How long can I hold on
How long has it been
So many scars that never heal
Opening once again
I have bleed too many years
Grown cold inside
When will the tears cease
Numbness has yet to set in
Today I feel much hate
Hate who I am
Hate what I’ve become
I will make this change
I can not wilt away
I might be beat
I will not allow defeat
A sliver of determination rests here
I am holding this with much care
Awaiting the day when the flood rushes in
And all is to begin again.
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“Pain never really goes away….you just elevate and get use to it by growing stronger” ~ Unknown