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Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
It was never love.
For you.
I guess it was just.
Lonely.
Whoever is.
Available.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
I am constantly escaping.
From right now.
To get lost.
In.
Never was.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
I can make it through my life.
And the day.
Only if I'm properly.
Over medicated.
On these.
Chemical friends.
Of mine.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
I don't want to.
Breathe.
I just want.
To pass.
Away.
Into the absolution.
At the end.
Of the abyss.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
Does it matter.
If you're screaming.
When all that can.
Get you to sleep.
Is the promise.
Tomorrow won't be so.
Bad.

But it.
Always.
Is.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
I don't even remember.
Any happiness.
In the last half decade.
Just.
A lot of let downs.
And suicide.
Attempts.
Nolan Bucsis Jan 2018
Ain't no one never.
Come to save me.
From ****.

I had to figure it out.
On my own.

And,
It's made me more.
Anti social.
Cause I can live all alone.
By my ain **** self.
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