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Nothing May 2014
i see red everywhere and
a month ago i would have wanted it all over
but now the red is you
Nothing Apr 2014
I told you I'm here for you, and i am
I just
Don't want you wishing for me when its
4: 44 am and you've been
Pulling out your hair all night and
I'll ask you why you don't have eyelashes tomorrow and
Your mother will ask why theres little blonde hairs on your pillowcase and why
Your eyes are bloodshot maybe
Its because of me and maybe its the disease but
I told you I'm here for you,
I just
Don't want you wishing for me at 4: 44 a.m
Nothing Feb 2014
'To whom it concerns'
Is how i plan to start it
16 and the end.
Im sorry
Nothing Feb 2014
I stood by as you fell apart
and held your hand
and caught all your broken pieces
only to find
you couldn't be put back together
at least not by me.
Nothing Mar 2014
Who could ever love me
With my accidental bloodstains
And my constant reget?
Who could ever love a girl
Who's cheeks are always wet
?
Nothing Nov 2013
killing myself from the outside in
or maybe
inside out
i can't remember anymore
all i feel is numb
Nothing Nov 2013
You really want it
And you're so close
you can feel it.

You're breaking through,
Breaking free of the chains
Binding you.

Its a game you're about to win,
I'll be the proud audience
Ever cheering,
rooting for you.

You're almost
Victorious
Nothing Nov 2013
You gave me
Callouses
On my heart.
Spots that you roughed up enough
Frequently
That they stayed permantently hardened
Untouchable
An instinct defense now.

Every time we would grow apart,
These callouses would disappear a little
Everyday.
I was stupid for letting these callouses
Become tender.
For letting my gaurd down so that
Every time you gave me that quick, sly grin
I would have to build those calouses up again.
I could either
Thank you,
For making me so strong,
Or despise you,
For making me so weak.
Nothing Nov 2013
Today is Wednesday.
And it wont be in exactly
45 minutes.
Lets make Wednesday last.
caffeine-soaked thoughts lead to poems about the days of the week...what is this
Nothing Nov 2013
I dont know what to believe anymore
I dont know what you arent telling me
And it scares me.
I know youre worried
And i know you care
But  i just wish
That you could be honest
Because
I dont know what to believe anymore.

The things i dont know wont hurt me
Is what youre thinking
But its the opposite.
These white lies are anything but white
In the form of pink lines
Sometimes red
Tracing up
Arms
Legs
Waist
Thighs
Places (you think) arent visible
You hope.

Others might buy the cheap
"Im fine."
But i know better.
When the strained, tight smile
Doesnt reach your clear eyes
I know better.

Be honest.
Nothing Nov 2013
You are
Poetry.
The way your tiny, nimble fingers
Flow freely up and down the frets,
Reminds me of the way you can sing and
Get lost in a song,
Everything almost forgotten.
Reminds me of the way you could probably
Spit bars accurately like someone who
belongs,
Because everything else comes so easy;
Why not?

You are
Music.
The way you write
Seems to hum harmoniously with the tune of
Mournful sadness or
Drowned happiness.
The music of you enthralls all
Capturing, reminds me of the story you carry,
A twisted
Fairy tale,
Scribbled in scars and watercolor
Inscribed on pages of forgotten notebooks.
Trailing off, leaving a sweet, high, melodic note
Haunting
With a flourish.
had a lot of inspiration for this one.
happy birthday.

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