From the very moment that you pulled away
My body was turned into a grave
Flowers no longer sprouted in my heart where your words would be
Sunlight could not reach the darkest parts of me
The vines that were once intertwined with my heart
Decided that it was time to break apart
You were the person to bring me life
and you were the one who gave me the knife

I allowed your words to take control of my mind
I ignored your actions for the beauty of your speech
I fell in love with your thoughts
But I granted you the ability to harm me with your actions
When you spoke your ideas were marvelous
Nevertheless your behavior was monstrous
  I was foolish to allow you inside of my head
But even more so to allow you into my bed

The years I've spent trying to navigate my way through the world, have been lost to the wastelands of my mind
Frozen in place as life passes me by, I watch as the world leaves me behind
Always a step out of place and never quite feeling aligned, I watch myself fall deeper into this black hole with no hope in sight
Endlessly screaming for help and hoping for some light, seems pointless as the darkness swallows everything with all of its might
One blind step forward sends me 10 steps back, and despite all the effort life won't ease up the attack
One day I hope to finally learn my true path, but until that day comes I'll continue to fall flat