I sit here thinking about you
Thinking about the good times
everything about you is special
that feeling of being with you is magical
the warmth of your hug
the sweetness of your kiss
ahh ! i miss you so much  
every day i love you more
i can feel your presence
wherever i go i can feel it .
** I love you

Nobody in the world understands me
I wanna run away and set myself free
I look around i see happiness
but the time i look inside i can see nothing but a complete mess
With no strength left inside me
I get up but failure is what i receive
Crying is what i do every night
Thinking next morning i may get to see a different site
But no its still the same
Infact its worse and all my efforts are in vain
Everybody takes me wrong
Its difficult to deal with it and stay strong
I just wish for that one day
When i would get someone who would make it okay
Make my life better
When everything would be sweeter
But it seems impossible
Just like my never ending pain .

The time when you are alone,
The time when you are known.
Everybody is looking at you,
But on the inside you feel so blue.
You know  you are seen ,
But any of it doesn't make you mean.
You are a ***** that's what they say ,
And you know no ones gonna stay .
Hated, betrayed , ****** this is what you feel ,
But life goes on n so do you
Keeping the pain inside
Faking a smile , life goes on like a bumpy ride .

You are the one I want
You are the one I desire
You are the one I love
You are the one I admire
I am glad you came
Seeing you takes away all my pain
The truth is I can't live without you
Even a second seems more than a year or two
You are my lucky charm
My heaven is inside your arms
I just want you to stay
Coz you are the one who brightens up my day
I love you now more
Even than before .

A dream I had seen,
Being with someone I was never meant to be.
Whatever you did,
It broke my heart and ripped me apart.
I feel so blue,
There's nothing that I can do .
You were everything that I had,
Everything that I wanted.
How could you do this?
Staying with you was my only wish .
I feel so empty , so scared
Of this life I am fed up .
The love that I had was not enough,
Not enough to make you stay .
So now you leave,
Leaving me in a dismantled state of peace.

I am such a disgrace,
I don't feel like showing my ugly face.
I am sorry for whatever I said,
I am sorry for whatever I did.
With you every time I fought,
These were never the things I was taught.
It's all me , all my mistake,
I have kept everything at stake.
I deserve this, yes I do,
But all that I feel is  actually true.
I am just a creepy creature,
Who no longer deserves to live.
But death won't come that easy for me,
For I need to feel the misery.
I wanna go far away,
No one wants me to stay .
They are just so right,
I don't have the  strength to fight .
I will go soon I will,
When my soul would wander and my body would be still.