noelle

noelle Apr 2021

silence

surprisingly,
silence is an answer, too

noelle Apr 2021

safe place

there isn't anyone
i can tell these things to
so i come here,
this is my safe place

noelle Apr 2021

before i die,
i want to
feel infinite

noelle Mar 2021

faded

they're fading
you're faking it
do it again
it wasn't deep enough

noelle Mar 2021

it stops the pain
it makes me feel numb
it helps calm my anger

that's why i do it

noelle Mar 2021

there is a strong flame
burning inside of me

every second
of every day

i want to punch a wall
or stab into my skin

but i keep it all inside

noelle Mar 2021

broken mask

tears flood my eyes,
i try to keep them back

"are you okay"
"yeah, why do you ask?"