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I didn't feel a **** thing before you walked into my life
And when you walked in
I felt everything
And I didn't know how to deal with that.
I'm too broken for this world. I cannot be happy alone. Only numb. Only passive.
I don't know what's harder
Having you in my life and
Not having you
Or
Not having you in my life

Either way I'm broken and alone

Either way I cry myself to sleep.
I don't feel like I can be fixed or saved anymore. This pain is like all the heart breaks in one.
My love,
As much of it as there is,
Will never be enough
To make you love me back.
We will not end up together. You do not love me
And saddest of all I know I will always love you.
F U
*******
*******
*******
It's what I do
I hate you
And more than that
I hate that I can't stop loving you
And trust me I've tried
*******
For using me
For holding me
For kissing me
For not wanting me
For telling me you cared
You never care
How many heart breaks
Can one man give one girl
Before she dies
I hate you
But I love you
It's like a curse
And there's no breaking it
*******
**** me
I hate you
I hate me.
F U
*******
*******
*******
It's what I do
I hate you
And more than that
I hate that I can't stop loving you
And trust me I've tried
*******
For using me
For holding me
For kissing me
For not wanting me
For telling me you cared
You never care
How many heart breaks
Can one man give one girl
Before she dies
I hate you
But I love you
It's like a curse
And there's no breaking it
*******
**** me
I hate you
I hate me.
Often I'm insecure
Because I will never measure up
To your idea of perfection
I will never be perfect
I worry I'm not enough
That I never will be
But to me, you always will be
And I don't know how to make myself enough  
I just hope you see that no matter what
I will always love you
I hope you see my efforts
I hope you realize
For me
Time doesn't change what's in my heart.
You are everything I've spent my whole life looking for
You are the only way my story ends happily
You are the only person who motivates me
You make me want to be the best me I can
You are the reason I know what love is
You are the reason I know what happiness is

I cannot read minds, not for lack of trying
So I don't know for sure if you love me back
But when you kiss my cheek in the middle of making love
And when you hug me tight as soon as I walk in the door
I have all the hope in the world you do

Sweetie, let me tell you,
I'm pretty **** bad at expressing my love in words
But you are the brightest thing in my life
Which is so ironic because you are such a pessimist
But you are my favorite pessimist

You inspire me
You are the craziest and most creative person I know
You are amazing from head to toe
You are the only one I know who rocks bedhead
You are my favorite person in this world

I hope one day
Things won't be so
Complicated
I hope one day
I can tell you I love you again
And my ears will be blessed enough to hear it back.
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