Nikita

Nikita Sep 2019

So Soon

Here I am, all blurred and tired
is the because of the way I am wired?
I tried, I swear I did
am I to be blamed again?
The memories haunt me
takes me back to the time when you would flaunt me
It felt so real, the feelings were so clear
in your arms, there was no fear
Is it time already?
feels so soon
wish I could hold your hand one more time
I wish I could kiss you one more time
only one more time
is it too much to ask for?

Nikita Apr 2016

Letting go

Initially when you caught my eye
not ever i deduced it would be the foundation
The trifling chattels you did,
seems to have hitched
enduringly with zest
Still can’t accredit it has concluded
and i am situated
heeding  to your best loved hymn
hoping i could fabricate,
but within i know can’t orignate.
The deterioration is
worse than the estimation.
Carrying  you in the consoled  memories
dear companion here i’ll say goodbye.

Nikita Feb 2016

A reason

An inquest that demands  to be answered
a concealed suspicion that lingers on like a cancer.
Days  after days it keeps on augmenting
the craving propagates,
although the elucidation is still suspended.
it could be  alongside or could be distant
or still an object that craves to be existing,
the separation is crucial with the resolution being more brutal.
But then in the dark nights
its your demons that you gotta fight.

Nikita Jan 2016

The turmoil

The unknown  air to breathe
just so concealed
rushing down the memory lane a thing caught the mind’s eye
unknown dreams and indentured places
the very delusion of certainty.
with the turmoil pilling up
gratifying or tainted unable to asset.
justification being like the secluded love possessed by the sun for the moon
self created agitation seems immortal
ignorant of  the elucidation present within
** being insightful of the self is the key to ease

Nikita Aug 2015

Hope

One thing to keep you alive
the utter joy to strive .
It wakes up the dead soul
who has none , have it all .
Rich or poor it doesn't care
a single ray that will suffice is extremely rare .
Being in a world so dark
never ending nights fall wide off the mark .
Stuck deep with the dreams intact
get up and don't let your soul depart.

Nikita Nov 2014

Fake

Life's hard don't let it start
Mixed emotions it has
No One stays
It's one confusing maze
You cross one you enter other and then you don't have the strength to go further
You're forced to get up
In this world you're stuck
You can leave because that is what you want
**As All you have is your fake world to flaunt

Nikita Jul 2014

Lost

Lost in a world so deep in a world so known
With no clue of where are you from .
The people are different they want something
Something that you could never give.
You try , try so hard but you fail
And you stand alone feeling miserable .
And then you think is there no one
Who could help you .
You wait and wait but you can't feel anything
But then comes a day .
A day when your wait is over
That day when you're immensely happy .
And the others are apparently sad because you leave
Leave for a world that is pretty inside and out .
World where love is divine
Because you're not the ocean with the life being your shore line .