in the middle of the night...
i search for you...
my mouth keeps shut
but my mind is blabbering..
wounds hurt as i close my eyes....
the scars burn
and my life flashes by..
its now that i need you.
to find u to write them down..
write them away ..
so i can close my eyes to sleep for a while..
before i look for u again tomorrow night..
my little book for poetry..

மரங்கள் தன் இலைகளுக்கு பறக்க கற்று கொடுப்பதில்லை,
வளர கற்று கொடுக்கின்றன,

ஏனென்றால், முன்னேற்றம் என்பது உயரத்தில் அல்ல,
வளர்ச்சியில் உள்ளது...

(மனிதன் தன் மக்களுக்கு பறக்க கற்று கொடுகிரனே, அவர் எங்கனம் வளர்வது..?)

தன் வேர்களை விட்டு எவளவு உயர்வாக பறந்தாலும்,
அது காற்றில் பறப்பது தான், வளர்வது அல்ல,
காற்றிருக்கும் பொது தூற்றிகொல்பவன்,
காற்று ஓய்ந்தபின், வீழ்ந்து தானே ஆக வேண்டும் ...........

கடல் பின் வாங்குவதால் தான் அலைகள் தோன்றுகிறன...
after every ebb there is a tide...
தோல்வியோ வெற்றியோ நிரந்திரம் அல்ல,
தோல்வியை எதிர்பவன் தான் வெற்றி காண்கிறான்...


translation from tamil:

only when the sea recedes does the tide appear,
after every ebb there is a tide..
failure or success is not permanent,
only the one who faces fear can meet success..
success succeeds failure.

here i go again..
i convince myself that there's no reason for me to be sad...
searching for excuses to fade away this empty feeling...
simple pleasures don't seem to help no more...
i look upon the sky searching for a place i could call mine...
Im ready to take the journey, but can't remember my destination...
dont want to know what destiny has for me..
it doesnt bother me that i cant control my life...
cause when i belong to you, every mistake makes sense,
every flaw adds upto perfection..
your absence doesnt disturb me..
am just missing a part of me....

absence is not emptiness or void..
it actually is the omnipresence of something that is felt even in its absence...
distance can be handled, presence felt, though in not any tangible sense...
but absence, is unforgivable......

you are like the the air,
or a cloud, i cant compare,
what you are to me keeps changing time after time
when i see you at first, i,
wonder how i ever survived without seeing your face for so long.
when u kiss me, i,
think how lucky i am to have you here.
through the time i am with you, i,
cant stop wondering what it would be like to spend the rest of my life with you.
then, after you've left, i,
am convinced that i cant live without you.

I'm stuck in time ...
nothing moves..nothing lives, nothing grows
in my inanimate world.
my whole world in a standstill.
just my body lying next to it..
neither of us move..
I lie motionless...
almost as if the blood in my veins thickened and stood still..
suffocating...
till I finally gasp for air...
all the while it still remains silent..
my phone...
it doesn't ring...



love is a drug...
a simple task as waiting for a call
can make u hallucinate...