I fall when you're not.
We've been struggling
trying to juggle.
Flesh.
Or maybe that's just you.
Yeah it's just you.
You say you need more
trying to live
close to God.
You need Him
you say.
I guess I just don't want Him.
He's not you.

Time is rushing by
A sly grin taunting me on its way through
Reminding me that there will be a time
That I won't have you
I know
You've slipped through my fingers
time and time again

I watch our stories
built all around us
but that isn't you
it's not even me

I feel your lips caress my skin
your grasp as we become one
that was never us
it's never even been me

I miss the nights
engulfed in your presence
but you weren't there
and neither was I

Struggle.
After you.
I need to shower
but I want you on me
as long as you can be

We are a truth made of lies
and I'm afraid
Finally
You'll make an honest man
out of you

Take my shoes
They are too big to fill
I hate myself
There is no where else for me to go

What happens when "we" no longer fits
when I and me feels so alone

When it's no longer we
to where do I go
these memories lead no where
I and me

When all we are
becomes now we are not
to where do I go?

When all we are
becomes just me
to where do I go?