I thought my love for you was infinite
It just fell through
And I am feeling blue
To even question my lost love for you
It was there
I’ve had it for years
Thought about you almost everyday


Now I just picture myself turning away
Would you even have much to say

It’s not like you even knew

I will look past your wrong decisions
Might overthink your mistakes
But underneath it all I know you're better
Always taking a chance on someone I believe in
I'm in the pool of your promises
Forever

All truths have an end standing on a limb how unfamiliar my friends faces look
The sound reaches but I narrow my listening
Solitary detachment
Mercury goes retrograde in itself, for itself hyper-real
Misread too often I need a latitude adjustment in a feeling, at a time of nowhere

how would he give me his leather jacket
the temperature brisk
collar wool
mystery of compassion in pockets
given by two hands
placed on my skinny shoulders
would he concentrate on me
wrapping in something so new
it feels warm
how does he stare at me
a force to be reckoned with
reveal your plan
who is the display of a motive

Do you feel more secure when your head touches the ceiling
Hiding in the shower
Pulsating droplets split
Hitting my spine
To slip and become a dying fragment in the drain
Scale the space between lost
Acknowledge my existence

Curiosity get the best of me
Does my dream know everything
Daring me to voyage
*Blind optimism

Rather walk to unwind
Go outside
I make time
Burn my thoughts out
The bottom amber of the fire
I am in the depths of my subconscious about
How to cautiously word this out