She never put me in extreme expectations.
She listens.
She supports.
She's my skeleton and cells
Picking me up when I fell.

Once I had a nightmare,
She's gone, died somewhere
I woke up gasping for air
tears rolled down my eyes.

She is my weakness
Mostly, the reason I hold on
My heroine
My strength  
My ground
My savior
My mother.

The strength of my soul fluctuated
approaching negativity.

I no longer have the strength.
To be happy and carefree.

I need to be awakened.
A wake up call, anything.

Somebody, save me
for I am
falling into deep abyss of a billion thoughts and provocation,
drowning in the paradoxical ideas of philosophical notion.

I am gasping for air
because this load left me unaware.
My world is collapsing
I don't want this as an ending.

If this is a test,
Give me the strength I need.
The least,
some patience to feed.

Quick!
Before my heart dies.
Before I disintegrated.
Before I crumble
to rubble.