sometimes you are going to miss a person who was an almost to you.
and you'll feel sad because there is no name for that feeling.
you just feel it in a way that makes you tired to your very bones.

some days I wish the ink of my past would vanish, and all those memories and people would disappear, and all those feelings and tears would die. And lastly, all those stories and dreams would never exist.

In life you lose people, and I have learnt that sometimes you just have to leave it at that. Do not force things that aren't meant to be. accept their loss and rejoice in memories, someone better is on their way, it just a matter of traffic.

you made me a lover intoxicated on the lust of your scent. you made me a lover, but you never taught me how to love. and now, i am in eternal conflict, for i can neither love or not love.

If there was ever a paradise in this broken world, it would be you, mother. for your sweetness makes me forget the harshness of this world, may happiness always befall you, may gardens of green blossom in your presence, may sadness run at the sound of your gentle voice, and may my smile be yours.

Sometimes you let go of people without even noticing. You stop thinking about them like you used to, it eventually isnt your daily habit anymore. you stop waiting for them to reply to you. you get used to it. you stop allowing them to take up so much space in your life. you move on, you go about your day without worrying about them. you stop expecting them to come back with an apology. and therefore, you finally accept the fact that they are no longer a part of your life anymore, this is you letting go.

I wish I knew what to do with my life, what to do with my heart. I do nothing all day, boredom settles in, I look at the sky so I get to feel even smaller than I already feel and my mind keeps poisoning itself uselessly.