As far as chances go they're infinite
But oblivion is definite
It's inevitable
I may stop it if I am able

I look into the sky
Wondering what lies beyond
Sometimes wanting to say goodbye
To everything I ever had a bond

Some say I'm creative
Some say I'm cool
Others say I'm evasive
Others say I'm a fool

So I ask
What am I
In arrogance they bask
For what they think I sigh

Around her
I feel normal
I feel better
When the day I dress formal

Hopefully we will be together
By the end of the day
If not then i'll make it last forever
Because I will just want her to stay

Don't ignore me
I know you're awake
Don't you see
For gods sake

I'm in love with you
Of which is new
To me in my life
So good to be my wife

For the rest of my life
I want you forever
In my life
We were meant for each other

The voices in my head
Try to change me
Some tears were shed
But they were too blind to see

What I was doing
I was plotting
Of ways for them to stop
My head was ready to pop

I don't want to be awake
All of this is fake
I think I'm asleep
But then I weep

When I know it's not a dream
I look up
Towards the stream
On top

It is all of the pain
It makes me go insane
Of what was made
All seems to fade

I can't stand it anymore
You are why I wake up
It feels like I can soar
My head might erupt

From all this joy
You bring to me
Every day is a new story
This is just what I see