Victoria Jennings

Victoria Jennings Jul 2019

Will you love me as I cry

Will you love me when I can't bare children

Will you love me when I have bad days

Will you love me when I'm snarky

Will you love me when I just want to go home

Will you love me always and forever?

If not, you can surely go.

Victoria Jennings Jul 2019

What Is She

Half of her screams
You are beautiful
The other half screams
You're just a monster

Torn between
The scale
And the diet
The food
And the confidence

Never finding peace.

Victoria Jennings Jul 2019

Tell you

I see you from a distance

I want to say hi

I want to tell you I'm happy

Happy with who I am

Happy with who I love

Happy without you for the first time

I want to tell you I'm happy for you

And that I hope your just as happy

I know if I reach out I might poison what we've both built.

Victoria Jennings Jun 2019

Are you home sick

To her, you were once the whole world
Every day with you was a new adventure

To you, she was your hometown
The one you never left out of fear.

Victoria Jennings Jun 2019

Burn ******

You're the only one who has ever tasted me

And I hope my juices
Have burned your insides.

Victoria Jennings Jun 2019

Record

You're the broken record
That won't stop playing
Even when I get it to stop
The song stays stuck in your head
That's you
Stuck

Trapped in my mind
Emerging subconsciously
When I'm most vulnerable
And all my shields are down.

Victoria Jennings Jun 2019

Evil Love

You still haunt my every nightmare.

I woke up with a pit in my stomach. I'm engaged...but you still disturb my dreams.