Well what can i say. its just another day after another day after another day. patience my child patience. each morning i rise i must remind myself of this. Waiting for the earth and myself to transcend from the cocoon, warm winds and the sun to crisp my skin. Meditating in the forest ritualitis ways. Matter a fact, needing to be laying with you in a big green field for a few days, watch the world melt a little. Your vibe is so beautiful. I promise always always to be true. Could never do no wrong to those baby blues. I guess what I’m trying to say is a mess from the start but as long as I can manage to speak clearly these thoughts. I open my eyes inside of my dream and there you are just as beautiful as can be. I whisper to your soul, “Can I keep you? Can I keep you?” In due time my baby in due time, when the sun sets in the forest and we soon discover what love is on this dense dead leaved, pine needled floor that decays as we dance right through the next perception of the door. I whisper “My darling I need your taste. Craving galore. So can I keep you please? Just once more?”

Whisper sweet words from your lips
As I sense the inebriation from the waves of your hips
That move like the Ocean
Swaying and drowning me in
Two Souls born
And now only one remains within
As we join in together like rising tides of the Sea
And you flow your loving arms around me
Like the roots from a tree

Moon light seduced me out of the corner of my eye;
Left all the memories I needed kept inside.
I focused. Time was of the essence with these celestial things.
Looking like a God in the sky compared to these startled young beings.

and the sum of it all was i was alone, a lone sum.

i was alone and i wasn't going home because i didn't have one

and i was alone because you left me this way, a lone sum.

Shaking smiles always hide away
Shy and stubborn they know no other way
When a Soul sees into a Soul its a beautiful thing
To see more to feel
And all the while keep a steady breathing
When eyes connect and lock in place
When vibrations flow and fill your empty space
When my browns met your blues and washed out the invisible room
And kept in motion more than the Ocean follows the Moon
And you closed your eyes and music filled the tide
And all the while I couldn't stop staring with my own wide opened eyes
And beauty resonated there in the cove by the bay of the beach that hugs the Ocean
Where I saw the One who swept me away
Why I didn't make motion of what my heart wanted to say
Couldn't make my frightened bones move your way
So now they'll forever wonder why they were so foolish
As to why the movement wasn't made
To the One in front who had the Golden Cosmic Way
I was blinded by the light I adored and so I couldn't see
That maybe I wasn't the only one who could think you were meant for me

You have overgrown on me.

I see in you the light the world needs to see
Your brilliant mind is that of organized chaos, a need for affection
and the final fear that it could be right on front of you
Scared little boy,
I'll love you even when you're blue

Shall I see you again?
I WANT TO WOULD LOVE TO FEEL ALIFE AGAIN.
Want to hold your organs again, intact, in the most beautiful vessel they chose to harbor them.

the me i never knew was you.

They said "Go away. There's no room in this place for your kind here."
So we ran off and thought, "Hell. Ain't no room in that place for our kind there
And ain't no of their kind in the room of our place here."
So we lived out beautifully made up lives together and no one was around to tell our story,
even long after we were gone.
There just wasn't any room for their kind around our place.
And we liked it that way.

Warm chime sing beat
Love me tender to my feet
See the children play in the street
Smile & laugh cuz so were we

You can still fake that upwards frown.
But just like the change of pigment in your skin,
the sunshine still knows your heart is not smiling once again.

and that is You. the first time I ever really laid on eyes on you was when i saw you playing music on stage. you looked so beautiful playing, with your eyes closed, cradling your guitar while it gently wept. you create sounds and flow and loveliness every day of your life and i would be the most blessed mortal on planet earth in the presence of an angel if I could wake up every day to the sound of you playing your guitar in the next room.

So to hide these scars that rattle the demon inside
& Shake our frightened bones
We make a toast!

If you woulda asked me back then if I thought we would last forever
I would have said, "Without a doubt."
But I guess it's just human nature now
Cuz ever since you left me up high
I haven't been able to come down

so you know how i told you about that cabin i want to escape to, way deep in the woods? i hope you'll join me. be free. with me. be free. with me. and let my love be your heart's key.

As soon as you showed that amateur pain
It still was all the same
I tried to keep you
My Yin to my Yang

Want you to connect to me like a road map to the sea.

like the sun needs the sky to set and rise
and how the moon needs the stars to not feel so lonely so way up high
and like the sand who meltingly molds and falls for the tide,
wistfully kisses her shoreline, tracing grains gracefully every time he arrives.

My darling,
Open your eyes to view this most precious prize
Feel your way, there's no need to hide
Gulp to swallow this new found pride
And please know what you search for I've seen radiates on from the inside
You know this is not the end
Here your souls lies; Dormant, swirling, pooling, only waiting to begin
You seek the outer limits, a space to call your own
But still you cannot see my love for inside you is your natural home
You ponder in the thoughts of never ending strife
Why am I here? Who am I? How can I rid of this life?
The pain you only feel is blind to those with closed eyes
While laying in a bed of flower and dirt gazing starry skies
Well I tell you the answer is near
Yes it shall come only too soon
Once you find out the you lost within is what was always in tune

I drive myself crazy with the thoughts that swirl like a whirlpool in my brain.
Everything is chemical and it drives me ******* mad, drives me straight insane.
I have these dreams with all these people in them.
People I've met, people I've yet to meet, maybe even people I don't know I'll meet.
I always want to tell them that they were there.
I was only sleeping but they were there! I want to tell them.
But I don't.

I need you to be my morning, afternoon & evening reality
Just like my early rise coffee
I need to start my days with you
I need you that necessarily & sweetened slightly
Licking my lips of your cream
Take you down willfully with five more shots of you in between
Come afternoon, I’ll sip on you during lunch
Sting the tip of my tongue
Your steam which adds to my fiend
Dark & pleasurely
Because you don’t forget a burn like that easily
No matter how good it feels to squirm & scream
And you are just like I dreamed
When in the evening I’m finally downing my last gulp of you
I hold you in tightly to ready you for tomorrow morning’s brew

Well I think I'll just go crazy
I think I'll just lose my mind
I think I'll just stay in bed today
Yeah, that's how I'll spend my time
This mad brain won't forget you
Believe me, I've almost got it to try
By smoking & dosing & gulping everything man has made & of earth alive

I promise you,
my eyes are wide open
and I've also slept to slumber to dream to see
even the things in my mind I cannot change
and that is the piece of me that even frightens the being that is me

I need to tell because if I don't this thinking cap will surely fly off..
Paper with lines, you're the only soul that knows.
As if Nature already knows all my secrets.
& it does.

I will love the city that loves you that loves the city that loves you that I love

Paint me as you see me.
Because on the canvas, you also capture yourself.

you are my sky, a mirror to i look into you.

Lie and and and...
DO NOT LIE !
Be of Truth.
Because that's where your very nature lives.
And when you acknowledge a non-truth appreciate that knowing and move on -
The fact that you realize is already a step towards Truth.
..And that is all there ever was.

Moment, why do you not let me live you for always?
"That is not the way of things."
Why is this?
"Because if moments are to always stay how can you appreciate an admire without a leaving?"

I guess its really no surprise other people notice how magic you are, but I just can’t help but want to be the only one who gets to be under that magnetic spell you cast.

I believe I will love you until my body turns to dust. Promise to meet me on the other side, even though its just as difficult to try to meet you in real life. Maybe then when my energy is free to roam in the source of love I believe is my home, it'll be easier this way to find you and realize what we have always known.

I'll protect you from all the things I've seen. Dance in the dirt yet no need to remain clean. I'll scare the evil spirits away that hide in the cracks of your mind, lay in a big green field for days yet no need to realize time.

They think they know
But they don't
They think they feel
But they won't
They think they breathe
And they think they see
But their eyes will forever be clouded
To someone like me