I'm just a shadow, that shutters every wind blows.
I'm doing everything I can but it's nothing.
I keep on crying to feel better but it's nothing.
When can I feel I'm important?
When can I feel I'm needed?
Let it be. Cry it all.
I can't do anything.

I don't feel free
I can't feel me
What others say is important
What others think is relevant
How come they're still humans?
How come we're called individuals?
If it's the most important in this world,
What other says.

Fantasy where I chose to live
Fantasy where I can be brave
They say stay in this world
Stay in this cruel, inhuman world
But no one can stop me
Because fantasy is where
I can be me

Where were you?
Where's everyone?
Why did you left me?
Am I not useful at all?
Did I comfort you less than you expected?
But I need some right now?
Can I use one too?
I just want a comfort from whom I comforted.

Tears are like rains,
It just drops when it's mild,
It storms when it's hard.
Tears may tells you that you're weak.
Tears may help you cope up everything.
I don't know tears all about.
But for me, tears?
It's all gone.

You and I were great!
You and I were strong!
You and I promised,
That we will never end our friendship.
How did that happen?
What is the reason?
I haven't done anything for sure.
Where was that promise?
Did it go with the broken frame?
Did you raised it up that no one would noticed?
I'm dead, I'm pale,
Why would I be that foolish.

Is there a person whose perfect?
Is there a person who has no failure?
I guess no one sees our future.
I guess no one knows how were tortured.
We've been hurt before,
But fighting for more.
Pretending to be someone else place.
Guess what it's good to be true.

What if I'll die tomorrow,
Would you cry?
What if I go tomorrow,
Does your decision change?
What if sun's won't shine,
Will you still be thankful?
What if.
I can't find it anywhere.
I don't want to go anywhere.
What if changes everything.

I don't know what to do,
Everytime your near my heart pumps too.
Attracted with the things you have.
Now I have awaken,
Now I'll stop fallen.
But can we be friends?
Please let your mind be open before it ends,
Ends in the thought of you don't want me.
I just want us to be friends!
Nothing more, nothing less.

Hey! Have you seen my pain?
Have you been watching me from your window in the pouring rain?
I was all alone then you join in,
We seemed so happy dancing through the pouring rain.
You pulled me inside your arms, It feels like home.
The calmness and warmth atmosphere.
Suddenly the thunder came out, and you let go with my hand that has been intertwined with yours.
Home why did you left?

I was out of my mind
I just let my feet decide where to go, then here I am.
It's been a while to be here,
Its been a while since I remember the memories we made in this place.
The place didn't change that much,
The trees grew taller and the flower blooms again.
I've been avoiding to be in here again,
Its just when I come here I miss you more.
Many things happened without you, I hope you're okay.
This place never be the same without you.

From the day I opened my eyes
I'm obligated to be the one you'd asked
You can't see how I feel, whenever you call me a FAILURE.
I can't be the one you'd asked or been asking.
I'm sorry mom and good bye.