When i told you everything last night,
The only thing i didnt expect
Was what actually happened.

Maybe i expected some comfort,
Or at least for you to say,
"Okay, sounds like a plan."
It is a plan.
An over developed plan,
But a plan all in all.

But what you said
And what you did
Was worse than you accepting it.

So thanks a bunch.
That made me realize how
Stupid i was,
To think you'd listen.

i'm getting better
at being a pretender
you might never know

'To whom it concerns'
Is how i plan to start it
16 and the end.

And you made me
Hate the sun
Because people are trained to fear the unknown
Unless you open your arms to it
But you blocked my view.

I stood by as you fell apart
and held your hand
and caught all your broken pieces
only to find
you couldn't be put back together
at least not by me.

Even scars will heal
Though the memories will last
You will find peace soon

i see red everywhere and
a month ago i would have wanted it all over
but now the red is you

Hurt people hurt people

killing myself from the outside in
or maybe
inside out
i can't remember anymore
all i feel is numb