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While I can never forget the ecstasy of your body wrapped up in mine, it is not that in which I miss the most. At least, not especially.

More than anything I miss talking to you, words just poured out of me with you. I always told you the truth even if it hurt.

We live these separate worlds now, our love too toxic for this lifetime. But I miss those ears listening to my heart. Always knowing me better than I knew myself.
Tell me.

Tell me how.

How do I say it.

How do I tell you.

I'm just not happy anymore.
My body aches
Aches for intimacy
Aches for motherhood
Aches for change

I need a new beginning.
Ace
My heart and body
Are being torn apart

Do I want love
Or love making

I cannot have both

Not from the one I love.
I had loved you for so long

So long it ached with every breath I took

And now years after

All I can agree we had in common

Was great ***.
Kings have reigned less time
Than the years I spent loving you.
I'm glad it ended 10/4/17
I love you

But then

Wall

You're 28

Depending on me

To do basic needs

Turning an arm injury

Into a lifetime of excuses

I don't know what to do

Because there's this boy

Who actually seems like

Just slightly more of a man

And there's you grown

And slightly more childish

And my heart is flustered

And my brain confused

And I just wish you would grow up.
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