Victoria Jennings

Victoria Jennings Apr 2019

I don't love you anymore
And after nine years
That feels remarkable

I don't love you
Just the memories

It took me so much time
But it's so freeing
Letting go
Is peaceful.

I'm happy now. I think you are too. I'm glad we found separate lives after all.

Victoria Jennings Apr 2019

Slow it down

Slow down
Baby slow it down
I can stand here with you
For the rest of my life
And never get tired
Let me just stare
At those hazel eyes
Just a little longer
Just nuzzle into you
A bit more
Baby slow down
I don't want this to end
Stop time for me
I want to enjoy every moment.

Victoria Jennings Apr 2019

Tainted 10w

My blood is tainted
Who poisoned my womb

Tell me.

PCOS.

Victoria Jennings Apr 2019

Planning for Forver.

You're buying my ring
Planning this future
But I'm scared

Scared of being loved
I've never felt this before

No one has ever looked at me

The way you always look at me

You make my whole world right

I spent years
YEARS

Thinking this was impossible

I was in darkness so long

And then you came along
And you changed it all

You're everything I
Always hoped for.

Eric, my love, my savior, my perfect accidental love.

Victoria Jennings Apr 2019

Drop of you

The worst part
Of loving someone so deeply
Is that when it's all over
There's a piece of them in you
Forever
There's always a drop of love
Even if it's mixed with rage.

Victoria Jennings Mar 2019

Haunted by you

You are gone
Or the you that I loved
And yet
I still awake
From dreams
Where you are
Where my heart aches
You see
The you that I loved
He is forever stamped
In my heart
And I've tried
So hard
To erase it
To scratch it out
To forget
But it's no use
I'm haunted by you
Haunted by a you
That was everything to me.

I've moved on. I need dreams to stop interfering.

Victoria Jennings Feb 2019

Fever

Eyes so bright

Dreams so big

Blind me with your love

Hug the patience into me

I don't know how long I can wait.