~~
Yes who the **** knew
not me, nor you

It was a plan
it didn't even stand

So now you know
and now you go

In and out
merry go route

No one plans
for fates ultimate hand

No one stares
long enough to care

What lies ahead
is whats unsaid.

I swear we create
dare to demonstrate

What, you can't relate
give me a ******* break

I know whats at stake
'cause I took the bait

Tasted your tears
of all the years

Life comes undone
as we watch, stunned

Dont bother to care
as I only stood bare

I need you to hear
that I'm still here

Surpressing what's been felt
the hands been dealt
~~

Life embodies what you believe
And when you see that you've not done yourself justice
You sink back in defeat

The memories of all that has slipped by you
Has become your undoing
sitting amongst the ruins of broken cries

Leaving your solace to come to bleed one last time
You know not what reeks inside your mind
Every creavis is polluted by so many lies
Letting them seep in
Now u must purge away with more sin

Yes, a wrong for a wrong
Is how its done
To feel the measure of years gone by
You can't talk your way through this pain
All thats left is what you allowed to remain

Rebuilding now and to begin again
Spirit regenrates as we recreate
Nothing is ever dead
All is as it should be
Doesn't make the decision complete
Nor does it comfort the demon that sleeps
deep deep deep within
waiting to be fed again

Awakening to reality....
The fine line that the soul walks
Choosing
Everyday is your challenge....
two roads await your footsteps
It all depends
which way u want it to end
*********
(Happily Ever After is so Once Upon A Time ~ Unknown)

Once upon a poetic affair
All was shared
Nothing to fear
Souls lay about bare

Innocent it was not
Enticing and hot
Feeling the need
A history not to be

When words were penned
It began to amend
Years of decay
A passion of plays

Smoldering in sin
As we begin
Rise and fall
Consuming it all

Your touch never felt
All your words melt
Over my skin
Wet visions swim

****** dance
Lost in this trance
Tongues lick
Heartbeats quick

Fingers dip
Into my hips
Pen bleeds
Begging to be freed

Forevermore
Is not the score
Momentary bliss
Is all of this

Written in time
That which is not mine
Stars divinely cross
Friction conjures a loss

As I lay in my bed

Feelings of dread

Have filled my head

Shot me dead



You came on queue

You felt nothing ensue

You gasp for air

And are left to stare



Stuck in between

Locked in lifeless dreams

Forget what’s been said

Your now the walking dead



Comatose in your despair

Helplessly beyond repair

Wandering like a cat in heat

Looking for a new delicious treat

inner struggles
heart so true
how could it not be
You
am I a fool

pulse races
lingering thoughts
whatever you want
how we enjoy the taunt

breathing steadies
surrender wins
how do I begin
when its going to sting

stronger than ever
lost in your essence
if only t'was a permenant presence

taking what is
for thats all there is to give
releasing the sin
living now from within

Knowing its there

You hear it not with your ear

Sensing it with all your fear


It melodically dances around you

Carefully you stare, as you withdrew


Rhythmic induce beats

Conjures up ****** heat


Steadily the sound entices

It grips you in its seductive vices


Wrapped in a trance

You prepare for the dance


Slowly you move to embrace

The beauty of your only escape


To your knees you finally fall

Hearing the voice that sang eternity's call

Once more you know

You will not let go


Holding on to your fate

Your eternal mate

For there was a day
when all was gray

Nothing more nothing less
I began to confess

All I began to reminisce
of life’s eternal bliss

How much I missed
eternity’s kiss

Memories of what was & could be
haunting me

My heart cried out
my mouth spoke aloud

Desire burned inside
ripping apart my demise

A tear fell to the ground
thy seed planted deep down

Light flickered thru
bringing me to you

I have found an escape
my beautiful gate

How long I await
my lovely fate