What happens when "we" no longer fits
when I and me feels so alone

When it's no longer we
to where do I go
these memories lead no where
I and me

When all we are
becomes now we are not
to where do I go?

When all we are
becomes just me
to where do I go?

So hold me like you want me
but you cant
you try
you do
just as long as you don't squeeze too tight

Sometimes the pain seeps through
Eventually to break my walls once again
My nights have become reminders
of the pain hidden beneath
I didn't understand them
Betrayal
Shame
Lust
He reached out
"They are tearing down good memories"
I reply
"My memories are with you"
I hate that hotel
Take the memories
all of them.

I'm being told stories
ones that run true
the remind me of times
me and you

They all seem to **** familiar
to those feelings I'm addicted

You're not the only one gone
It's not just you that walked away
There is far too many others
just passing on through.

These are my sunflowers
they look to the sun
but some forget.
They look to me
begging for direction
but I have no clue
I wish they knew
a slight turn would make all the difference
They wont hear me
I wish they knew

I am very much neutral
not on your side
I know more of a story than yours
but yours isn't any less important
I'd like to hear yours
not just bits you'd like me to hear
I'm fighting for you
but I'm also fighting for them.

Indirectly
I speak my mind
my heart
so I can have yours.
I want you
I was us
hid from the world