Nolan Bucsis

Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018

Sleep

She sings syllogisms.
That no one knows.
But her, the wind, and my imagination.
Where she's beautiful.
Frozen in a good memory.

A lovely smile.

And.
Here I am.
Reading metaphors and analogies.
From her sweet lips.

Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018

Something profound.

The future is supposed to be bright.
But for me.
It's just there.
Waiting.
I'm stuck out here.
In these doldrums.
Staring at the horizon.
Wondering when I'll do more.
Than freeze in place.

Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018

Indepedent

I've been working on being.
Alone.
So long that I don't know.
What to do.
To get out of it.

Maybe if I run away into intoxication.
I'll feel better.

Nolan Bucsis Aug 2018

Ak 47's

I bear this witness.
To arms.
Outstreched in the night.
Thirsting, for blood.
And annihilation.

Nolan Bucsis Jul 2018

Fear and Apprehension

I just wanted to move back to that.
Emptiness in my childhood.

That vacant stare.

The wind whistling in my ear.
And old addages.
To help me fall
Asleep.

Nolan Bucsis Jul 2018

No one will ever

Care.
If I die.

Nolan Bucsis Jul 2018

Shattered

I don't think anyone will love me again.
I'd like to be sad about it.
But, I can't.

They're right.

I'm broken