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Renata Nov 2019
I know that you don't care about yourself
But please don't ever lose yourself
You have to fight for
What you believe in
Even if everyone is against it
It's not always your fault
Get that the **** out of your head
Please stop lying
Be straight to your self  
Be yourself
Even if people don't like it be you
Cause you are worth it
You might not see it right now
But trust me you are
The thought of losing myself makes
No sense in my head
Nobody gonna trust you like I trust you
nobody gonna love you like I do
I love you
Renata Nov 2019
Hold on
I just need a moment
I say I'm okay
But…
Isn't that what we all say
I try to control me
But that is what controls me
All the time
the voices in my head
They Say...
You're not worth it
So just say goodbye cause
Tomorrow I'll be dead I can
Only hope
But in the end, maybe I'm not worth it
But...
You are your so much more
You are the whole world to me
And to so much more people
So you
Yes you
Are worth it
So hold on really tight  
You are so much more
Renata Nov 2019
You showed me what fake really is
You promised to many things
You always said this or that
At the end
you were a *****
You changed up
even if u knew how that felt
I tried to tell you but you changed even more
I gave us too many chances
now we are done
your playing like your the victim
but in the end, you ain't ****
And yes I might seem like a *****
but I move as you move
And well if you don't like me anymore move away from me
I knew you were fake when you talked **** about everyone I dated
When I got heartbroken you were never there but thanks for nothing and that's what your gonna get from me nothing
Bye ***** ***
Renata Nov 2019
But what is a shadow really?
Is it a happy ending or a dark past
But is there really a thing such as a happy ending
Maybe you are just happy at the beginning
But are we tired of hiding what we are feeling
Or tired of having emotions

Do you ever think about something sad
Before you go to sleep
You see the shadow of
your dark past
Do you ever fall in love
With words

Or with ideas or thoughts but do we
Really ever fall in love with actions
Maybe you picture your life
Full with happiness
maybe you
Already meant the person you
Gonna spend the rest of your life with
But the hardest thing is to let go of the things
You never had

Do you ever hate getting flashbacks
Of things you don't want to remember
There are things that
We don't want to happen
But we have to learn to
Except it
But without those things we are not
Ourselves
you can say to yourself
“Am used to it”
But that's one of the saddest things to say
You can give your heart
To a person but they choose
what to do with it

Something can be part
Of your life then taken away
Like nothing
Maybe you are the person
Who tries to keep everyone
Happy but are you happy?

Do you live in a shadow and can’t face reality
And then life hits you harder
than you thought
Maybe you are fighting
A battle that has no end
But sometimes you
Have to pretend everything is ok
Maybe people think that
Everything that a shadow is
That is it a dark area or shape produced by
a body coming between rays of light
But a shadow can be something that
You are hiding from
Shadows can be the
Feelings that you try to hide always dark
Empty, alone

you can always try to
Keep your face in the sunshine
And your shadow will follow
Love can be a trap
When we fall
We only see the light not
The shadow
The word “happy”
Can lose the true meaning
If it can't be balanced
With sadness
We all have stories
But do we always like
The dark past or the shadow that
You are hiding

We can feel like no one cares
We can cry
But it doesn't mean we are weak
It means that we have a heart
Maybe you see a person
If someone is quiet all the time it could mean they are full
Of pain
We can put walls up but
Not to keep the people
Out but to see if they care enough to knock them down
GOOD FRIENDS care for each other..CLOSE FRIENDS understand each other,
But TRUE FRIENDS stay forever.
.beyond words, beyond distance, beyond time..!!
So do we really ever have this person
Or is it all fake life, love everything
Rain races through air at rage like rocks ripping
But why do rocks hurt less
Then a broken heart
But have the dignity to stand up for
Yourself and do what's right, not what will
Get you not noticed life is hard but
you
Can make it
Renata Nov 2019
We're so young
When are we gonna learn
We're bad for each other
Well I have to learn
I have to learn you don't like me
And I know that there's someone
You like out there and…
I know there's someone that likes
I but I keep on crying rivers
Even though you didn't have one tear
I'm so done with the ******* that's happening in my mind
Renata Nov 2019
Why do I keep falling for fake love?
Why do I always get hurt at the end
When I fell I couldn't stop
you caught me
But it was a web of ******* lies
Having you means dying a little
Everyday
I thought having you
Was really the best thing ever
But…..
having you was the worst thing that
Ever happened to me
Your kisses were all lies
Renata Nov 2019
these haters
I swear
but I don't trip
cause ima keep rising up
you won't be able to touch me
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