I want to see you all the time
But I also never want to see you again.
Even with a broken heart, you're the only one that i want.
I wish I could hate you.

You repeatedly gave me red flags
And I took them each time
With a smile,
As if they were flowers.
I chose to look for green lights,
And in that way, I guess, I broke my own heart.

You were willing to
destroy the future you claimed to want with me
for your "history" with her
And that is when I knew
It was time for me to move on
-you could never be my home

At each cry for help
You stomped on my throat,
And then wondered why
I stopped speaking.
You cut me,
And then found a way to blame me for bleeding.
I gave you my heart.
You tore it apart.
But I'll always be the villain in your story,
And you'll always be the love of my life in mine.
That is the saddest part.

You were a balloon
Tethered to my hand
Floating above my head
And then one day the string moved
From my hand to my neck
And you floated all the same