I love you
But I don't know if I'm in love with you

It breaks my heart
Knowing I could break yours.

They mean the hazel sparkle in your eyes

They mean the way you smile at me

And make me giddy

They mean the way you run your hand through your hair before you show me something

They mean your beauty could **** hearts.

While I can never forget the ecstasy of your body wrapped up in mine, it is not that in which I miss the most. At least, not especially.

More than anything I miss talking to you, words just poured out of me with you. I always told you the truth even if it hurt.

We live these separate worlds now, our love too toxic for this lifetime. But I miss those ears listening to my heart. Always knowing me better than I knew myself.

My heart and body
Are being torn apart

Do I want love
Or love making

I cannot have both

Not from the one I love.

I had loved you for so long

So long it ached with every breath I took

And now years after

All I can agree we had in common

Was great ***.