From the day I opened my eyes
I'm obligated to be the one you'd asked
You can't see how I feel, whenever you call me a FAILURE.
I can't be the one you'd asked or been asking.
I'm sorry mom and good bye.

Hey! Have you seen my pain?
Have you been watching me from your window in the pouring rain?
I was all alone then you join in,
We seemed so happy dancing through the pouring rain.
You pulled me inside your arms, It feels like home.
The calmness and warmth atmosphere.
Suddenly the thunder came out, and you let go with my hand that has been intertwined with yours.
Home why did you left?

I was out of my mind
I just let my feet decide where to go, then here I am.
It's been a while to be here,
Its been a while since I remember the memories we made in this place.
The place didn't change that much,
The trees grew taller and the flower blooms again.
I've been avoiding to be in here again,
Its just when I come here I miss you more.
Many things happened without you, I hope you're okay.
This place never be the same without you.

Fantasy where I chose to live
Fantasy where I can be brave
They say stay in this world
Stay in this cruel, inhuman world
But no one can stop me
Because fantasy is where
I can be me

I don't feel free
I can't feel me
What others say is important
What others think is relevant
How come they're still humans?
How come we're called individuals?
If it's the most important in this world,
What other says.

Where were you?
Where's everyone?
Why did you left me?
Am I not useful at all?
Did I comfort you less than you expected?
But I need some right now?
Can I use one too?
I just want a comfort from whom I comforted.

Tears are like rains,
It just drops when it's mild,
It storms when it's hard.
Tears may tells you that you're weak.
Tears may help you cope up everything.
I don't know tears all about.
But for me, tears?
It's all gone.