate the things you do

I want you

But I need space from you

How is it

You made me love you and dislike you at the same time?

Sometimes

All I can think of

Are all the reasons I should leave.