im unwell and everything
is not what it all used to be
its different this time
im weaker and my thoughts
are going insanely wild
louder than the ones
on my ****** lips
everyday i longed for
someone to understand
just by the way my heavy
bloodshot lidded eyes are
exhausted and disconsolate

You plan my life step by step
in fine details without a flaw in transcript
up Your majestic glorious sleeves
behind my fears and even my greatest insecurities
at times when my intentions gone astray
you still fix your heart, eyes and purposes on me

You expresses them in my existence
in the most un-expecting ways
and in superlative odd timings
i could never ever imagine any more further

the way You exhale realisation into my face
is the moment i know You are so real
that i vision Your grace flowing through my veins

You love me so vastly, perpetually
and constantly blessing me with
things i've never dared to ask
things i that find rather insignificant

when in Your hands
they are everything You forged
everything that's a living matter
everything that's breathing from within
everything that lives under our toes
they weigh just as important as You do

wonder about everything you see
broaden your mindset
and see things in every perspectives
wander everywhere you are
create from anything you touch
be amazed by how
other mankind ponder about
ideas and circumstances
that you don't ever
your skin on your head is temporal
BUT your mind is a universe