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Nolan Bucsis Sep 2018
I feel as if I have passed on through.
The mortal veil.
And come to my judgement.

One that does not bode.
Well for me.

I'll be condemned.
To more of this torpor.

This inadequate existence.
Nolan Bucsis Sep 2018
It feels like I'll never get out.
From under this rock.

It will just weigh me down.
In perpetual melancholy.

Irreverent nothingness.
Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018
Is it simple.
Or is it drawn out and vindictive.
Is it painful.
Or is it just passing through.

Love?
Love never liked me.
Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018
I'm trying to freeze myself.
In thought.
And become immortally relaxed.
In an understanding.
Why.
Is there any of this.
And me.
Just.
Broken
Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018
I'm always depressed.
I'm always down.
And I get up.
Oh so very slowly.
On days like this.
When nothing is left over.
But hating myself
Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018
I feel like exploding.
But I haven't a fuze.

And I've been thinking about leaving.
But I haven't a place to go.

And this alogia is getting out of hand.
But I've lost the will to speak.

The frustration builds.
The boredom grows.
All I do is nod off.
Into a fearful.
Rest.
Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018
I drift into unconsciousness.
As there's no reason.
To be awake.
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