close your eyes gently
as we create little tiny
indiscernible constellations
out of our bare fingertips
elongated eyelashes
and our razor-sharp tongues.

im unwell and everything
is not what it all used to be
its different this time
im weaker and my thoughts
are going insanely wild
louder than the ones
on my ****** lips
everyday i longed for
someone to understand
just by the way my heavy
bloodshot lidded eyes are
exhausted and disconsolate

the scent of you stayed for weeks
lingering in my room until
the day my tears polluted
the entire room with
desire and loneliness

you never called
you never text
do you even think of me
as much as i think of you
wanting you under my bed sheets
just to cuddle like we used to

nothing more but to
sleep under the silence
in each others arms

flowers withering in forms of thoughts of you
steadily slow seeping through our intertwined souls
dried blood flaking off my lips to the sigh of your name
silent words dancing on our tongues we never share
subtle movements of dysphoria extricate from within
wrathful vibes linger in between figures of our wandering souls
unintentional loose knots of our hearts beneath our hands
swallowing hard at every particle clogged in our throats in the dark
our souls become one as you lay right next to me in silence